Khai Shien

Lovely lovely lovely lovely wolf.... mmm mmm~

2010-02-08T20:14:00.001+08:00

thank you so much for this sis! love it very much :D

This made my day

2009-11-28T15:15:00.002+08:00

Five Minute Management Course
Lesson 1:

A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings.

The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs.

When she opens the door, there stands Bob , the next-door neighbour

Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel.'

After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob , after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves.

The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs.

When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?'

'It was Bob the next door neighbour she replies.

'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?'

Moral of the story:

If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure.

Lesson 2:

A priest offered a Nun a lift.

She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gown to reveal a leg.

The priest nearly had an accident.

After controlling the car, he stealthily slid his hand up her leg.

The nun said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'

The priest removed his hand. But, changing gears, he let his hand slide up her leg again.
The nun once again said, 'Father, remember Psalm 129?'

The priest apologized 'Sorry sister but the flesh is weak.'

Arriving at the convent, the nun sighed heavily
And went on her way.

On his arrival at the church, the priest rushed to look up Psalm 129. It said, 'Go forth and seek, further up, you will find glory.'

Moral of the story:
If you are not well informed in your job, you might miss a great opportunity.

Lesson 3:

A sales rep, an administration clerk, and the manager are walking to lunch when they find an antique oil lamp.

They rub it and a Genie comes out..
The Genie says, 'I'll give each of you just one wish.'

'Me first! Me first!' says the admin clerk. 'I want to be in the Bahamas , driving a speedboat, without a care in the world.'
Puff! She's gone.

'Me next! Me next!' says the sales rep. 'I want to be in Hawaii , relaxing on the beach with my personal masseuse, an endless supply of Pina Coladas and the love of my life.'

Puff! He's gone.

'OK, you're up,' the Genie says to the manager..
The manager says, 'I want those two back in the office after
Lunch.'

Moral of the story:
Al ways let your boss have the first say.

Lesson 4

An eagle was sitting on a tree resting, doing nothing..

A small rabbit saw the eagle and asked him, 'Can I also sit like you and do nothing?'
The eagle answered: 'Sure, why not.'

So, the rabbit sat on the ground below the eagle and rested. All of a sudden, a fox appeared, jumped on the rabbit and ate it.

Moral of the story:
To be sitting and doing nothing, you must be sitting very, very high up..

Lesson 5

A turkey was chatting with a bull.

'I would love to be able to get to the top of that tree' sighed the turkey, 'but I haven't got the energy..'

'Well, why don't you nibble on some of my droppings?' replied the bull. They're packed with nutrients.'

The turkey pecked at a lump of dung, and found it actually gave him enough strength to reach the lowest branch of the tree.

The next day, after eating some more dung, he reached the second branch.

Finally after a fourth night, the turkey was proudly perched at the top of the tree.

He was promptly spotted by a farmer, who shot him out of the tree.

Moral of the story:
Bull Shit might get you to the top, but it won't keep you there....

Lesson 6

A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field.

While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him.

As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was.

The dung was actually thawing him out!

He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy..
A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate.

Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him..

Morals of the story:
(1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy.

(2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your
friend.

(3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep
your mouth shut!

THUS ENDS THE FIVE MINUTE MANAGEMENT COURSE

Exams are over!

2009-11-16T16:04:00.002+08:00

Oh my god i honestly can't believe that its all over....

though i can't say i did too well in this exam.... the burden off from my backs are starting to show its effects....

really really happy now....

guess what.... COD6 is out.... Assassin's Creed 2 is almost out.... Baldur's Gate sequel is out (dragon's age : origins).... god dam....

but anyways i've already planned to get a job starting 1st december.... its gonna be with a firm that is related to my future job.... which is electrical.... so i hope i'll learn something from there :D

songs songs songs.... kinda deprived from songs lately.... but umm we'll see.... i hope i get to know new songs soon

presently trying out castle age on facebook.... simple yet quite interesting game.... if you're free go try it out

btw guys.... Teck Wei has a facebook account!!!!! the group of us created the account for him since he was too lazy to create one.... and by all means he's the one managing it currently (hopefully... *.*).... so go check it out....

i need a new past time for this 2 weeks.... any suggestions?

Exams

2009-11-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

OMG exams.... kinda lacing around so i'll be inactive until its over.... wish me luck yo :D

How fights start....

2009-10-10T00:01:00.001+08:00

Here's a little something i found that amused me.... have fun!

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My wife sat down on the settee next to me as I was flipping channels. She asked, 'What's on TV?'

I said, 'Dust.'

And then the fight started...

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My wife and I were watching "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?"

"No," she answered.

I then said, "Is that your final answer?"

She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying, "Yes."

So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend."

And then the fight started....

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Saturday morning I got up early, quietly dressed, made my lunch, and slipped quietly into the garage. I hooked up the boat up to the van, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. The wind was blowing 50 mph, so I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad all day.

I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible."

My loving wife of 5 years replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that?"

And that's how the fight started...

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I rear-ended a car this morning. So, there we were alongside the road and slowly the other driver got out of his car. You know how sometimes you just get soooo stressed and little things just seem funny? Yeah, well I couldn't believe it.... He was a DWARF!!! He stormed over to my car, looked up at me, and shouted, "I AM NOT HAPPY!!!"

So, I looked down at him and said, "Well, then which one are you?"

And then the fight started.....

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My wife was hinting about what she wanted for our upcoming anniversary. She said, 'I want something shiny that goes from 0 to 150 in about 3 seconds.'

I bought her a bathroom scale.

And then the fight started...

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When I got home last night, my wife demanded that I take her some place expensive... so, I took her to a petrol station.

And then the fight started...

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After retiring, I went to the Social Security office to apply for Social Security. The woman behind the counter asked me for my driver's License to verify my age. I looked in my pockets and realized I had left my wallet at home. I told the woman that I was very sorry, but I would have to go home and come back later.

The woman said, 'Unbutton your shirt'. So I opened my shirt revealing my curly silver hair. She said, 'That silver hair on your chest is proof enough for me' and she processed my Social Security application.

When I got home, I excitedly told my wife about my experience at the Social Security office.

She said, 'You should have dropped your pants. You might have gotten disability, too.'

And then the fight started...

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My wife and I were sitting at a table at my school reunion, and I kept staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sat alone at a nearby table.

My wife asked, 'Do you know her?'

'Yes,' I sighed, 'She's my old girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up those many years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since.'

'My God!' says my wife, 'who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?'

And then the fight started...

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I took my wife to a restaurant. The waiter, for some reason took my order first. "I'll have the steak, medium rare, please."

He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?""

Nah, she can order for herself."

And then the fight started...

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A woman was standing nude, looking in the bedroom mirror. She was not happy with what she saw and said to her husband, "I feel horrible; I look old, fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment.'

The husband replied, 'Your eyesight's damn near perfect.'

And then the fight started.....

SOOO COOL :D

2009-10-01T19:17:00.001+08:00

Crazier....

2009-09-29T11:37:00.003+08:00

i'm currently going crazier... crazier... crazier over this song.... cannot tahan d....

let me go isolate myself for a few days/weeks to get my head off this song.... the thing is.... when i listen to this song i go crazier crazier crazier.... then i try my best to stop.... but when i stop.... i go crazier crazier crazier so eventually i cannot resist then i listen again.... i gone case d.... aahhhhh

I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow...
Let it take me where it wants to go
Till you open the door
There's so much more...
I've never seen it before
I was tryin to fly but I couldn't find wings,
But you came along, and you changed everything!

You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier...

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own...
Every sky was your own kind of blue...
And I wanted to know
How that would feel,
And you made it so real...
You showed me something that I couldn't see...
You opened my eyes and you made me believe!!!

You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier... Ohhhhhh

Baby you showed me what living is for,
I don't want to hide anymoooore...

You lift my feet off the ground,
You spin me around,
You make me crazier,crazier
Feels like I'm fallin,
And I'm, lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier,crazier
crazier... crazier....

LOVE THIS!

2009-09-28T18:08:00.003+08:00

if you wanna have a better look at it then use this site....

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=9041693497429183375#

one more here :D

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1146742682831

Drinking session....

2009-09-16T23:45:00.007+08:00

Had a crazy crazy drinking session last Friday....

most of it is already on Facebook.... check it out there.... but anyway here's some pictures on it....

it was a really really fun session.... enjoyed it much much much.... thank you all for everything....

the next morning.... we went for a basketball session.... kinda last minute thing actually.... only planning it in uni the earlier day when we were supposed to go straight from uni to the session.... anyway.... it all went well....

although i half tried to at least get drunk or something.... i failed -.-.... guess i'll need more to actually feel something huh.... don't really know if thats a good thing -.-

but i really loved to fact that i met new friends that are awesome people.... thanks :D

anyway.... on tennis.... the US opens were over not long ago.... i was really really really really really absorbed into it.... so much action and so much to say.... its endless excitement....

the champion this year was Del Potro.... and with his performance this time.... it as well deserving.... guess what! he's only 20 years old -.-....

On the women side.... Kim Clijsters the 2005 champ who stopped playing after that to give birth to her daughter came back this year to win the championship....

however i was really cheering for the runner-up.... Caroline Wozniacki.... add to that.... she's only 19 years old and she's pretty too :D

anyway.... she played well... and thats what matters....

A session of Skype with me sister

2009-09-07T15:04:00.004+08:00

During my birthday 2 weeks ago.... i rushed back home for my Skype session with me sister in the US.... (sorry for that, couldn't join you guys)

it was madness.... we had the craziest times in our lives.... we were literally laughing our asses off in front of the computer.... and i got quite a few presents from my own family and my bigger family tree.... love all of you man....

eventually to my surprise.... my sister have been taking screen shots of my actions in the webcam for the entire 3 hours+ session(or was it 2 hours+?).... so what the hell? LOL

and in conjunction with my 19th birthday.... there were 190 photos taken.... so holy crap.... all these photos were like super random and some of them really horrible.... candid photos ftw....

my younger cousin was in some of them too =D

madness.... my sister then added some of her stuff here it is! =D (don't find me for whatever you see, these are completely candid @.@)

Click on the images to enlarge them:

immediately after that, my cousins and i went for a cousins hangout at ss15.... came back past midnight that day.... but loved it very much.... thanks all of you....

and i eventually found out that my friends had a gathering for the event.... sorry guys.... and i really thank you and acknowledge your effort.... thanks again! =D

Loved this

2009-09-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

This is long but it is worth reading.

This is for all the single, married, divorced, widowed individuals, who take life for granted. Please I BEG YOU, read this story until the end, it is such an opener. You never Know…………………….!

Just two years after our marriage, hubby brought up the idea of asking Mother to move from the rural hometown and spend her remaining years with us. Hubby's father passed away while he was still very young. Mother endured much hardship and struggled all on her own to provide for him, see him through to a university degree. You could say that she suffered a great deal and did everything you could expect of a woman to
bring hubby to where he is today. I immediately agreed and started packing the spare room, which has a balcony facing the South to let her enjoy the sunshine and plant greenery. Hubby stood in the bright room, and suddenly just picked me up and started spinning round and round. As I begged him to put me down, he said: "Lets go fetch mother." Hubby is tall and big sized and I love to test on his chest and enjoy the feeling
that he could pick me up at any moment put the tiny me into his pockets. Whenever we have an argument and both refuses to back down, he would pick me up and spin me over his head continuously until I surrender and beg for mercy. I became addicted to this kind of panic-joy feeling.

Mother brought along her countryside habits and lifestyle with her. For example; I am so used to buying flowers to decorate the living room, she could not stand it and would comment: "I do not know how you young people spend your money, why do you buy flowers for? You also can't eat flowers!" I smiled and said: "Mum, with flowers in the house, our mood will also become better." Mother continues to grumble away, and hubby
smiled: "Mum, this is a city-people's habit; slowly you will get use to it."

Mother stopped saying anything. But every time thereafter, whenever came home with flowers, she would ask me how much it costs. I told her and she would shake her head and express displeasure. Sometimes, when I come home with lots of shopping bags, she would ask each and every item how
much they cost, I would tell her honestly and she would get even more upset about it. Hubby playfully pinched my nose and said: "You little fool, just don't tell her the full price of everything would solve it."

There begins the friction to our otherwise happy lifestyle.

Mother hates it most when hubby wakes up early to prepare the breakfast. In your view, how could the man of the house cook for the wife? At the breakfast table, mother facial expression is always like the dark clouds before a thunderstorm and I would pretend not to notice. She would use her chopsticks and make a lot of noise with it as her silent protest.

As I am a dance teacher in the Children's Palace and am exhausted from along day of dancing around, I do not wish to give up the luxury of that additional few minutes in the comfort of my bed and hence I turned a deaf ear to all the protest mother makes. From time to time, mother would help out with some housework, but soon her help created additional
work for me. For example: she would keep all kinds of plastic bags accumulating them so that she sell them later on, and resulted in our house being filled with all the trash bags; she would scrimp on dish washing detergent when helping to wash the dishes and so as not to hurt her feelings, I would quietly wash them again.

One day, late at night, mother saw me quietly washing the dishes, and "Bam" she slams her bedroom door and cried very loudly in her room. Hubby was placed in a difficult position, and after that, he did not speak to me for that entire night. I pretended to be a spoilt child, tried acting cute, but he totally ignored me.... I got mad and asked him: "What did I do wrong?" Hubby stared at me and said: "Can't you just give in to her once? We couldn't possibly die eating from a bowl however
unclean it is, right?" After that incident, for a long period of time, mother did not speak to me and you can feel that there is a very awkward feeling hanging in the house. During that period of cold war, hubby was caught in dilemma as to who to please.

In order to stop her son from having to prepare breakfast, mother took on the "all important" task of preparing breakfast without any prompting. At the breakfast table, mother would look at hubby happily eating his breakfast and cast that reprimanding stare at me for having failed to perform my duty as a wife. To avoid the embarrassing breakfast situation, I resorted to buying my own breakfast on my way to work. That
night, while in bed, hubby was a little upset and asked me: "LD, is it because you think that mum's cooking is not clean that's why you chose not to eat at home?" He then turned his back on me and left me alone in tears as feeling of unfairness overwhelmed me. After some time, hubby sighed: "LD, just for me, can you have breakfast at home?" I am left with no choice but to return to the breakfast table.

The next morning, I was having porridge prepared by mother and I felt a sudden churn in my stomach and everything inside seem to be rushing up my throat. I tried to suppress the urge to throw up but I could not. I threw down the bowl, rushed into the washroom, and vomited everything out. Just as I was catching my breath, I saw mother crying and grumbling very loudly in her dialect, hubby was standing at the washroom doorway staring at me with fire burning in his eyes.. I opened my mouth but no
words came out of it, I really did not mean it.

We had our very first big fight that day; mother took a look at us, then stood up and slowly made her way out of the house. Hubby gave me a final stare in the eye and followed mother down the stairs. For three days, hubby did not return home, not even a phone call. I was so furious, since mother arrived; I had been trying my best and putting up with her, what else do you want me to do? For no reason, I keep having the feeling to throw up and I simply have not appetite for food, coupled with all the events happening at home, I was at then low point in my life.

Finally, a colleague said: "LD, you look terrible; you should go and see a doctor." The doctor confirmed that I am pregnant.
Now it became clear to me why I threw up that fateful morning, a sense of sadness floated through that otherwise happy news. Why didn't hubby, and mother who had been through this before, thought of the possibility of this being the reason that day? At the hospital entrance, I saw my hubby standing there. It had only been three days, but he looked haggard. I had wanted to turn and leave, but one look at him and my heart soften, I couldn't resist and called out to him. He followed my voice and finally found me but he pretended that he doesn't know me; he
has that disgusted look in his eyes that cut right through my heart. I told myself not to look at him anymore, and hail a cab. At that moment, I have such a strong urge inside me to shout to my hubby: "Darling, I am having your baby!" and have him lift me up and spin me around in circles of joy. What I wanted didn't happen and as I sat in the cab, my tears started rolling down. Why? Why our love couldn't even withstand the test
of one fight?

Back home, I lay on the bed thinking about my hubby, and the disgusted look in his eyes. I cried and wet the corner of the blanket. That night, sound of the drawers opening woke me up. I switched on the lights and I saw hubby with tears rolling down his face. He was removing the money. I stared at him in silence; he ignored me, took the bank deposit book and some money and left the house. Maybe he really intends to leave me for good. What a rational man, so clear-cut in love and money matters. I gave a few dried laugh and tears starting streaming down again. The next day, I did not go to work. I wanted to clear this out and have a good talk with hubby. I reached his office and his secretary gave me a weird
look and said: "Mr. Tan's mother had a traffic accident and is now in the hospital."

I stood there in shock. I rushed to the hospital and by the time I found hubby, mother had already passed away. Hubby did not look at me, his face was expressionless. I looked at mother's pale white and thin face and I couldn't control the tears in my eyes. My god, how could this happen? Throughout the funeral, hubby did not say a single word to me, with only the occasional disgusted stare at me. I only managed to find out brief facts about the accident from other people. That day, after mother left the house, she walked in dazed toward the bus stop,
apparently intending to go back to her old house back in the
countryside. As hubby ran after her, she tried to walk faster and as she tried to cross the street, a public bus came and hit her...I finally understood how much hubby must hate me, if I had not thrown up that morning, if we had not quarreled, if....In his heart, I am indirectly the killer of his mother.

Hubby moved into mother's room and came home every night with a strong liquor smell on him. And me, I am buried under the guilt and self-pity and could hardly breathe. I wanted to explain to him, tell him that we are going to have our baby soon, but each time, I saw the dead look in his eyes, all the words I have at the brink of my mouth just fell back in. I had rather he hit me real hard or give me a big and thorough scolding though none of these events happening had been my fault at all.
Many days of suffocating silence went by and as the days went by, hubby came home later and later. The deadlock between us continues, we were living together like strangers who don't know each other. I am like the dead knot in his heart.

One day, I passed by a western restaurant, looking into the glass window, I saw hubby and a girl sitting facing each other and he very lightly brushed her hair for her, I understood what it meant. After recovering from that moment of shock, I entered the restaurant, stood in front of my hubby and stared hard at him, not a tear in my eyes. I have nothing to say to him, and there is no need to say anything. The girl looked at me, looks at hubby, stands up and wanted to go, hubby stretched out his hand and stopped her. He stared back at me,challenging me. I can only hear my slow heart beat, beating, one by one as if at the brink of death. I eventually backed down, if I had stood
that any longer, I will collapse together with the baby inside me. That night, he did not come home; he had chosen to use that as a way to indicate to me: Following mother's death so did our love for each other.

He did not come home anymore after that. Sometimes, when I returned home from work, I can tell that the cupboard had been touched - he had returned to take some of his stuff. I no longer wish to call him; the initial desire to explain everything to him vanished. I lived alone; I go for my medical checkups alone, my heart breaks again and again every time I see a guy carefully helping his wife through the physical examination. My office colleagues hinted to me to consider aborting the baby, I told them No, I will not.. I insisted on having to this baby, perhaps it is my way of repaying mother for causing her death. One day, I came home and I saw hubby sitting in the living room. The whole house was filled with cigarette smoke. On the coffee table, there was this piece of paper. I know what it is all about without even looking at it. In the two months plus of living alone, I have gradually learned to find peace within myself. I looked at him, removed my hat and said: "You wait a while, I will sign." He looked at me, mixed feelings in his eyes, just like mine.

As I hang up my coat, I keep repeating to myself "You cannot cry, you cannot cry..." my eyes hurt terribly, but I refused to let tears come out from there. After I hung up my coat, hubby's eyes stared fixed at my bulging tummy. I smiled, walked over to the coffee table and pulled the paper towards me. Without even looking at what it says, I signed my name on it and pushed the paper to him. "LD, are you pregnant?" Since
mother's accident, this is the first time he spoke to me. I could not control my tears any further and they fell like raindrops. I said: "Yes, but its ok, you can leave now." He did not go, in the dark, we sat, facing each other. Hubby slowly moved over me, his tears wet the blanket. In my heart, everything seems so far away, so far that even if I sprint, I could never reach them. I cannot remember how many times he repeated "sorry" to me. I had originally thought that I would forgive him, but now I can't. In the western restaurant, in front of that girl, that cold look in his eyes, I will never forget, ever. We have drawn such deep scars in each other's heart. For me, it's unintentional; for
him, totally intentional. I had been waiting for this moment of
reconciliation, but I realized now, what had gone past is gone forever and could not repeated.

Other than the thought of the baby inside me that would bring some warmth to my heart, I am totally cold towards him, I no longer eat anything he buys for me, I don't take any presents from him and I stopped talking to him. From the moment I signed on that piece of paper, marriage and love had vanished from my heart. Sometimes, hubby will try to come into the bedroom, but when he walks in, I will walk out to the living room. He had no choice but to sleep in mother's room. At night, from his room, I can hear light sounds of groaning, I kept quiet. This used to be his trick; last time, whenever I ignore him, he would fake illness and I will surrender and find out what is wrong with him, he would then grab me and laugh. He has forgotten that last time I cared for him and am concerned because there was love, but now, what is there between us? Hubby's groaning came on and off continuing but I continuously ignored him.

Almost everyday, he would buy something for the baby, infant products, children products and books that kids like to read. Bags and bags of it stacked inside his room till it is full. I know he is trying to use this to reach out to me, but I am no longer moved by his actions. He has no choice but to lock himself in his room and I can hear his typing away on his computer keyboard, maybe he is now addicted to web surfing but none
of that matters to me anymore. It was sometime towards the end of spring in the following year, one late night, I screamed because of a sudden stomach pain, hubby came rushing into the room, its like he did not change and sleep, and had been waiting for this moment. He carried me and ran down the stairs, stopped a car, holding my hand very tightly and kept wiping the sweat off my brow, throughout the journey to the hospital. Once we reached the hospital, he carried me and hurried into the delivery suite. Lying on the back of his skinny but warmth body, a thought crossed my mind: In my lifetime, who else would
love me as much as he did?

He held the delivery suite door opened and watch me go in; his warm eyes caused me to manage a smile at him despite my contraction pain. Coming out of the delivery room, hubby looked at our son and me, eyes tear with joy and he kept smiling. I reached out and touched his hand. Hubby looked at me, smiling and then he slowly collapsed onto the floor. I
cried out for him in pain... He smiled, but without opening that tired eyes of his... I had thought that I would never shed any tear for him, but the truth is, I have never felt a deeper pain cutting through my body at that moment. Doctor said that by the time hubby discovered he had liver cancer, it was already in terminal stage and it was a miracle that he managed to last this long. I asked the doctor when he first discovered he had cancer. Doctor said about 5 months ago and consoled me
saying: "Prepare for his funeral."

I disregarded the nurse's objection and rushed home, I went into his room and checked his computer, and a suffocating pain hitsme. Hubby's cancer was discovered 5 months ago, his groaning was real, and I had thought that... the computer showed over 200 thousand words he wrote for our son:
"Son, just for you, I have persisted, to be able to take a look at you before I fall, is my biggest wish now... I know that in your life, you will have many happiness and maybe some setbacks, if only I can accompany you throughout that journey, how nice would it be. But daddy now no longer has that chance. Daddy has written inside here all the possible difficulties and problems you may encounter during your lifetime, when you meet with these problems, you can refer to daddy's suggestion....

Son, after writing these 200 thousand words, I feel as if I have
accompanied you through life journey. To be honest, daddy is very happy. Do love your mother, she has suffered, she is the one who loves you most and also the one who loves me most..." From play school to primary school, to secondary, university, to work and even in dealing with questions of love, everything big and small was written there.

Hubby has also written a letter for me:

"My dear, to marry you is my biggest happiness, forgive me for the pain I have caused you, forgive me for not telling you my illness, because I want to see you be in a joyful mood waiting for the arrival of our baby...My dear, if you cried, it means that you have forgiven me and I would smile, thank you for loving me...These presents, I'm afraid I cannot give them to our son personally, could you help me to give some of them to him every year, the dates on what to give when are all written on the packaging... "

Going back to the hospital, hubby is still in coma. I brought our son over and place him beside him. I said: "Open your eyes and smile, I want our son to remember being in the warmth of your arms..." He struggled to open his eyes and managed a weak smile. Our son still in his arms was happily waving his tiny hands in the air. I press the button on the camera and the sound of the shutter rang through the air as tears slowly rolled down my face.... A fatal misunderstanding and the person who loves me the most in this world is gone forever..."Cruel misunderstandings one after another disrupted the blissful footsteps to our family. Our originals intend of having Mother enjoy some quiet and peaceful moments in her remaining years with us went terribly wrong as destiny's secret is finally revealed at a price, every thing became too late."........

This is a true story.
LEARNING POINT - DO NOT EVER HOLD ON TO OFFENCES!!!

I am totally speechless, this story brought tears to my eyes as I read through each line eager to know what would happen next. It truly showed the devastating power of grudges and anger! Simple humility and communication would have resolved most of the problems in that story, as well as patience.... This story has really touched my heart and life as a whole and it has stimulated a paradigm shift. Though it is very sad, it is also very refreshing to know that from today, I can consciously start to live a life free of grudge. People please let’s live a life devoid of grudge. Communication is key.

Take greatest care and live on

Aaaaah these bother me.... this is worst.... i really don't know whether its real or not....

2009-08-31T23:25:00.003+08:00

dam it.... why all these confusing e-mails keep comin in....

here's another one.... (oh btw the earlier one was most likely a fake)

Dear Account User,

This Email is from Hotmail/MSN & Live Customer Care and we are sending it to every Hotmail/MSN & Live Email User Accounts Owner for safety. We are having congestions due to the anonymous registration of Hotmail/MSN & Live Accounts, so we are shutting down some Hotmail/MSN & Live Accounts and your account was among those to be deleted. We are sending this email to you so that you can verify and let us know if you still want to use this account. If you are still interested please confirm your account by filling the space below.Your User Name, Password, Date of Birth and your Country information would be needed to verify your account due to the congestion in all Hotmail/MSN & Live Users and removal of all unused Hotmail/MSN & Live Accounts, Hotmail/MSN & Live would be shutting down all unused Accounts, You will have to confirm your E-mail by filling out your Login Information below after clicking the reply button, or your account will be suspended within 24 hours for security reasons.

* Username: .............................
* Password: ................................
* Date of Birth: ............................
* Country Or Territory: ................
* Occupation: .......................

After following the instructions in the sheet, your account will not be interrupted and will continue as normal. Thanks for your attention to this request. We apologize for any inconveniences.

Warning!!! Account owner that refuses to update his/her account after two weeks of receiving this warning will lose his or her account permanently.

Sincerely,
The Windows Live Hotmail Team.

This was sent by.....

From: january.spradlin@gmail.com on behalf of Windows Live Hotmail® (verify.account002@live.com)

sorry guys but i really don't know where else to ask about the authenticity....

A slight hint....

2009-08-25T19:38:00.002+08:00

as a hint of the probable revival of my blog.... here is a question....

should i believe this? @.@

Dear Sir/Madam,
Congratulations to you!! You have just been picked as one of our lucky winners of £850,000 British Pounds in the on-going Google promotion.Your email address was attached to the following winning numbers that made you one of our lucky winners for this year draw :Ticket number: *****************,CGPN:***********,Serial numbers:************,Lucky numbers:*****************.
For more info/ how to claim your winnings,contact the processing officer (Mr. Grahams Benfield) with the email addresses below by sending your winning numbers,full names, sex and location.
E-mail(s):enquiries.grahams101@gmail.com, grahamsbenfield@thedotmail.com.
Sincerely,Promo Coordinator

i've placed the numbers as asterisks for safety sake.... *.*

and it was sent by....

From: ©2009 Google Lotto Update

doesn't it sound a lil bit fishy.... okay or rather.... does it sound REALLY fishy =D

guess its gonna be another message to just press the delete button on =D

recently.... i've been hooked up with Taylor Swift's songs..... really mad about it now @@.... white horse, you belong with me, you're not sorry....

another song is Keri Hilson's Knock You Down....

so let me go engulf myself in the burning passion for these songs =D....

v6.60 officially out!

2009-06-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

Mediafire: http://www.mediafire.com/?mintnuyiuyn

Rapidshare: http://rs511.rapidshare.com/files/242858291/DotA_Allstars_v6.60.w3x

changelog:
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## Heroes ##
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* Added a new hero Batrider to the Scourge [details below]
* Added a new hero Tauren Chieftain to the Sentinel [details below]
* Lightning Revenant: Reworked [details below]

* Medusa: Replaced Chain Lightning with a new ability Mystic Snake [details below]
* Medusa: Replaced Purge with a new ability Stone Gaze [details below]
* Netherdrake: Replaced Frenzy with a new ability Nethertoxin [details below]
* Rogue Knight: Replaced Toughness Aura with a new ability Warcry [details below]
* Slayer: Replaced Ultimate with a new ability Fiery Soul [details below]
* Twin Head Dragon: Replaced Autofire with a new ability Liquid Fire [details below]
* Troll Warlord: Replaced Rampage with a new ability Battle Trance [details below]
* Rogue Knight: Reworked how Stormbolt works [details below]
* Morphling: Reworked how Morphiling's Adaptive Strike works [details below]
* Crystal Maiden: Replaced Frost Nova with a similar new ability Crystal Nova [details below]
* Phantom Assassin: Changed Blink Strike to a new ability Phantom Strike [details below]
* Ogre Magi: Reworked Multicast chance mechanism [details below]
* Sniper: Replaced Scattershot with a new ability Shrapnel [details below]
* Troll Warlord: Replaced Fervor Aura with a new ability Fervor (works like Beastmaster's passive used to)
* Beastmaster: Replaced Beast Rage with a new ability Inner Beast (works like Troll's old attack speed aura)
* Anti-Mage: Reworked Mana Void damage mechanism (now deals equal splash damage to units near the target)
* Silencer: Recoded Last Word to properly detect animation canceling and silence after a spell is casted
* Treant Protector: Reworked Eyes in the Forest [details below]

* Admiral: Lowered Agility (18->14) and Agility Per Level (1.7->1.3)
* Axe: Lowered Base Armor by 1 point (2.8->1.8)
* Bane Elemental: Improved cast range on Enfeeble (800->1000)
* Bristleback: Improved Base Intelligence growth by 0.6
* Bristleback: Improved side angles on Bristleback (90->110)
* Bristleback: Returned the Bristleback passive Quill Spray release cap back (300->250)
* Broodmother: Changed spiderling's armor type from medium to normal and now take damage from first towers (50->100 %)
* Crystal Maiden: Lowered Brilliance Aura (0.75/1.5/2.25/3->0.5/1/1.5/2)
* Dark Seer: Improved Vacuum cast range (600->800)
* Dark Seer: Lowered Ion Shell cooldown (15->7 cd)
* Dark Seer: Vacuum no longer goes through magic immunity
* Dark Seer: Vacuum now drags the units in over 0.3 seconds rather than instantly
* Death Prophet: Witchcraft no longer gives movement speed bonus
* Geomancer: Changed Poof damage (60/80/100/120->50/80/110/140)
* Geomancer: Lowered Poof cooldown (20/18/16/14->16/14/12/10 cd)
* Invoker: Improved Alacrity duration (6->8)
* Keeper of the Light: Changed Mana Leak stun into a slow (2 seconds, 60 %)
* Keeper of the Light: You no longer lose control of your hero when knocked back with Blinding Light
* Lifestealer: Removed the initial stun effect from Open Wounds
* Lion: Voodoo duration reduced from 1/2/3/4 to 1.25/2/2.75/3.5 seconds
* Lone Druid: Added Battle Cry to all level of True Form and scaled the bonus damage/armor (20/2->20/2, 40/4, 60/6) and lowered duration (10->8 seconds)
* Lone Druid: Changed Spirit Bear's ability progression (Lv1->Adds Inventory, Lv2->Adds Return, Lv3->Adds Entangle, Lv4->Adds Demolish and Spell Damage Reduction)
* Lone Druid: Improved True Form's melee attack range (100->150)
* Lone Druid: Rabid now goes on both the Spirit Bear and Lone Druid when casted instead of requiring a target
* Lone Druid: Removed One from True Form
* Lone Druid: Spells now last the same duration on Spirit Bear as they do on heroes
* Lord of Avernus: Lowered Death Coil cooldown (7->6 seconds)
* Lord of Avernus: Gets the Mark of the Abyss buff on his first attack instead of on his second attack
* Luna: Increased Lunar Blessing aura range (300->900)
* Magnataur: Lowered Reverse Polarity cooldown (120->120/110/100 seconds)
* Magnataur: Improved attack animation time
* Magina: Undid recent buffs to base strength (21->16)
* Naga Siren: Reduced collision size (24->8)
* Naga Siren: Lowered Mirror Image cast time
* Naga Siren: Lowered Mirror Image cooldown (50->40 seconds) and manacost (85/105/130/150 to 70/80/90/100)
* Necrolyte: Rebalanced Heartstopper Aura from 0.5/0.75/1/1.25% to 0.4/0.6/0.8/1% and range from 700/800/900/1000 to 1000
* Necrolyte: Lowered Strength per level (2.0->1.5)
* Obsidian Destroyer: Lowered Astral Imprisonment cooldown (20->18/16/14/12 seconds)
* Pandaren Brewmaster: Improved Fire Panda's Immolation (10/10/30->15/30/45)
* Pugna: Life Drain max range improved by 50 and its cast range is now equal to its max range
* Rhasta: Voodoo duration reduced from 1/2/3/4 to 1.25/2/2.75/3.5 seconds
* Rogue Knight: Improved Great Cleave damage (10/20/30/40->20/30/40/50 %)
* Sacred Warrior: Removed the cap on Burning Spears
* Shadow Fiend: Improved Presence of the Dark Lord armor reduction (1/2/3/4->2/3/4/5)
* Shadow Priest: Lowered Shallow Grave cooldown (80/60/40/20->54/40/26/12 cd)
* Silencer: Lowered Last Word duration (1/2/3/4->0.75/1.5/2.25/3)
* Slardar: Slithereen Crush damage type is now Physical type
* Spectre: Restored some vision back to Spectral Dagger path
* Spirit Breaker: Improved AOE on Empowering Haste and added 2% more movement speed bonus
* Stone Giant: Craggy Exterior now gives armor bonus (3/4/5/6)
* Stone Giant: Craggy Exterior now triggers off of units with 300 range rather than just based on melee classification
* Templar Assassin: Changed Refraction duration/cooldown (20/23->17/17)
* Templar Assassin: Changed Psi Blades spill range (80/160/240/320->320) and attack range bonus (50/100/150/200->40/100/160/220)
* Templar Assassin: Refraction is now an instant cast ability
* Terrorblade: Now gets a movement speed bonus during Metamorphosis (+20)
* Tinker: Restricted Black King Bar from refreshing
* Troll Warlord: Rebalanced Blind. Miss from 15/24/33/42 -> 20/28/36/44% and Cooldown from 8 -> 15/12/9/6 seconds
* Twin Head Dragon: Rescaled Ice Path (0.5/1/1.5/2->0.8/1.2/1.6/2 seconds)
* Undying: Lowered Base Armor by 3 points (6->3)
* Undying: Tombstone no longer spawns zombies to attack fogged units
* Ursa Warrior: Rescaled Overpower from 100/200/300/400% IAS with 5 attack count to a constant 400% IAS with 3/4/5/6 attacks
* Vengeful Spirit: Improved Strength Per Level by 0.5
* Vengeful Spirit: Improved Command Aura range (450->900)
* Vengeful Spirit: Improved Wave of Terror a little and added some minor damage (25/50/75/100). Lowered AOE slightly (350->300)
* Vengeful Spirit: Now has normal Base Attack Time (1.77->1.7)
* Windrunner: Lowered Base Attack Time (1.6->1.5)
* Zeus: Arc Lightning becomes available for casting immediately after cooldown rather than wait for the Lightning to finish traveling. Cooldown increased from 2 to 2.5 seconds.

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## Items ##
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* Added a new basic item Ghost Scepter [details below]
* Added a new basic item Quelling Blade [details below]
* Added a new basic item Talisman of Evasion [details below]
* Added a new recipe item Poor Man's Shield [details below]
* Added a new recipe item Force Staff [details below]
* Added a new recipe item Khadgar's Pipe of Insight [details below]
* Added a new recipe item Magic Wand [details below]

* Aghanim's Scepter: New Recipe [details below]
* Manta Style: Reworked [details below]
* Diffusal Blade: Can be upgraded once. Original stats adjusted [details below]
* Maelstrom: Recipe and stats adjusted [details below]
* Linken Sphere: Rewrote parts of the following abilities to be compatible with Linken Sphere: Shackleshot, Brain Sap, Spirit Lance, Test of Faith, Malefice, Poison Touch, Shadow Word, Astral Imprisonment, Life Break, X Marks The Spot, Battle Hunger, Open Wounds, Electric Vortex, Paralyzing Casks, Multicast, Adaptive Strike Strength>Agility, Nether Swap, Rupture, Stifling Dagger, Sprout, Lightning Bolt, Lion's Impale, Nerubian Assassin's Impale, Ravage, Burrow Strike, Unstable Concoction, Mana Leak, Sven's Storm Bolt, Reaper's Scythe, Nether Strike, Gush.

* Assault Cuirass: Lowered recipe cost (2000->1500 gold)
* Assault Cuirass: Positive and negative armor auras now work on structures
* Blademail: Returns pure damage type
* Bloodstone: Lowered regeneration per charge (2->1.5) and passive regeneration (200->150 %)
* Cranium Basher: Uses Belt of Giant Strength along with a slight increase to stun duration (1.1->1.4 seconds). Total cost is unchanged.
* Divine Rapier: Improved damage (200->250 dmg)
* Eul's Scepter of Divinity: Can be used to target yourself
* Eye of Skadi: Lowered recipe cost (1250->750 gold)
* Gem of True Sight: Lowered item cost (750->700 gold)
* Headress of Rejuvination: Lowered recipe cost (225->200 gold)
* Linken Sphere: No longer interrupts your teleportation when it blocks a spell
* Lothar's Edge: Added 125 backstab damage
* Lothar's Edge: Lowered cooldown by 2 seconds (20->18 cd)
* Lothar's Edge: Requires Claymore instead of Mithril Hammer
* Magic Stick: Added a 25 second cooldown (it now has a buildup)
* Manta Style: Can now be disassembled
* Manta Style: Increased cooldown (40->50 cd)
* Mask of Madness: Lowered recipe cost (1050->1000 gold)
* Mithril Hammer: Lowered item cost (1610->1600 gold)
* Monkey King Bar: Now has an extra new passive ability True Strike that can be toggled on and off [details below]
* Phase Boots: Changed the duration/cooldown (5/10->6/12 seconds)
* Phase Boots: Lowered armor bonus (7->5 armor)
* Planeswalker's Cloak: Lowered item cost (650->400 gold)
* Radiance: Removed the 8% evasion and improved burn damage (35->40), AOE (550->650 AOE), and recipe cost (1525->1350 g)
* Refresher Orb: Mana regen is now the total sum of its components (150->200%)
* Ring of Regeneration: Lowered item cost (375->350 gold)
* Sange and Yasha: Removed the recipe requirements
* Satanic: Changed Unholy Rage active (+15% lifesteal and +30 damage for 20 seconds -> +150% lifesteal for 3.5 seconds)
* Satanic: Now retains the bonus damage from Helm of the Dominator
* Stout Shield: Changed damage block system [see details below]
* Stout Shield: Lowered item cost (300->250 gold)
* The Butterfly: Now requires Talisman of Evasion instead of a recipe
* Vanguard: Improved block chances (65->70%)
* Vanguard: Improved health regeneration (5->6 hp)

* Heroes that use scepter now have the information about the upgrades they would get on their ultimate tooltips.

* Aghanim's Scepter: Upgraded Chain Frost doesn't improve bounce count, only damage
* Aghanim's Scepter: Upgraded Eclipse cooldown no longer improves, only the Lucent Beam count gets upgraded
* Aghanim's Scepter: Upgraded Laguna Blade level 3 damage reduced by 100
* Aghanim's Scepter: Upgraded Life Drain cooldown removed and damage reduced (170/200/300->150/200/250)
* Aghanim's Scepter: Upgraded Mass Serpent Wards bonus count nerfed (12->10)
* Aghanim's Scepter: Upgraded Sonic Wave cooldown reduced from 120/100/75 to 110 (Still improves from original 135 cd and via damage)
* Aghanim's Scepter: Removed from Ogre Magi (Might return it later after the rework has time to settle in first)

* Added Bane Elemental to Aghanim's Scepter. Deals more damage
* Added Butcher to Aghanim's Scepter. Deals damage based on his strength and aborbs that to heal himself. Damage from a constant 75/125/175 per second to 75/125/175 + 0.75 x Strength per second
* Added Clockwerk Goblin to Aghanim's Scepter. Allows latching onto allies and reduces cooldown from 80/60/40 to 20 seconds
* Added Faceless Void to Aghanim's Scepter. Lasts 1 second longer and slightly less cooldown
* Added Holy Knight to Aghanim's Scepter. Dramatically reduces cooldown from 120 to 30
* Added Invoker to Aghanim's Scepter. Improves Cooldown and Manacost (30/25/12/5-> 16/8/4/2 cd, 20/50/80/110->0 manacost)
* Added Juggernaut to Aghanim's Scepter. Improves Slash Count and Cooldown (+2 slashes, -20 cd)
* Added Lord of Avernus to Aghanim's Scepter. Increased duration by 2 seconds
* Added Nightstalker to Aghanim's Scepter. Gives unobstructed vision at night
* Added Pandaren Brewmaster to Aghanim's Scepter. Improves the power of the Pandas and adds more duration
* Added Sacred Warrior to Aghanim's Scepter. Improves Damage and cooldown (50->65% damage, 45/30/15->24/16/8 Seconds)
* Added Sand King to Aghanim's Scepter. Adds an extra pulse and lowers cooldown (+1 Pulse, -20 cd)
* Added Shadow Priest to Aghanim's Scepter. Increased Weave duration by 6 seconds. Added 200 AOE
* Added Spiritbreaker to Aghanim's Scepter. Dramatically reduces cooldown from 75 to 20 seconds
* Added Techies to Aghanim's Scepter. Improves Damage and Cast Range (300/450/600->450/600/750 damage and 500->900 range cast range)
* Added Twin Head Dragon to Aghanim's Scepter. Improves spawn time and damage (75/125/175->125/175/225 dmg)
* Added Vengeful Spirit to Aghanim's Scepter. Improves Cooldown (45->10 cd)
* Added Windrunner to Aghanim's Scepter. Does not reduce damage from secondary item effects. Cooldown from 60 to 15.

* Summary of heroes that now make use of Scepter: Lord of Avernus, Bane Elemental, Holy Knight, Clockwerk Goblin, Shadow Priest, Sacred Warrior, Invoker, Juggernaut, Tormented Soul, Slayer, Demon Witch, Moon Rider, Necrolyte, Nightstalker, Pandaren Brewmaster, Butcher, Oblivion, Queen of Pain, Shadow Shaman, Crystal Maiden, Spiritbreaker, Sand King, Twin Head Dragon, Vengeful Spirit, Venomancer, Faceless Void, Windrunner, Witch Doctor, Lord of Olympia.

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## Misc Highlight ##
####################

* Reorganized heroes into taverns based on hero class. There are now 3 taverns per class, the "good" tavern has the heroes that are easier to recognize as "good", the evil tavern has the heroes that are easier to recognize as "evil" and the mix as the ones that are in between. In each tavern the heroes are organized inside of it by alphabet. The Taverns are colored according to the class. For example, the good Intelligence tavern is Blue with the color darkening as it goes to the evil side.

* Side shops are now organized independent from their item slot in their original stores. This also fixes hotkey conflict issues.
* Reworked the side shop item layouts. There are now two shops there, a Goblin Laboratory and a Goblin Merchant. New items have been added to these shops. Here is the complete listing of the items in there:
Goblin Laboratory: Scroll of Town Portal, Magic Stick, Sobi Mask, Stout Shield, Ring of Regeneration, Ring of Health, Cloak, Helm of Iron Will, Mask of Death
Goblin Merchant: Slippers of Agility, Boots of Elvenskin, Belt of Giant Strength, Robe of the Mage, Quelling Blade, Gloves of Haste, Blades of Attack, Quarterstaff, Talisman of Evasion, Kelen's Dagger, Ultimate Orb
* Reorganized all the recipe shops. The goals are both to make room for the recently added items and more importantly to organize them in a manner that makes guessing correctly where an item is an easy task for both existing and new players. I know none of us like to relearn item layouts, but this is a good thing to do for the long run.
- There are 6 recipe shops now in the following order:
Gateway Relics: Misc items that are primarily early game upgrades
Supportive Vestments: Various support style items that you get for your team
Arcane Sanctum: Castable or spell heavy themed items
Protectorate: Has mainly defensive/survival style items
Enchanted Artificats: Mostly orb effect items (with the exception of Yasha)
Ancient Weaponry: All other weapon items.

Note: I'm aware that Aegis is no longer needed in the shops, but I'm keeping it there until we need the space to help new users be aware of its existance through Roshan.

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## Modes & Commands ##
######################

* Added a new game mode -cd (-CaptainsDraft) [details below]
* Added a new game mode -rs (-randomside) to randomize which side your team starts in. This does not shuffle the players. It just places a team randomly as either Sentinel or Scourge.
* Added -random Intelligence/Strength/Agility. It gives you 100 less bonus gold than the 250 bonus gold the regular -random gives you.

* Added a new -tips system.If you enter the command, the game will give you 5 pointers (at various stages in the game) that are unique to each hero to help you get the basics down. These are not intended to imply guideliens on how to play a hero, but rather as simple tips if you are new with that hero. These are a work in progress.
* Added -water random
* -water now supports any color combinations using -water r g b format

* You can now change the terrain using -terrain snow on a per user basis. It is no longer a game mode. The "-terrain" or "-terrain default" command reverts the terrain to its normal state. Some of the other terrain modes you guys have emailed me about are still being worked on. I disabled them from this version because of some glitches they cause that haven't been fixed yet. I will work on them more in the future if you guys want them.

* Added -disablehelp to Force Staff
* Added a command to display bonus gold received from Goblins Greed (-gg)
* Added -aa (Arrow Accuracy) for Elune's Arrow hit percentages
* -disablehelp now prevents items from being picked up by non-owners from the fountain area
* -oi is turned on by default in observer games. Using -oi will disable it instead.
* Added a sub command to -om that disables neutral spawns
* Added a player only command "rollhero" or "-rh" to randomly display a heroname. This has no actual functional effect in the game, just a small easy command that some players wanted for their play groups.
* AFK detection no longer considers a player to be AFK during the drafting phases of some game modes

* Switch is disabled by default. Added a new temporary game mode -switchon (-so). Haven't developed a new replacement system for switch yet. There are a few ideas I experimented with but nothing final yet. Based on the feedback I've gotten, I think the best thing to do is to disable it by default and allow a mode for it until a more suitable usage of it can be implemented.
* Improved the text presentation of -switch a little bit so the text is less intrusive

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## Gameplay & Performance ##
############################

* Added a few new terrain paths. Here are the rough areas that a change has been done in:
- To the right of the Sentinel Secret Shop above the ramp
- Above the Sentinel Goblin Shop
- Between the forest and the top Scourge lane
- Right side of sent jungle
- To the right of the second top Sentinel tower
- Added a new tree to the Scourge jungle
- In the area between the pair of Scourge neutrals near the powerup

* Range rax no longer has extra regeneration
* Added a new regeneration armor mechanism for towers and rax.
- The "regen armor" is stripped away whenever there are nearby creeps (or corpses). It gets restored once 15 seconds elapse without a nearby unit.
- If a tower or rax takes damage without the regen armor, that life lost can never be naturally regenerated. If it does have the regen armor, then it will regenerate at a rate of 40hp/seconds and take only 25% damage from illusions.
- Flagged areas are 1) All places considered in or near base 2) second Top Tower 3) second Mid Tower 4) second Bot Tower.

* Increased the non-splitting portion of the xp/gold from 8/level xp & 40 gold to 12*level xp & 30+5*level
* The non-splitting xp/gold bonuses are now doubled for EM like the rest of the xp/bounty system is

* Changed the damage type of the first tower to be Siege like the rest of the towers. Adjusted the damage table to keep the damage creeps take in the laning phase unchanged.
* Tower does not regenerate from allied damage (when trying to deny)

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## Cosmetic & Misc ##
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* Added two new hero kill sounds for 4x and 5x kills
* Added hero and creep stats to the scoreboard title by default
* Deny visual effect is shown by default now. -cson/off toggles it on and off. -di functionalities (and some extras) are now enabled by default.
* The upgrade mechanism of courier has been changed. You no longer lose the hotkey bindings you have when it is upgraded to crow.
* Many passive icons have been replaced with proper passive borders (will do the remaining in the near future)
* Improved color/text presentation for runes
* Adaptive Strike now displays the stun duration as overhead
* Added a joke name to Dragon Knight
* Added a new ability on couriers "Return Home" that sends your courier back to base
* Added a new ability on couriers "Transfer Items" that transfers your items to your hero directly
* Added a new visual effect for Death Pulse
* Added a new visual effect for Last Word
* Added a new visual effect for Mana Void
* Added a warning message when an old unsafe version of Warcraft is detected
* Added a player only sound effect and a text message when your hero respawns
* Added allied-only text message when an ally bottles or picks up a rune
* Added Armor Aura to Neutral Creep Enraged Wildkin
* Added joke name to Axe
* Added text for observers to show what abilities heroes are leveling
* Added the "Allied hero has fallen" sounds
* Added the music that plays in single player when typing "TenthLevelTaurenChieftain" to "-music special"
* Adjusted neutral creep active abilities to all be on the bottom left most spot
* Blackhole now uses an AOE targetting interface
* Bottled Runes now show color coded icons
* Changed Bottle and Captured Rune Icons
* Changed Magic Stick Icon
* Reduced maximum AFK time from 10 to 5 minutes
* Changed Omnislash hotkey from N to E
* Changed the cosmetics on Razor's attack
* Improved the Cooldown animation so it is much easier to tell when a long cooldown spell is available
* Lothars windwalk icon is now the same as the item
* Lycan's attack while in Wolf Form now properly plays an attack sound
* Normal mode can now pick from their team's heroes plus neutral heroes
* Removed Furion teleportation restriction into enemy base (no need because of the new regen system)
* Rot no longer triggers Last Word
* Rune of Regeneration now expires once it you reach max hp and mp
* Silencer Intelligence stealing is now displayed as green for the +1 and red for the -1
* Splitshot no longer automatically turns off when you get disabled
* Stout Shield has a new icon now. Poor Man's Shield uses stout's old icon.
* Terrain snow now morphs regular trees into special snow trees.
* Updated Illusion Rune tooltip
* Updated Morph's tooltip to reflect the recent attributes bonus added to it
* You no longer lose vision if an ally or yourself that is targeted with Astral Prison
* Improved icon for Soul Steal (172705)
* Added a new icon for Sunder (172705)
* Added a new icon for Tombstone (263561)
* Added a new icon for Lycan's Feral Heart (180452)
* Changed the icon for Ring of Protection
* Decreased model size of Spirit Bear and True Form slightly
* Added a new visual effect to God's Strength
* Enigma returns to the Scourge alliance
* Linken Sphere now plays a sound when the cooldown is ready and its active on you

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## Bugs ##
##########

* Diffusal Blade automatically fixes itself to burn properly on images when it reaches 0 charges (you used to have to drop and pick it up)
* Fixed a bug with manavoid damage (it dealt less damage than it should at higher levels)
* Fixed a rare bug with Open Wounds allied lifesteal
* Fixed a bug with Open Wounds and Infest
* Fixed a Moonlight Shadow not working on allied magic immune units
* Fixed a rare suicide bug with Terrorblade
* Fixed a recently introduced bug with Ursa's Enrage not properly triggering fury swipes
* Fixed -hhn to not get reset when a new hero enters the map
* Fixed some bugs with Last Word when Silencer was dead
* Fixed Illusions created from Bottle not showing bottle in inventory
* Fixed Meat Hook not interrupting channeling if the target is fogged
* Fixed Open Wounds heal not working properly with some custom spells
* Fixed Replicate not removing the image when it errors due to backdooring
* Fixed some minor potential bugs with Ion Shell
* Fixed some -switch issues when combined with -ah
* Fixed some very minor inconsistencies between Sentinel and Scourge buildings
* Fixed spells like Laser and Brainsap to work with Decrepify
* Fixed spells like Zeus's Wrath of God from reseting the AFK counter
* Fixed the attachment effects on Invoker, Lina, Lich and Chaos Knight from disappearing and reapearing 1 second later after attack actions.
* Fixed the creep upgrade timer to be in sync with the recent game start time for modes
* Fixed Tiny's Illusions appearing small

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# Languages #
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The game is now available in 9 languages (5 new ones). English, Russian, Traditional Chinese, Simplified Chinese, Korean, French, Czech, German, and Brazilian Portuguese.

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# Details #
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Captains Draft:
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24 Heroes are randomly allocated in a circle (like RD). The 24 consist of 8 random Intelligence/Agility/Strength heroes, sorted in that order along the circle.

Each team has a total time bank of 2.5 minutes. Blue/Pink draft the heroes for their entire team.

Blue and Pink start off by alternating 1/1/1/1 ban picks.
It then goes into a 1/2/2/2/2/1 hero draft.

Once a hero picks/bans a hero, it immediately switches to the other player to act.
Your timer is shown in read when it is your turn to act.

I am considering implementing a new order for the bans for this mode in the future. The bans would not all happen before the pick process, it would be in between picks. I decided to keep it the traditional way for now and get some feedback on alternatives.

Quelling Blade:
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+36% bonus damage to non-hero units (12% for ranged heroes)
Tree Chop
- Kills a Tree
- 40 Cooldown
Cost: 250
Has no sell price
Available at the Goblin Merchant

Can only carry one

Talisman of Evasion:
====================
+25% Evasion
Cost: 1800

Stout:
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250 Gold
+60% to block 20 (10 for ranged)

Note: It has the same statistical value as before for melee.

Poor Man's Shield:
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(250) Stout Shield
(300) 2x Slippers of Agility

+60% to block 20 non-hero damage (10 for ranged)
+100% to block 20 hero damage (10 for ranged)
+6 Agility

Force Staff:
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(900) Quarterstaff
(1000) Staff of Wizardry
(300) Recipe
Total: 2200

+10 Intelligence
+10 Damage
+10 Attack Speed
Force (active)
Cooldown: 30
Manacost: 100
Castrange: 800
Mechanic: Pushes a unit (enemy, allied or self) 500 units in the direction that unit is facing.

This does not interrupt channeling spells

Khadgar's Pipe of Insight:
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(2050) Hood of Defiance
(909) Natherzim Buckler
(800) Recipe
Total:3759

A powerful artifact of mysterious origin, this pipe gives the bearer the insight to summon fields of null energy which envelop nearby allies, protecting them from 400 spell damage. Buff lasts 8 seconds.

+30% Magic Resistance
+8 HP Regeneration
+5 Armor
Barrier (Active)
Cooldown: 60
Manacost: 100
AOE: 700
Mechanic: Provides a 400 damage magic damage shield on nearby allied units. Affects Heroes and non-player creeps. If a unit already has this buff when another barrier is casted, it will override the buff with the new one instead of stacking additively. Buff lasts 8 seconds

Note: The 400 damage is before any magic reductions, not after. So a 300 damage spell removes 300 life from the shield, and not the 225 basic spell resistance. It is taken off the shield before it hits you, thus before any magic resistance is taken into effect.

Ghost Scepter:
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1500 Gold
Ghost Form (Active)
+7 All Attributes

Ghost Form: You change form for 4 seconds, taking 44% bonus damage from spells but being immune to physical attacks.
Duration: 4
Cooldown: 25

Monkey King Bar's True Strike:
==============================
Makes your attacks never miss.

True Strike Does not stack properly with orb or chance abilities like Frost Arrows, Headshot, etc.

True Strike can be toggled on and off.

Note: MKB still has proc effect

Magic Wand:
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(159) 3x Ironwood Branch
(200) Magic Stick
(125) Recipe
Total: 474

+3 All Stats
Energy Charge (15 Charges)

Aghanim's Scepter:
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(2000) 2 of any of Blade of Alacrity, Ogre Axe or Staff of Wizardry
(1200) Point Booster
(1200) Recipe
Total: 4400

+10 All Attributes
+200 HP
+150 MP
Improves Ultimates (see list of ultimates in log or on the ultimate tooltips for the heroes it improves)

Diffusal Blade:
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(2000) 2x Blades of Alacrity
(450) Robe of the Magi
(850) Diffusal Blade Recipe
Total: 3300

22 Agility
6 Intelligence
Feedback (20 mana)
Purge 8 charges

Diffusal Blade Level 2:
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(3300) Diffusal Blade
(850) Diffusal Blade Recipe
Total: 4150

26 Agility
10 Intelligence
Feedback (36 mana)
Purge 8 charges (upgrading to level 2 restocks your charges back to 8)

Note: You cannot restock charges by buying the recipe again. It only upgrades once.

Old Maelstrom:
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1400 Claymore
1400 Recipe
450 Boots of Elvenskin
Total: 3250

+25 Damage
+6 Agility
Chain Lightning

Maelstrom:
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1600 Mithril Hammer
900 Recipe
500 Gloves of Haste
Total: 3000

+24 Damage
+15 Attack Speed
Chain Lightning

Manta Style:
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2250 Yasha
2100 Ultimate Orb
500 Recipe

Gives:
+26 Agility
+10 Strength
+10 Intelligence
+15 Attack Speed
+10% Movement Speed
+Mirror Image (same as old one)
Images deal 33% (previously 40%)
Images take 350% (previously 300%)

Shrapnel:
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Fires a ball full of shrapnel into the air. which promptly explodes, showering the target area. Enemy units that walk in this area get damaged and slowed. Deals 30% damage to buildings. Shrapnel lasts for 10 seconds.

AOE: 450
Slow: 15/20/25/30
Slow Duration: 2
DPS: 10/20/30/40

Cast Range: 900
Cooldown: 15
Manacost: 120

Crystal Nova:
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AOE Damage: 80/130/180/230
AOE: 400
Slow Duration: 5
Attack Speed Reduction: 20%
Movement Speed Reduction: 30%

Cast Range: 700
Cooldown: 15
Manacost: 100/120/140/160

Adaptive Strike:
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It now always stuns and damages.
The amount of the damage and stun varies depending on how much of each attribute you have relative to the other one.

If you have 50% more agility than strength, it deals the maximum of the damage and the minimum of the stun
If you have 50% more strength than agility, it deals the maximum of the stun and the minimum of the damage

Everything in between the two is a smooth transition from one to the other

Damage(lvl1): Min: 0.25x Agility Max: 0.75xAgi
Damage(lvl2): Min: 0.25x Agility Max: 1.5xAgi
Damage(lvl3): Min: 0.25x Agility Max: 2.25xAgi
Damage(lvl4): Min: 0.25x Agility Max: 3.0xAgi

Stun(lvl1): Min: 0.25 Max: 0.75
Stun(lvl2): Min: 0.25 Max: 1.5
Stun(lvl3): Min: 0.25 Max: 2.25
Stun(lvl4): Min: 0.25 Max: 3.0

Min Knockback distance is 100, Max is 300

Storm Bolt:
============
Targets an area around an enemy unit and releases a magical hammer dealing damage and stunning enemy units.

Damage: 100/175/250/325
Stun Duration: 2
AOE: 250
CD: 14
Manacost: 140
Cast Range: 600

Warcry:
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With the righteous anger of one wielding justice, Sven lets loose a mighty Warcry, heartening his allies for battle. Sven and nearby allies gain movespeed and increased armor.

Movement Speed: 12%
Armor: 3/6/9/12
AOE: 350
Duration: 6
Cooldown: 36/30/24/18

Battle Trance:
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Jah'rakal unconsciously uses dormant magic to awaken the savagery of every warrior on the battlefield. Greatly increases attack speed for a short duration, and lasts an additional 4 seconds on Jah'rakal.

Attack Speed Bonus: 60/80/100
Duration: 4 seconds
Cooldown: 20
Manacost: 75

Note: This is a global spell.

Liquid Fire:
============
Straight from the belly of the beast, Jakiro slowly harnesses Liquid Fire when he attacks to burn his victims (175 AOE), and slow their attacks.

Damage Per Second: 10/15/20/25
Attack Speed Reduction: 20/30/40/50
AOE: 175
Duration: 5 seconds
Cooldown: 20/15/10/5

Note: Works on buildings

Fiery Soul:
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Passive
Whenever she casts a spell, she will gain temporary movement and attack speed bonus.

Duration: 5 seconds
Attack Speed Bonus: 20/30/40/50%
Movement Speed Bonus: 2/3/4/5%
Stacks with itself

Phantom Strike:
===============
Teleports to a unit and attacks it. Gains 100% attack speed for 3 seconds while attacking that same target. Maximum of 4 attacks.

Cooldown: 30/20/10/5
Manacost: 50

Old Multicast:
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lvl 1 - 20% for 2. [Scepter: 30% for 3]
lvl 2 - 20% for 3. [Scepter: 30% for 4]
lvl 3 - 20% for 4. [Scepter: 30% for 5]

New Multicast:
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lvl 1 - 30% for 2.
lvl 2 - 45% for 2 or 22.5% for 3
lvl 3 - 60% for 2 or 30% for 3 or 15% for 4.

No scepter upgrades

Example: Level 2 has 50% chance for at least 2x and a 25% for 3.

This displays overhead showing which multiplier of multicast was achieved.

Eyes In The Forest:
===================
Creates an enchanted tree at a target point, allowing Rooftrellen to see the tree's surrounding area at all times. Vision improves slightly per level.

Cast Range: 100
Cooldown: 300/225/150/75
Manacost: 100/75/50/25

Note: Creates a regular tree if cast on the Sentinel side and a dead tree if cast on the Scourge side. The trees are slightly brighter when they are enchanted.

Nethertoxin:
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Passive. Adds bonus damage to your attacks based on how low the target enemy is.

Level 1: 80-100=>2 60-80=>4 40-60=>8 20-40=>16 0-20=>32
Level 2: 80-100=>4 60-80=>8 40-60=>16 20-40=>32 0-20=>64
Level 3: 80-100=>6 60-80=>12 40-60=>24 20-40=>48 0-20=>96
Level 4: 80-100=>8 60-80=>16 40-60=>32 20-40=>64 0-20=>128

The equation is rather simple, it starts off with 2/4/6/8 bonus damage, and doubles each 20% missing hp.

For example, if this is level 3 and the target has 30% health, then you have 48 bonus attack damage.
If this is level 4 and the target has 15% health, then you have 128 bonus attack damage.

Gives half the bonus against creeps and buildings.

Mystic Snake:
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A mystic snake made of energy jumps from target to target dealing damage and stealing some energy. After it reaches its last target, it jumps back to Medusa to replenish her mana. The snake deals more damage and steals more mana per jump.

Jumps: 3/4/5/6
Damage: 60/100/140/180 + 20% each successful damage jump
Mana: 20/30/40/50 + 20% each successful mana drain jump

Example:
Target A: Unit with mana
Target B: Unit with no mana
Target C: Unit with mana
Target D: Unit with no mana
Target E: Unit with mana

At level 4:
Target A takes 180 damage and loses 50 mana
Target B takes 216 damage and loses 0 mana
Target C takes 252 damage and loses 60 mana
Target D takes 288 damage and loses 0 mana
Target E takes 324 damage and loses 70 mana

In this example, at level 4 cast spell, with a ranged creep and 2 heros both getting hit by it, you regenerate 50+60+70=180 mana

Manacost: 140/150/160/170
Cooldown: 12
Jump AOE: 475
Cast Range: 700

Stone Gaze:
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Any enemy units staring at the Gorgon will slowly turn to stone, removing status buffs and slowing all speed properties.

Gaze Duration: 5
AOE: 800
Speed Factor: 2/3/5
Damage to summoned units: 600/800/1000
Cooldown: 70
Manacost: 100/50/0

Doesn't affect units that are not able to see Medusa directly (if medusa is fogged or invisible, then enemy can't see her).

Direct line of sight is required.

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# Razor #
#########

Strength: 17 +1.9
Agility: 22 +2.5
Intelligence: 19 + 2.2

Attack Range: 475
Movement Speed: 295

Plasma Field:
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Razor releases a wave energetic plasma which grows in power as it extends outwards. Deals damage to units both on expansion and on contraction. The further the plasma is from razor the more energy it has.

Minimum Charge Damage: 40/60/80/100
Max Charge Damage:70/105/140/175
Speed: 800
AOE: 600

Cooldown: 16
Manacost: 125

Note: This can hit a unit once going out and once coming back in. Charge increases to max going outwards, then decreases to min coming inwards. This is a full circle AOE effect, a radius of small electrical effects travel outwards. It spawns from where you are and moves out with you.

Unstable Current:
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Passive. Increases the movement speed and reflects a static charge whenever targeted, dealing damage and purging the unit briefly.

Movement Bonus: 3/6/9/12%
Damage: 40/60/80/100
Purge Duration: 0.3/0.6/0.9/1.2

Note: Does not trigger on attack orbs like Poison Attack or Frost Arrows

Static Link:
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Taps into the energy of a target hero, creating a charged link between Razor and his foe. As long as this link is maintained, Razor will continue to steal damage from the target and adds it to his own.

Attack damage stolen per second: 5/10/15/20
Max link time: 10
Stolen duration: 13 seconds from link break.

Cast Range: 600
Break Range: 700

Manacost: 20/30/40/50
Cooldown: 45/40/35/30

Note: If you target a point on the ground, it will move in that path and lock onto the first hero it reaches. You have vision over the link itself.

Eye of the Storm:
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The Lightning Revenant calls upon a powerful storm of crackling energy, which strikes weakened enemies with deadly bolts of lightning. The storm is charged with Razor's malevolent will, and will seek out only the most injured targets for its armor shattering blasts.

Damage: 37.5/50/62.5
Interval: 0.85/0.75/0.6
AOE: 500
Armor reduction per hit: 1 (stacks)

Duration: 20/25/30
Manacost: 100
Cooldown: 80/70/60

Damage dealt is physical. Only targets units in your vision.
This storm stops if Razor dies. Targets the lowest HP unit in the area.

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# Batrider #
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Strength: 23 + 2.5
Agility: 15 + 1.5
Intelligence: 24 + 2.5

Attack Range: 375
Movement Speed: 290

Cast Point 0.3
Attack Point 0.5
Hero Class: Intelligence

Sticky Napalm:
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Targets an area and drenches it in oil. Slows the movement speed and turn rate of units in that area. Extra casts of this on the same targets stacks.

Any fire damage from batrider will ignite the napalm, dealing damage for each stack.

Fire damage is any regular batrider attack, flamebreak or firefly

AOE: 375
Damage: 10/15/20/25
Slow: 3/5/7/9%
Turn rate reduction: 30%

Lasts 7 seconds (refreshes on hit)
Stack max: 10

Cast Range: 700
Manacost: 15
Cooldown: 3

Flamebreak:
==========
Hurls a highly explosive cocktail of dangerous chemicals at the target position. Upon impacting with an enemy the missile explodes, dealing damage and knocking all nearby foes away from the impact. Any unit who has been Napalmed will take additional damage from the blast.

Knocks back all units in the explosion area proportionally to how far they were from the center

Damage: 75/150/225/300
Max knockback: 400
Explosion AOE: 375
Detection AOE: 100
Damage: 75/150/225/300
Travel Distance: 1600

Manacost: 80/100/120/140
Cooldown: 11

Firefly:
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Flies high leaving a burning trail behind. Enemies who dare follow will get burned by the fiery napalm. Nothing can take the skies from him.

Trees in your path are killed by the fire.
Gives you flying pathing

Damage: 20/40/60/80 per second
AOE: 200
Spell Duration: 15
Pathing: Flying

CD: 40
Manacost: 100

Flaming Lasso:
===============
Snags a target with a constricting lasso, allowing the Batrider to drag them behind him as he moves.

Does not drag units over cliffs or impassable terrain.

If you TP or blink away or get ported away, the lasso breaks.

Cast Range: 175
Bind Range: 300
Manacost: 150
Cooldown: 130/90/50
Duration: 3/3.5/4

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# Tauren Chieftain #
####################

Strength: 24 + 2.7
Agility: 14 + 1.5
Intelligence: 23 + 1.6

Attack Range: 150
Movement Speed: 300

Cast Point 0.4
Attack Point 0.35
Hero Class: Strength

Since ancient times it has been prophesized by the Tauren elders that a Chieftain will come, strong as the mightiest warriors and wise as the eldest shamans. After many years of wandering the sacred lands, seeking wisdom from his forefathers, Cairne Bloodhoof has proven himself as the long awaited hero. Cairne carries with him the spirit of his mightiest ancestor, and now the ground shakes with the combined strength of the Chieftain and his guardian spirit. No physical nor magical barrier can reduce the power of his enchanted halberd, the weapon used by his guardian in ancient times. Such is the power of this axe that it can split the very earth itself. Seeking revenge for the ravaging of his homeland, Cairne will soon bring his wrath upon the Scourge.

Echo Stomp:
============
Calls upon the spirit of his ancestors to join him in an earth-shattering echo, rendering nearby foes unconcious. The spirit and Tauren Chieftain both deal 80 damage in the area, the Spirit dealing magical damage and the physical form dealing physical damage. Unconscious enemies will wake if they get hit. If the spirit is seperated from you, it will still perform its part of the spell.

If you damage a knocked out unit, it no longer becomes knocked out/immobile.

There is a spirit version of you doing the stomp animation with you at the same time (you can see it as well). You deal physical damage and it deals magical damage.

Physical Damage: 80
Magical Damage: 80
Channel Time: 1.4 seconds
AOE: 500
Knockout duration: 2/3/4/5 seconds
Manacost: 100/115/130/145
Cooldown: 15

Only player based damage can wake heroes. Damage dealt during a brief period after the stomp will not awaken heroes (0.65)

Ancestral Spirit:
=================
The Tauren Chieftain sends forth his guardian ancestor to bring ruin upon his foes. While seperate from the Chieftain, the spirit will mimic his movement and damage any unit it passes through. When it rejoins the Chieftain, it grants him bonus damage and movement speed for each enemy it has struck.

Magical Damage: 120/160/200/240
AOE: 275

Damage per creep: 3/6/9/12
movement speed per creep: 1%
Danage per hero: 10/20/30/40
movement speed per hero: 5%

Cooldown: 19
Manacost: 110
Max Charge Time: 8

If the spirit has not rejoined with you before that period, it will charge towards you to move back into you and enchant you.

Enchanted Time: 9 (The duration you have the buffs after the joining of the ancestral spirit)

Natural Order:
==============
Passive.

The Tauren Chieftain uses wisdom gathered throughout the ages to reduce everything to its most basic level. Removes base Magic and Physical resistance.

AOE: 250
Percentage nullification: 25%/50%/75%/100%

Note: This exists on the spirit as well.

Ultimate - Earth Splitter:
==========================
Using his mighty axe, the Tauren Chieften rends the very earth itself, sending a jagged crack under the feet of his enemies. After several seconds the earth implodes, sending his foes tumbling inwards. Any unit caught in the implosion will take damage based on their maximum life and have their speed slowed for a short time. Implodes after 3 seconds. Deals 35% of a unit's maximum HP.

Cast Range: 1600
Travel speed: 600 ms
Delay after maturity: 0.5 seconds
AOE: 350
Damage: 35% of each unit's maximum HP (half magical, half physical)
Slow Amount: 30/40/50%
Slow Duration: 3/4/5

Cooldown: 90/75/60
Manacost: 175

Example: You target a point, from where you are towards 1200 in the angle you click on, the split starts growing.
The split grows at 600 ms, so it takes 2 seconds to reach the end.
After it reaches the end, it plays an animation preparing for the implosion for 0.5 seconds and then it pulls everyone in and does the dmg/maim.

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## Notes ##
###########

Thanks to everyone that helped test this version and to all the players that have sent their feedback and requests in. There are many changes in this patch, some depend on the other one, so you'll need to play it a bit to get a good idea for how things play out in practice. That being said, don't hesitate to give me your first impressions and your overall feelings towards the update. There will probably be a 6.60b or a 6.61 to follow this one, so let me know any mistakes you find or any suggestions for stuff to change.

(credits to Orochi from dotastrategy)

This rocks~!

2009-05-30T16:40:00.001+08:00

(Credits to Cherly)

The European Commission has just announced an agreement whereby English will be the official language of the European Union rather than German, which was the other possibility.

As part of the negotiations, the British Government conceded that English spelling had some room for improvement and has accepted a 5- year phase-in plan that would become known as "Euro-English".

In the first year, "s" will replace the soft "c". Sertainly, this will make the sivil servants jump with joy. The hard "c" will be dropped in favour of "k". This should klear up konfusion, and keyboards kan have one less letter.

There will be growing publik enthusiasm in the sekond year when the troublesome "ph" will be replaced with "f". This will make words like fotograf 20% shorter.

In the 3rd year, publik akseptanse of the new spelling kan be expekted to reach the stage where more komplikated changes are possible.

Governments will enkourage the removal of double letters which have always ben a deterent to akurate speling.

Also, al wil agre that the horibl mes of the silent "e" in the languag is disgrasful and it should go away.

By the 4th yer people wil be reseptiv to steps such as replasing "th" with "z" and "w" with "v".

During ze fifz yer, ze unesesary "o" kan be dropd from vords kontaining "ou" and after ziz fifz yer, ve vil hav a reil sensi bl riten styl.

Zer vil be no mor trubl or difikultis and evrivun vil find it ezi tu understand ech oza. Ze drem of a united urop vil finali kum tru.

Und efter ze fifz yer, ve vil al be speking German like zey vunted in ze forst plas.

If zis mad you smil, pleas pas on to oza pepl

A random after bath ss session~

2009-05-27T23:10:00.007+08:00

today, after bathing, i was infected by some super randomness disease and starting toying with my hair.... =P

this is my original hair after bathing....

and after looking super stupid multiple times, i decided to grab my phone and take a few pics on how weird i am =D

oh some kind of life i have....

talking about that.... I do have 1 special picture of Rohit's surprise birthday that deserves special attention....

thats the result of taking the picture WHILE brandon's camera flash was flashing for that split second!.... wow! somebody praise me please =P

oh just for fun's sake.... let me show you my Physics lecturer's picture.... (super small)

(Shem was begging for his forgiveness by kneeling on the floor) =P

talking about stupid stuffs....

last Saturday, my parents and I went to Kenny Rogers in Subang Parade.... all because my mum won this thing that gives us free Kenny Rogers every week once for 1 year! =D

my mum has been having it for lunch a few times already.... so we went to eat this time.... and she was already sick of it (sorry Kenny Rogers but thats what happens when one eats a certain food too often).... so my dad and i ordered our meals.... and my mum went to NANDO'S and packed their food -.-.... to my surprise, my mum took the food, entered Kenny Rogers and starting eating there.... i went OMG? -.-

worst of all, because it was a free meal.... we walked out without any bill.... felt so weird to eat and eat and eat and then just walk out of the shop -.-

on a separate side note, I heard a shocking news on Saturday night around 10pm.... the Official International English Association (or something like that) has added a new word to the dictionary.... guess what it is....

its.... its.... its.... GANK!

i immediately went WTF!? the word means thievery (to steal), to show disrespect, or fake crack cocaine....

i couldn't believe it.... so i went to check and i found this....

http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/gank

and yes although its unbelievable.... they just added the word to the official English language... yes la -.-

and also.... i got stuck to this song by Adam Lambert the runner-up of the American Idol Season 8.... I've been listening to Kris Allen(Idol)'s version of no boundaries and lived with it.... until i suddenly stumbled upon Adam's version of it and went WTH? so awesome!

A fun day at work~!

2009-05-16T22:06:00.006+08:00

guess what.... my aunts owns a medical supplies shop.... and they had to go to KL for business today.... so the group of my 2 cousins and I went to open the shop and man it for the day....

well you might say yeah yeah boring~!

but guess what.... who told you that manning medical supplies shop is boring....

here's how it started, my cousin's boyfriend came later.... and he started playing with the electrical wheelchair that has a hon attached to it.... and we started playing parking scenarios....

watch =D....

thats her boyfriend there who wanted to go in.... and my cousin brother (her bro) who took the parking....

allow me to explain.... initially her boyfriend signaled to enter the parking.... wanting to do a reverse parking.... he went ahead.... this bastard (for this scenario)(my cousin) snatched the parking.... my cousin's boyfriend honned (past tense for hon lol) and they started doing rubbish....

then came.... another idea.... where they were doing a civilian/car collision.... have fun...

then, later they had this crazy idea and started taking medical supplies and act as dota heroes.... one of which we took down in a video of the hero Furion the Prophet doing teleportation.... my god.... wth? lol (wonders of pausing video taking)

working in my aunt's shop rocks =D lol

Swine flu?

2009-05-15T17:24:00.003+08:00

guess what guys.... i've just heard of a shocking news on the way back from Uni just now....

SWINE FLU IS CONFIRMED IN MALAYSIA NO JOKE~!

some guy has just been confirmed to have the A1N1 virus about 2 hours ago....

the guy just came back from USA 2 days ago and felt like he was sick.... so he went to the hospital and yes it was confirmed....

GG AHAHAHA we're all gonna die yay =D

Check this out

2009-05-06T19:13:00.003+08:00

i came across this weird yet interesting law joke.... have fun~!

Disorder in the Courts

These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts , and are things people actually said in court ,word for word , taken down and now published by court reporters that had the torment of staying calm while these exchanges were actually taking place.

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ATTORNEY: What was the first thing your husband said to you that morning?

WITNESS: He said, 'Where am I , Cathy?'

ATTORNEY:And why did that upset you?

WITNESS: My name is Susan!

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ATTORNEY: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact?

WITNESS: Gucci sweats and Reeboks.

___________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Are you sexually active?

WITNESS: No , I just lie there.

___________________________________________

ATTORNEY: This myasthenia gravis , does it affect
your memory at all?

WITNESS: Yes.

ATTORNEY: And in what ways does it affect yourá memory?

WITNESS: I forget..

ATTORNEY: You forget? Can you give us an example of something you forgot?

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ATTORNEY: Do you know if your daughter has ever been involved in voodoo?

WITNESS: We both do.

ATTORNEY: Voodoo?

WITNESS: We do.

ATTORNEY: You do?

WITNESS: Yes , voodoo.

__________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Now doctor , isn't it true that when a person dies in his sleep , he doesn't know about it until the next morning?

WITNESS: Did you actually pass the bar exam?

_________________________________

ATTORNEY: The youngest son , the 20-year-old , how old is he?

WITNESS: He's 20 , much like your IQ.

_________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Were you present when your picture was taken?

áWITNESS:á Are you shitting me?

________________________________________

ATTORNEY: So the date of conception (of the baby) was August 8th?

WITNESS: Yes.

ATTORNEY: And what were you doing at that time?

WITNESS: Getting laid

___________________________________________

ATTORNEY: She had three children , right?

WITNESS: Yes.

ATTORNEY: How many were boys?

WITNESS: None.

ATTORNEY: Were there any girls?

WITNESS: Your Honor , I think I need a different attorney. Can I get a new attorney?

____________________________________________

ATTORNEY: How was your first marriage terminated?

WITNESS: By death..

áATTORNEY: And by whose death was it terminated?

WITNESS: Take a guess.

____________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Can you describe the individual?

WITNESS: He was about medium height and had a beard.

ATTORNEY: Was this a male or a female?

WITNESS: Unless the Circus was in town I'm going with male.

_____________________________________

ATTORNEY: Is your appearance here this morning pursuant to a deposition notice which I sent to your attorney?

WITNESS: No , this is how I dress when I go to work.

_____________________________________

ATTORNEY: Doctor , how many of your autopsies have you performed on dead people?

WITNESS: All of them.. The live ones put up too much of a fight.

_________________________________________

ATTORNEY: ALL your responses MUST be oral , OK? What school did you go to?

WITNESS: Oral.

_________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Do you recall the time that you examined the body?

WITNESS:The autopsy started around 8:30 PM

ATTORNEY: And Mr. Denton was dead at the time?

WITNESS: If not , he was by the time I finished.

___________________________________________

ATTORNEY: Are you qualified to give a urine sample?

WITNESS: Are you qualified to ask that question?

_____________________________________

And last:

ATTORNEY: Doctor , before you performed the autopsy, did you check for a pulse?

WITNESS: No.

ATTORNEY: Did you check for blood pressure?

WITNESS: No.

ATTORNEY: Did you check for breathing?

WITNESS: No.

ATTORNEY: So , then it is possible that the patient was alive when you began the autopsy?

WITNESS: No.

ATTORNEY: How can you be so sure , Doctor?

WITNESS: Because his brain was sitting on my desk in a jar.

ATTORNEY: I see , but could the patient have still been alive , nevertheless?

áWITNESS: Yes , it is possible that he could have been alive and practicing law.

A song dear to me....

2009-05-03T11:45:00.005+08:00

today i literally almost cried when i re-played this song....

really would like to put it up here in blogger like others do and let me play as people surf my blog yet i don't know how.... (someone please help?)

somehow i don't see the point of uploading the music for you guys to download.... i want it played....

haih.... since i can't do much for now.... i'll upload a youtube video on it.... ignore the video.... just listen to the song.... (seriously ignore the video, this guy used the song for his video but it has totally no relation) (i'd suggest letting it play while you continue reading or do something else)(ignore the VIDEO!)

i don't know why who where how or what but this song is so dear to me....

everytime i listen to the song it touches the deepest parts of my feelings.... and uncontrollably.... tears....

hope you guys enjoy this song just as much as i do.... if i can upload the song to blogger like how the other are doing and it plays everytime someone opens my blog.... it'll be crazy for me as it'll be a solid reason for me to open up my blog again....

yet i'll have to endure pain and tears each time i open it....

someone please help.... even when i play the song on my head i feel something....

thanks guys in advance....

haih it became an emo post....

oh my god

2009-04-30T16:14:00.006+08:00

SIDE NOTE: gosh its hard to get used to typing with short fingernail -.-

guess what.... today after playing ping pong.... i was walking towards the car park.... and i paid RM10 for a RM2 parking ticket cause i gave Teck Wei my change....

GUESS WHAT~! BLARDY MACHINE SPIT OUT 50 cent coins WTF!

best part was.... i took all.... and started counting the coins in my hand....

1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... 8... 9... 10...

then i paused.... looked at my hand with more coins that i haven't counted yet.... and wondered.... WTF how come the machine give me back more than RM10 when i paid RM10 for RM2 ticket? then i walk back to the machine to see if something was wrong.... yet there was nothing wrong....

then to confirm my surprise.... i counted the coins again.... and went...

1... 2... 3... 4... 5... 6... 7... 8... 9... 10... 11... 12... 13... 14... 15... 16!

OMG 16!? then it struck my mind.... WTF I'm counting 50 cent coins! LOL WTF i laughed at myself for quite some time before i came back to my senses.... thankfully i didn't laugh till i was rolling on the floor LOL....

by the way.... been playing ping pong recently....

been havin lots of fun =D

and guess what.... let me ask you something....

whats Brandon doing to his food these days.... he's avoiding them.... trying his best to distract himself with something else to prevent himself from eating.... see.... all those laughters we had on you had positive effects after all =P

guess what Brandon did to the his fork recently....

this~!

and another.... few weeks ago.... when i was parking my car in Monash Car park.... i saw a few students laughing away beside a car.... i was amazed by their random-ness for laughing without a reason until i saw this

i had a shock of my life and immediately after finding a parking for my car.... i ran like an idiot to the OMG car.... and found this on the car....

yes la people these days.... =D

(omg i love blogging ^^)(miss it soooo much)

Some random and cool stuff

2009-04-27T18:07:00.003+08:00

*crap.... blogger doesn't allow me to upload GIF files.... anyone has any idea how to?*

as a temporary solution.... get it here.... its a very small file.... very funny =D

http://www.mediafire.com/?sharekey=8a24f642517ad8d70dec85adfe0a530ae04e75f6e8ebb871

and guys check this one out.... quite funny

Malaysia rocks~!

2009-04-01T15:00:00.006+08:00

Yknow what?

2009-03-09T21:00:00.016+08:00

I've decided to continue blogging.... y'know its kinda sad not having something to do everytime i open Mozilla Firefox (as i open it the moment i switch on my computer, and always find myseld stuck there not knowing what to do)....

well well.... so thats the so called good part..... but come on.... today's i forgot who's birthday so its a public holiday.... its a holiday.... holiday....

on holidays, we're supposed to:

1) relax
2) relax
3) relax
4) relax
5) have i said relax?

okay that rule is broken.... and twisted at the same time.... but yeah live with it.... so yeah expect one soon.... but i'm twisted and broken anyways.... so i'm off for a "holiday".... for like what.... 24 hours? gosh.... my holidays are sad....

anyway.... just to keep you hungry bas****s going.... okay i dunno where that came from.... here's some fun stuff....

and here's some OMG WTF CASE pictures....

omg i feel so random right now.... lets post some optical illusions pictures.... have fun~

and here's a damn cool painting....

who needs a watch.... when you have this....

now now.... i know i know.... now you guys really wanna go.... OMG WTF.... so why not do it in style.... like this....

wait.... i forgot.... we should really pity those who can't speak.... let me give them a moment of silence.... or.... why not use this....

i'll leave the meaning of that to your imagination.... (though i'm sure you can already guess it)

NOW FOR VIDEOS WOOHOO.... everyone gimme a 5.... okay thats so random....

Hmmmm.....

2009-02-20T16:17:00.002+08:00

okaaaayyyy just thought i should add something up....

i've just got a song stuck into my head for some time already and i've been hearing it on the radio but i never really knew who sang it nor what was the name of the song....

yet after minutes and hours of searching.... I FOUND IT :D

Song by David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

check it out if ya guys like....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCP_8zzqyK0

can't embed it here as it is disabled by request... so have fun!

AHAHAHAHHAHAA

2009-02-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

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COPY PASTE FTW!

Aaaaahhhh my computer has been dead....

2008-12-12T23:50:00.001+08:00

As the title says.... my computer has been fried for over a week.... thus the lack of updates.... it appears to be some power box problem.... got it back couple of days ago =D....

now now.... still kinda busy picking up stuffs were i left off so.... you know....

BUT most importantly.... ITS MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.... gosh!....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

aaaahhhhhh!

he's been tired all day long.... and have went to sleep after our celebration but too bad the camera got problematic and all the birthday pictures and videos of him during work time celebration and home celebration were wiped out.... T_T.... anyone knows whether you can retrieve wiped out photos/videos?.... oh well....

anyway.... happy birthday again, PA!.... love you always ^^

GENTING AAAAHHH.....

2008-11-19T12:27:00.003+08:00

first of all.... aaaah.... don't wanna talk about the finals plox....

but i wanna talk.... about.... AFTER finals.... Ahahahahaha.... okay i'd better cooldown a bit....

err hmm.... now.... after our finals.... we had a genting trip.... woohoo....

it was really really unfortunate that i DON'T have pictures with me.... aaaah.... eff it.... i think its about time i get a camera myself =.=.... a bit pain staking....

anyways.... although it can't be long as i have no pictures.... allow me to touch on it a lil....

okay.... why not.... i touch on 2 parts which were, in my opinion, most thrilling in the trip....

first.... SNOW WORLD.... aaaahhhhh.... seriously awesome.... i mean.... i've been here many times before.... yet never entered snow world.... as i thought.... bah it looks kinda dull.... but DUDE.... when you're with your friends.... its hell of a different story.... ohohoho daniel.... =P.... considering it was after i had a hell of a stressful moment and went into emotional breakdown.... and seriously it wasn't under my control.... sorry guys.... but snow world was a blast....

next.... THEME PARK!.... ahahahaha.... indeed quite shock to the skeptical mind.... you see.... i've been here countless times.... and i thought.... bah lets just let it be another one of those.... just.... this time with my friends =D....

BUT HELL.... its SOOOOOOO different when you come with your friends.... oh gosh.... seriously indescribable.... guess what.... the spaceshot/solero shot.... was an explosion deep within my head.... oh gosh.... somehow.... although everytime i refused to take the ride.... i decided to try it.... GOSH.... one hell of a ride it was.... aaahhhh....

go-carting was part of the excitement too.... gosh some of my buddies had some awesome carts.... oh crap why didn't i choose.... anyway.... they were moving.... nothing other than FAST.... real FAST.... at one of the turning.... vincent and mich were racing with each other and gosh.... so close.... that i HAD to move out of the way.... can really feel the tight competition between them.... Rohit on the other hand.... had a breeze through the course with his awesome cart.... Chee Xun was another one =D....

anyway.... the trip back was another thrilling ride.... gosh.... the bus trip down was like another roller coaster ride.... but with a different kind of scared.... the bus driver was accelerating on sharp turns like no one's business and HELL IT WAS RAINING!.... yet somehow i managed to sleep =D....

oh well.... *checks through my phone*.... crap.... its the only pathetic one....

anyway.... prom's coming up in a few hours.... gotta get ready!.... lets rock!

LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA

2008-11-14T21:09:00.000+08:00

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

okay this is a bit random....

Okay i got lazy....

2008-10-21T15:34:00.004+08:00

bah too lazy to use my earlier plan for the unique posting method.... *_*....

lets begin.... and I'll start with....

yeah man.... look closely at the definition....

guess where i found that WTF poster.... its in KDU!....

i went there a few days ago (on Sunday) for a full course qi healing programme.... gosh how tiring it was.... really....

KDU does indeed look interesting.... they have like all kinds of advertisements on their wall.... just name it.... KFC, food, clothing, drinks, junks, shops, sundries.... the list goes on....

now now back to the class happenings.... oh my gosh.... its like 2 more weeks to finals.... but our class ROCKS.... (no sarcasm here).... it feels so relaxing being with them.... can you imagine.... the class is on a card frenzy.... ahhhhh

oh yeah....

seems.... our trial results were returned during the weekend.... and gosh.... i got one hell of a lecture from mua parents.... i tried explaining the trials results.... and the %%% thing and the TER and the ranking thingy and all.... yet.... dissatisfaction were the responses.... my dad was like.... HEY.... you've got.... WHAT?.... 9D? 12C? another 12C? i really don't know what to say.... you really got to buck up.... i mean.... i was expecting nothing less than a 18A.... and i was O_O!?!?!?!?!?!?..... OMG~!>......

18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A

waaaaaaa....

and for my FORECASTS to be this....

damn it.... I'll have to work BLOODY HARD from now.... thank goodness i've finished the 284 chapters of one manga yesterday.... =P.... 284 chapters in 2 days.... oh yes man....

Ms.Phua has been picking on Vincent lately.... and seriously.... I can see its helping Vincent whole TONNES.... Vincent has been improving on his physics really rapidly.... i have to congratulate Mr.Datukkia for that.... and to think Ms.Phua would pick on him like how she picked on Brandon in the picture.... was actually a good thing =D

tch.... y'know what?.... though its been some time that i've basically let go of it.... sometimes the simplest things makes me smile again.... yet i have no intentions to spark things up again.... nope nope.... just a glimpse of sudden happiness is enough for me....

oh yes.... talking about that.... Vincent.... really gotta respect this one-of-a-kind fella.... y'know he's like so happy go lucky.... (this feature fits Ken more though).... so ever going.... so open.... so enjoying and all.... damn.... sometimes when I look at him.... I dare say I'm jealous of the way he is.... one simple word.... awesome.... just makes you wonder why eh?.... really glad to have him as a true friend.... =D.... y'know.... this guy.... can make the worst of your days.... to the day where you just can't understand why but you're damn lifted and happy.... E.G.... when we were doing our spec. math. project.... the stressful moment of rushing for time and solving the questions.... were completely erased when this omg guy msg-ed me on msn.... damn.... how fast he turned the tables.... y'know what?.... good luck on your progress for everything especially on the studies matter.... you're doing a good pace.... keep it up....

damn.... now that I've mentioned about him.... I'm way way waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy lacking behind.... bah.... so many others way better than me.... I'll name a few more.... Michelle, Wei Xiang, Teck Wei, Yong Shen, Shem and all.... omg la.... BAH!.... I won't lose to you Vincent.... I'll be right there to catch up.... just you wait ;P

Haih..... should i have went?

2008-10-10T19:00:00.002+08:00

y'know.... the week after the break has been one that tests the mental strength.... the internal marks and the trials marks have been revealed.... i don't know.... did i do sufficient?....

let me begin with some stuffs that occurred.... on the day back then when we went to Sunway Lagoon.... i actually personally witnessed a snatch thief event.... the guy ran across the road.... through the busy traffic.... escaping from deep police and guards pursue.... (there was a police station just near Pyramid).... gosh that guy was weird.... i mean.... common sense tells you that when you snatch someone's stuff.... you'll try to run.... then blend into the crowd or whatever to prevent being caught.... but this guy.... wore bright RED coloured shirt.... and was carrying the purse in the open.... wow.... eventually he got caught.... and bam his 3 police locked him with hand-cuffs.... so much for the Hari Raya snatching....

oh yes.... talking about being caught.... guess what Vincent, Michelle, and gang got caught watching in class few days back =P.... Mr.Woon was hilarious....

in addition.... this morning when i was walking up to Taylor's from McDonald.... i witnessed some anger from a few guys standing outside a closed shop beside starbucks.... i can't know what they were saying but there was essence of deep anger in the conversation.... then suddenly.... one of the guy took his helmet (from his motorcycle) and slammed it to the closed shop's metal enclosure.... gosh it was loud.... god knows what happened....

now now.... it seems the group of my dear classmates went to Shogun (Pyramid) and they're probably still there now.... firstly.... my dearest apologies to my horrific decision not to attend the wonderful dinner.... y'know for me it had been.... "yeah lets go man.... a dinner together.... cool...." until.... i just casually told my mum on my plans for the night.... yes yes she did agree.... but from the look in her eyes.... i could tell.... there was some heavy hesitation.... yes yes i know its around Rm60.... and i knew it was quite pricey yet it was kinda worth it for the event.... yet.... from that moment.... i knew.... that i shouldn't go.... I'm being honest here.... i'll feel terribly bad if i really did spend this money.... i know i know.... this could very well be the last few S9 events as one again.... this i'm truly and badly wounded.... i'm like caught between 2 very difficult positions.... one is the obvious.... and the other my dear friends.... yet eventually.... i decided not to go.... so sorry guys.... i'll make it up.... the trip after trials MUST GO ON.... don't let it falter like the earlier trip planning again please....

damn it.... i feel so guilty now.... my sincere apologies.... yet if i DID go.... i would've felt terribly awful too.... wow.... this rocks....

y'know.... it despairs me to think of the coming inevitable truth.... yet.... i continue to deny it....

S9.... this word.... the precious one.... will soon.... haih....

y'know.... somehow.... over the past months.... it has been some awesome experience with you guys.... the memories.... the joy.... the laughter.... the sorrow.... the together-ness.... the everything.... i only have 2 words to say to all of you....

"thank you"....

Who's birthday?.... Michelle's one!....

2008-10-05T17:38:00.009+08:00

now now.... i dare say its one of those trips where i actually REMEMBERED to take one pictures.... =.=.... so yeah....

firstly, and erm.... though corny.... happy birthday Michelle.... and erm.... what was his name again.... Zafran was it.... as i just knew yesterday that it was his birthday too O_o.... though one day before....

now now.... cool stuffs happened.... as usual.... and i'll touch on a few :D....

pictionary was cool.... too bad i didn't join in =/....

now SURPRISINGLY.... the playground was cool =.=.... well the group of us which didn't join the pictionary game (beats me on why i didn't).... went out to the playground near the house.... oh my gosh.... it felt to weird =P....

that.... is Siew Yung (sorry my hand was shaking).... having fun rocking herself up and down and left and right and front and back and all over again.... =P.... too bad when Jia Shen tried he couldn't fit in it....

later.... we had a game of bluff outside her house.... where her dogs stayed too =D....

and gosh you really can't imagine how honest Daniel Moh is.... awesomely and terrifyingly dead honest....

later after the cake celebration.... we had a game of Mafia.... now that was cool.... the game was all about awareness and hideousness....

yet this game reminds me of another type of Mafia game I've came across before.... where is actually also very interesting....

here goes:

first the people will align themselves according to this diagram.... (i know i know my drawing sucks but at least it helps)(oh yes.... the pictures are kind of small and the words cannot be read so click on the image to make it larger)

then.... there will be a game master involved.... now everyone is required to close their eyes.... and the game master will walk in a circle.... around them.... while he is walking.... he'll choose 3 people to be the mafia.... and tap their shoulders to inform them.... (all this must be done without any sounds or the people beside the appointed mafia's will know its them)

now the gamemaster will announce that the next fella appointed is the doctor and repeats the process.... and then another time its the spy....

now i total of 5 people were appointed.... (3 mafia, 1 doctor, 1 spy).... these will be what happens....

the game will be turn based.... at the start of every round.... the 3 mafias would open their eyes.... and agree with each other on who the wanna kill by all looking at the person....

the gamemaster will now know who the mafias wish to kill.... and the mafias close their eyes.... next the doctor opens his eyes.... and choose one fella he wishes to heal.... (healing means.... if by the end of the turn.... the person chosen to be killed is healed also.... he doesn't die)....

next.... the spy chooses one person.... (the gamemaster will inform the spy only whether the person chosen is a mafia or not....)

then.... the turn starts.... the according to the results from the spy.... he'll try to convince the citizens that HE IS THE SPY.... and he found who is the mafia.... the citizens will have the authority to expel one person from the group after each turn.... may it be the doctor or the spy or the mafia or even other citizens.... everyone will vote and the person with the highest vote is kicked out....

so why wouldn't people all believe the spy?.... because they don't know WHO IS THE SPY.... so a mafia can say I AM THE SPY.... or whatever.... the game's objective is deception.... the key is DECEPTION!.... so by the end of the turn.... the gamemaster will remove the voted-out person and the killed person from the game *unless the doctor healed the person).... and the next turn continues.... the game ends when either all 3 mafias are voted out.... or the people left are less than the number of mafias left....

i know i know the game is complicated and hard to understand.... some of you might even be cursing me now for wasting your time.... but honestly that is a damn good game and you'll only know when you actually play it.... its all deception and the power to convince.... so scary....

well well.... back to the birthday.... I actually had a chance to see Michelle's wall of fame.... gosh.... so many signatures and all....

well.... after a very very very long thought.... i couldn't come up with some freaking awesome line so i decided to place something that just went across my mind.... but damn.... i should have done better.... why?.... because just as i was writing.... someone turned off the lights to see the ceiling stars and moon.... and my hand-writing was erm.... haih.... so anyway.... i should have written the sarcasm word bigger =.=.... well.... just to let you know.... yes you are the greatest gift =D.... don't get me wrong.... i know the consequences and i'm over it.... friendship is all that matters now :D....

well well.... on the other side of the matter.... holidays are coming to an end.... awww.... well i wish myself and all of you friends.... treasure this final holidays moments before the finals.... and good luck on your results eh?.... peace! =D

if i really was smarter..... would it have been nicer?

2008-10-02T00:13:00.004+08:00

Well.... well.... firstly lets catch up where i left off.... TRIALS HAHAHAHAHAHA....

BEHOLD! the amazing story of the trials:

*confident --> quite good --> not bad --> oh my god --> literally.... fried....*

haih.... honestly it was like going soooo well.... and BAM gone... woohoo....

can you imagine?.... er even had a study group just before the exams.... ugh....

ANYWAY.... ITS BLARDY OVER.... so lets skip that....

oh yes.... after the PAINFUL spec math paper.... guess where we went....

this? that? sure? no? come on!?

okay you got it.... its....

yes you got it.... Sunway Lagoon!!!.... oh my god its been like some time since i've been there....

lets see.... IMMEDIATELY after the trials we went straight there.... cool eh?....

we have.... Michelle, Siew Yung, Vincent, Ken, Yong shen, Wei Xiang and friend, Daniel, Wei Ping, Audrey, Masyitah, Seng Huei, Chee Xun and girlfriend, and ME!....

its was quite a hassle beforehand but eventually everything was smooth sailing....

though i must admit.... thanks Vincent....

so well.... the holidays came.... and spent my whole holidays doing absolutely nothing.... I ROCK.... wth.... a bit sad.... y'know.... having the trials just over and the week of holidays.... gosh....

anyway.... so today.... was Wei Ping's house warming....

3 storeys high!.... okay i know its nothing special to some of you but man.... it is something....

anyway.... Ken brought his Nintendo Wii there.... and the whole group of us were in the room.... watching the players go absolutely mad.... *note the Vincent vs Yong Shen literal fighting game* lol.... and while some were playing.... the rest were having fun behind there taking pictures.... oh well....

anyway.... Shereena had to go back at 9.30 so we eventually left as I was the one fetching.... as a result.... Teck Wei had to go home too.... so well well.... hope you guys there had fun!....

oh yes.... the moment i came back.... there was this Singaporean movie that my parents was watching.... called....

yep.... its Just Follow Law.... the story goes that a very brutish poor employee male, Lim Teng Zui (Gurmit Singh, or better known as Phua Chu Kang) had a car accident with his rich upper class director female, Tanya, and they switched bodies/souls.... which leads to an awful lots of disruption and eventually.... it was quite a nice ending.... indeed cool....

well well.... seems something is coming up the coming weekend.... and i better prepare for it.... =D

maybe i should take "get smarter classes" =/....

Guess what happened..... =D

2008-09-18T16:00:00.003+08:00

I've honestly really finally really seriously undeniably unimaginably unpredictably ugh.... what other word?.... CUT MY NAIL HAHAHAHA.... okay this is so lame =.=....

anyway.... this opening of a new path has denied me of many actions while enabling that much more other actions as well.... oh gawd.... i'm looking forward to typing sms on the phone =D

y'know.... with this.... it brings me back to the memories.... its still clear in my mind how S9 first went out to pyramid.... to watch movie and have fun.... then eventually went to Subway to have our meal.... and then to the entire planning of our class trip to an island.... too bad it failed.... then to the everyday happenings.... jokes.... laughters.... lame-ness.... stupidity.... everything in one package.... the teacher's day with Shem's awesome speech.... the karaoke outing which I'm still trying to forget.... (one more time please?).... everything.... it feels.... as if it has just happened just some time ago.... it feels as if.... we're still in the midst of May/June.... where we were just getting the hang of stuffs....

yet.... when you open your eyes.... you face the true reality.... it is the mid of September now.... trials is just that blink of an eye away.... finals coming thereafter.... and the sad truth.... the byes and emotions.... and then comes the dead-end.... haih.... time.... couldn't you just waited for me?....

Ugh.... my neck....

2008-09-17T15:56:00.002+08:00

guess what has happened to my terribly-lazy-to-cut-nail?....

its.... its.... g.... g.... o.... o.... n.... n.... e.... e.... SOON.... it shall be removed soon.... actually I can't believe my insanely-lazy-ism on this matter.... absurd as it may sound.... bizarre as it may be.... it wasn't my intention =.=.... anyhow.... it shall be removed....

and guess what.... I INJURED MY NECK.... WTH!?.... it hurts so badly every time i move my head.... it has been causing so much inconvenience and most terribly.... PAIN.... for everything that i do.... even having my breakfast was anything but easy.... bathing was awful.... damn it.... trials is coming next week.... I really hope it gets better....

We meet again.....

2008-09-10T17:04:00.009+08:00

fuh.... the pass days have been quite something man.... moving here going there.... taking this seat taking that test.... again.... fuh.... but it still isn't over....

now now.... to catch up with some stuffs.... take a look at these....

both were taken during our physics presentation.... one simple word for both of them.... *speechless*....

now now.... take a look at this....

guess where this was taken.... Japan?.... Korea?.... NO dudes.... ITS MALAYSIA.... USJ 12 to be exact.... i came across this tree about 3 weeks back a think.... shocked me O_o....

now.... this....

can you guess where was this taken from? hm? hm? hm?

yes? no?

probably yes.... kinda obvious =.=.... but hey never knew snow washing for my car could have such faces too O_o....

well well.... lets see.... last friday we had another badminton session again.... aaah.... how i missed such a session.... it has been quite some time O_o.... this time Teck Wei decided to follow us.... and a whole big group of Mich, Vin friends.... booked 4 courts that day.... phew....

eventually when everything was over.... I stood back there.... now that everyone else has went back home.... it gave me sometime to just sit by the bench outside the badminton court.... and re-think.... what the hell was i doing and thinking all this time?.... I.... have been.... doing.... absolutely.... nothing....

I just float around.... hoping for things to happen.... yet.... nothing ever does.... and I have myself to blame for that.... wanderer you may call.... or maybe even a hermit in the sea of thoughts.... yet.... its all thoughts and no action.... so what have i been doing?.... nothing....

with this.... it is easy to understand and comprehend.... why this?.... why that?.... y'know what.... its time to slap myself in the face.... to finally realise.... WTH have i been doing.... and now face the consequences.... and the fact.... that now.... I have to move on.... and leave the bitter moments behind me.... it was I who started it.... it was I who developed it.... it was I who spoilt it.... and it shall be I who deal with it.... "dude.... come back to your senses.... its over...."

Y'know.... last Saturday.... the group of us went to watch this movie.... namely.... Money No Enough II (note: I did NOT get the spelling wrong) btw.... here is the trailer for the movie....

okay this is a short review on the movie.... firstly.... don't expect it to be like any western movie.... its a SINGAPORE movie aight?.... hmm.... well.... there are some parts which were really hilarious.... but there are some parts in the movie which are in hokkien.... O_o.... and then.... theres.... the really touching parts.... the kind of sad that makes you feel for the person.... makes you weak when you think of it.... makes you just think of it yourself.... and really appreciate it.... honest.... some parts were beyond touching.... some people among us cried too.... shocked me at first to see them shedding tears.... but i soon came to realise the reason why....

by the way.... i seem to have some kind of mad liking for cats.... and look at what i found in My Place a few days back.... its SOOOO small.... and omg soooo damn cute.... (shit wth.... i sound so gay) but i can't deny that i really like them =.=....

by the way.... to conclude.... guess what i managed to take on Monday?....

And i asked him.... "errr Sean.... what are you doing?"

He answered.... "CHICKEN WINGS!!!"

EDIT: hmm.... I'll post the tag answers soon.... and for those who loves to see WTF stuff.... check out this blog....

http://failblog.org/

Giving up?..... its almost time to face the fact....

2008-09-04T01:53:00.001+08:00

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Sister....

2008-08-28T21:32:00.004+08:00

before i touch on it.... I'd like to explain a little on the happenings....

firstly.... thanks everyone for the present.... this event really caught me off guard.... and was like OMG?.... so yeah thanks =D

okay, the midnight of the day before my birthday (early in the morning of my birthday).... a group of my dear friends gave me a message.... I've already explained that in the earlier post but I came to know that they who sleeps early stood up.... till pass 12.... just to send this message.... and I hereby wish to express my utmost gratitude and sorry for the inconvenience.... but i truly appreciate it =D....

yesterday was my birthday.... yet it was my physics presentation day.... so was Ernest's.... during the break.... both of us didn't know where to go.... since we only had 1 hour break compared to the rest who had 2.... so after discussing amongst the 5 of us.... and since we didn't know where to go.... we decided to rehearse a little on our presentation.... so Ken went to the library while Ernest and I went to the web.... and oh well.... that was that =/....

that night.... my family brought me out to Summit Hotel to have their buffet dinner.... gosh the varieties were awesome.... and the food were amazing.... and hey it isn't expensive either.... for such a luxuries buffet.... it was only 39++ per person leading up to Rm44 each person.... actually it is 78++ but with the Citibank card you'll get 50% discount O_o.... later when we got back.... I was so tired i couldn't help but fall flat on my uncomfortable bed and fall into a deep slumber....

the next morning.... we woke up early in the morning.... this time.... this time.... damn it.... this time.... it was to send my lovely sister back to the States.... it was all well.... until the point of separation.... somehow emotions were mixed and uncontrolled.... expressions tried to pour out but were withheld.... and gosh.... my lovely sister broke into tears.... oh god damn it.... it was just.... indescribable.... today.... my poor mum had quite a period of sadness.... as well as tears which fell out uncontrollably.... she had dinner in tears today.... and oh god damn it.... it was.... BAH.... this shouldn't be the way....

Sis, I bid you farewell for the coming months and look forward to your return again.... know this.... that your company for the past 3 months were more than awesome.... and also know that though ups and downs.... you are and will always be the best.... god.... why am i crying now.... have fun over there....you study hard and so will i.... best wishes.... and hope all goes well for you k?.... please be happy k?.... remember this.... as long as you are happy.... so will we.... take care.... *sorry i emo a bit.... please sis don't cry when you read this.... you should be happy there aight?*

OMG~

2008-08-27T00:43:00.007+08:00

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa............ its my Birthday today~ and guess what.... I FORGOT ABOUT IT.... HAHAHAHA.... until someone messaged me LOL.... oh yesh.... taking this opportunity.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO ERNEST!....

okay now to catch up with the holiday's happenings before the birthday happenings.... throughout the holidays.... IT WAS BEIJING OLYMPICS.... omg so addicted to it.... kept watching and watching and watching and watching and ugh.... one after another.... phew.... but thank god.... i'm not like the guy which i heard on the radio last tuesday.... he was stuck to the TV for sooooo long.... the wife couldn't stand it anymore.... she pulled the TV plug out.... and guess what.... he guy got insane.... and jumped off the 2nd floor balcony.... JUST BECAUSE HE COULDN'T WATCH OLYMPICS.... luckily he escaped death lol....

During the hols, I watched the movie Wall-E.... hey guys.... it is a cool movie.... the animations were so surreal.... gosh.... it was as if the machines were existent.... so damn cool and real.... aahhh.....

guess what.... after the movie.... everyone started clapping their hands.... so cool!

also, during the holidays.... my one of my uncle and aunt from Penang and another uncle and aunt from Johor came over.... they brought with them the High Musical Ice Tour free tickets because my uncle is a heavy user of citibank.... and guess what.... he got VIP seats for the performance.... and since their kids are in Australia and USA.... he gave it to us.... so my awesome sistah and I went for it.... and guess what?.... he got the ultimate VVVVVVVVVIP seat.... RIGHT IN FRONT, RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE, THE FIRST 2 seats WERE US.... OMG....

after the performance.... I looked up into the sky.... and saw a very unique moon.... so damn cool i had to take picture of it =D

okay okay.... i was walking pass this OSIM branch that day.... and couldn't help but notice.... that the upper part of the staff's shirts were Usqueeze.... omfg =.=....

oh yesh.... since now its 1.30 am.... yesterday (supposedly today but since its over 12am).... my sister bought a PSP!.... LOL.... everyone seems to be buying a PSP lately.... hers is ICE SILVER.... take a look~.... she'll be taking it back to USA.... to that means i only have today to look at it.... =/....

okay lets touch on the birthday wishes happenings.... first of all.... MY SISTAH ROCKS.... she got me a birthday present.... and oh my gosh.... I LOVED IT.... aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh....

gosh.... I always had an insane liking for bows and arrows.... AND OMG my sister really went out to find a necklace that has it.... OMG THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuu you rocks.... =D....

Now now.... I'm 18!.... omg i can now go clubbing, can go smoking, can go.... err.... what else needs you to be 18?.... lol.... nolar just joking.... i doubt i'll indulge into these kinda stuff.... as for smoking it is ABSOLUTELY NOT....

at 12am today i had the greatest laughs.... haha thanks guys.... it shocked me when Michelle sent me HAPPY.... and Siew Yung sent me KHAI SHIEN.... but i just thought that it was another way of saying happy birthday.... UNTIL!.... UNTIL!.... Rohit sent me.... HAPPY too.... and i was like eh?.... that was exactly what Michelle sent me.... and Rohit went "OMG! I spoilt it!".... the plan.... was that Michelle sent me HAPPY.... Rohit sent me BIRTHDAY.... while Siew Yung sent KHAI SHIEN.... LOL.... don't worry Rohit.... I really appreciate it you guys.... indeed very very innovative.... and unique.... thank you.... xie xie.... terima kasih.... sank kyu.... arigato.... err what else?.... do je sai....

Thanks all of you guys.... I just couldn't help but really feel it not only as a wording but truly beneath the heart.... and into the emotions.... thanks....

To give this post a conclusion.... I found something interesting that day during the holidays.... and would wish to share it with you guys....

Hmm.... the power of thoughts.....

2008-08-19T22:22:00.003+08:00

y'know.... my uncle came from Penang the past few days.... with another grand uncle from Johor.... and they were staying here.... my granduncle has went back.... my uncle is going back tomorrow.... but.... my uncle showed me a movie today.... its simply on.... THE POWER OF THOUGHTS.... in a movie they call.... THE SECRET....

the movie.... was really mystic.... and when i say mystic.... i mean mystic.... i know i know now that this might now spawn skepticism.... YET.... YET.... I believe in it.... and according to it.... it is I who matters for what happens and I who matters for how I will be.... so I must be strong in the mind.... as a universal law they call.... "The Law Of Attraction"....

I can't really elaborate much here.... but I do believe in it.... and now truly understand what it means.... this movie is not a story based movie.... its a educational movie.... a movie.... to TEACH.... to inspire.... to bring forth the realization.... and it worked for me.... and I did realize.... that this movie my uncle showed me.... is directly related to the topic Michelle was presenting for her ESL.... and back then.... i was completely blurred *_*.... couldn't accept the explanations given.... y'know what.... I am sure that i couldn't understand because of the lack of time given to explain on it.... this topic requires lots of deep thoughts and realization.... so i can comprehend why i was so confused earlier.... but now.... the pieces have fallen into place.... and now i truly understand what it means....

guys.... believe it or not.... it is there.... skepticism or not.... it is there.... like it or not.... it is there.... so now.... allow me some time.... to visualize.... piece together.... and THINK of what i truly want.... and this must be executed without a doubt.... as the slightest doubt will cause the whole thing to fail.... well now.... I want.... I want.... I want.... *mentioned in my mind as it shouldn't be for you to know*.... even though it had been through multiple obstacles and all.... I have this vision.... I have this want.... and I will have it.... the silence has been painful.... and with this.... i wish for it to be lifted.... thank you.... for all of you who thought me this.... thank you.... now.... bring forth.... THE SECRET : THE POWER OF THOUGHTS!

LEE CHONG WEI!!!..... NOOOOOoooooooooo.....................................

2008-08-17T21:48:00.003+08:00

LEE CHONG WEI............ WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!

Today at 9 pm, 17 August 2008.... the ultimate showdown between the world's number 1 (Lin Dan) and our Malaysian pride world number 2 (Lee Chong Wei) was SHOWING.... i watched the showdown.... the results?.... devastating.... 21-12.... winner:Lin Dan.... 21-8.... winner:Lin Dan....

BUT DON'T YOU GUYS DARE CURSE CHONG WEI.... HE TRIED 300% LA DUDE.... you know what.... when he lost.... I felt nothing near anger.... I felt a very very very deep pity for Chong Wei.... he tried so DAMN hard.... and lost like this.... its really.... depressing.... haih.... its just.... it just makes you wanna say.... WTF! out loud.... not in anger or frustration btw.... dude.... Chong Wei gave his very best.... and i mean it.... his very best.... today.... his game play wasn't on top form at all.... the commentator said.... he is way below par.... YET.... he TRIED HIS VERY VERY BEST.... and after the game.... did i realize and found out whats actually going on....

it seems.... Malaysia lost the opportunity for many of the events already.... and with badminton still on the running.... and the potential was there.... Lee Chong Wei.... was heavily depended on to win.... ALL of malaysia's hopes were on Lee Chong Wei.... imagine the pressure.... imagine the responsibility.... again it makes you wanna say.... WTF!.... Lee Chong Wei.... tried with his utmost strength and will.... yet succumbed not by anything.... but the pressure itself.... though i must agree.... that Lin Dan was playing perfectly today.... as in.... literally perfect.... DAMN IT.... why the BLARDY PRESSURE ON HIM!?.... WHY YOU PEOPLE? WHY? WHY SPOIL HIS GAME? WHY SPOIL HIS NAME? why GIVE HIM THAT BLARDY LOTS OF PRESSURE?.... haih.... HAIH!....

This was what Lee Chong Wei Spoke in an interview way back....

"15. Who is your most difficult opponent and why?

That would be Lin Dan. Probably because many a times I am not playing the game that I should. When I am playing my own game without pressure, I get good results from my match against him."

okay sorry i really a bit emo here =.=.... okay now to the hidden part of the story.... it appears that.... according to rumors.... Lee Chong Wei is collecting money for his father.... I'm guessing that his father needs the money because he is sick?.... but i am sure that the rumor mentions that he is collecting money for his dad.... just recently.... so supposedly this Olympic prize money was supposed to fund his dad.... and again the pressure.... haih.... poor Chong Wei.... really poor Chong Wei.... haih....

let me mourn by myself la.... emo already.... poor Chong Wei.... i wish you all the best in coping with this.... may you still stand strong.... and come back another day.... good luck Chong Wei....

DAMN!

2008-08-16T11:39:00.003+08:00

oh my gawd.... so many things to blog about.... watched a few movies and all.... but i CAN'T blog now.... WTH.... i injured my left wrist.... no no not from the badminton.... damn it.... it hurts so damn badly =/.... haih.... wrist oh wrist.... please recover T_T....

(the picture is kinda blur.... cause i'm using one hand to take.... note the wrist area.... though hard to see.... IS SWELLING.... OMG) LEFT WRIST AR.... RECOVER PLEASE!!! blardy pain arr

Aaaaahhhh...... its over~!

2008-08-13T18:14:00.007+08:00

Alright!.... the main bumps for the meantime is OVER!.... woohoo.... Spec. Math CT3, physics CT3, chem proposal, chem sasta, and LAN final test.... IN 3 DAYS!.... wow....

okay firstly.... I feel really glad that i managed to stay out of trouble the past 3 days.... seems the effort of not letting my thoughts overwhelm my studies indeed paid off.... but it did take its toll.... avoidance at maximum costs were carried out and if i did instill any sort of discomfort I am at full apologies.... I just needed to focus on my studies the past 3 days.... just could not afford to loose myself if I were to think about regaining the friendship again.... focus focus focus.... oh well.... sorry sorry.... again i wanna mention i am at FULL apologies....

okay now.... guess what.... during the weekends.... a whole family of cats raided my back neighbours house.... well he didn't close his back door.... so the cat family took advantage of it.... too bad it is a bit far.... but i did manage to capture some of the kittens.... =D

guess what.... the family of 4 kittens and 1 mother went into the house and started grabbing food from chicken to whatever.... and oh gawd.... they were so damn cute >.<.... shit.... what is with me....

okaaaaayyyy....lets see.... yesterday.... my cousin and I went for a movie called "you don't mess with the Zohan" it started at 9.30pm.... and i had like so many things to do.... chem proposal.... chem sasta.... Lan.... but who cares.... i went there anyway.... well you see.... i got this premium ticket from my cousin.... so actually this movie is supposed to be released in Malaysia on the 21st August.... anyway.... just before the movie.... there was this trailer of a movie.... and HELL.... IT FREAKED MY COUSIN OUT.... thank god i looked away.... the movie is about a group of researchers going into some kinda subway or some sort.... and the group of creepy monsters appear and start devouring them.... and they had a footage on it.... i looked away.... but hell the sounds.... the screams the screeches.... omg death-defying.... btw for those horror movie lovers.... (i admit.... i am NOT one) the name of the movie is Quarantine.... from the trailer.... the movie seems to be a good movie.... so when it is out.... those horror fans go check it out man.... i don't think you'll regret.... i actually thought of posting the pictures or trailer of the movie here.... but erm.... erm.... erm.... erm.... ERM!!!!.... if you're interested go check the movie out.... i already gave you the name of the horror movie.... oh yes.... regarding the actual movie.... it is hilarious and gets a thumbs up from me =D.... go watch it.... but a lil bit erm.... ya know with the Zohan being the center of attention and all the girls around him that kinda stuff =.=.... (don't wanna spoil more here.... as you guys probably would wanna watch)

now now.... few days back.... Vincent was wearing this shirt.... and look at how he posed for the camera O-o....

well well well.... seems recently the guards started checking everyone who wanted to enter Taylor's student ID.... and VINCENT.... got caught up today.... unable to enter because he forgot his ID.... oh such a hassle it was.... well we can kinda say.... "Ken to the rescue?"

oh yesh.... today Ms Christine gave us the forms for the prom night.... and it seems that I will be joining ya guys for the prom! =D.... honestly gonna be my first.... but still i don't know how are things gonna go yet.... as erm.... you know it IS kinda sad.... but hey.... hope to join ya guys too.... oh PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't let the past haunt us.... let us group of friends.... just get together and have fun aight?.... aight?

talking about prom.... Vincent spilled some info regarding some past prom i'm assuming.... and gawd.... its the first time i see someone blushing blood red in such a short time.... O_O!?.... okkaaaayyyyyyy....

anyway.... getting kinda hooked up on the Olympic games lately.... since there are too many to talk about i'll focus on one part.... allow me to touch on the badminton part of it.... Lee Chong Wei has entered the final 8!.... WOOHOO.... though kinda sad for Wong Choong Hann.... he beat the previous champion at the 2nd round (Taufik Hidayat) and lost to some guy named Hsieh i think.... =/.... on the doubles.... Lee/Choong pair lost to Korean pair Lee Jae Jin/Hyung Ji Man.... whereas Koo Kean Keat and partner (sorry!!!! i forgot the name) moves on to the next round again!.... COOL!? YESH!

well well.... now.... I've been watching some rubbish youtube videos when i was browsing through the internet the past few days.... and guess what i came across?.... 2 AWESOME (okay sarcasm intended) auditions.... but hell.... they ARE hilarious.... Paul was petrified.... while i liked the other guys comment on both videos.... well.... ENJOY!

Aaaah.... what a journey today.....

2008-08-06T17:27:00.002+08:00

Oh god.... I'm sooooo insanely tired right now....

today.... was the first day I was gonna drive my friends around O_o.... ever since i could drive.... I've never driven my friends around before.... so today i woke up at 6.00am!.... oh my god.... now i finally know how it feels to wake up at 5.45 was it?.... that gotta be worse.... could hardly get up.... but eventually did and since I've prepared everything the night before.... it wasn't long before i set off to Jia Shen's house.... so i arrived there at 6.30.... but it appears his house's electric got cut off from 12 am - 3 am.... so he only could sleep at 3.... and he just woke up when i arrived at his house =D.... after waiting for him to pack up and picking up Teck Wei later.... we were off to SS17!.... had a few games of basketball.... damn its been such a LOOOONNNGGG time since I've played basketball.... well overall not awesome but i guess i did okayyyyyyyy.... later we went to Yong Shen's house at 8.35 or so and took our bath there.... later i drove us to Taylor's =D....

So sorry to the crew who were setting up the stall.... I mentioned that I was gonna help out at setting up the store and all.... it appears.... I've broken my verbal promises again.... it seems.... I've broken many verbal promises I've given before.... haih.... Why am i so irresponsible?.... damn it.... how would you guys want me to amend this.... just mention it.... it shall be done....

Charity drive was quite interesting actually.... the crowd was shocking.... i didn't expect such a crowd actually.... indeed awesome.... as for our stall.... when I arrived it was fully set-up and ready to work on.... so instead I went around walking promoting our products.... which were.... the beautiful roses.... the awesome milk shakes.... and erm.... well for the guessing game.... it wasn't successful.... well eventually some of them did agree to take a look at our products but I didn't have them so I asked them to check out our stall near the gate =D.... hopefully they did though O_o.... later after a while.... Shereena mentioned for me to carry the roses around and they were to sell it.... even later.... Ken, Shereena, Audrey and I later went around with milk shakes and roses.... quite pushing it i see....

However.... it seems the morning basketball game really took its toll on me.... I got freaking tired out of sudden and eventually end up helping out at the store as i can sit down while i help out.... was so exhausted then.... ugh.... Vincent, Siew Yung, Rohit and I later went around for fun.... and we bumped into Wei Xiang and friend throwing ice-chilled wet sponges at some guy.... and Shem playing table tennis and basketball.... Vincent and Seng Huei then challenged each other at the basketball game.... too bad i don't have the video on Vincent's game since its in Michelle's camera but hey it was cool....

Near the end of the session, there was a capoeira performance.... actually i can observe that the instructors were REALLY GOOD.... oh yes.... this reminds me.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS.PHUA!.... In the end, we DID make quite some profit there.... interesting.... seems things turned out well after all =D.... however there was one point i wished to mention but never did.... its that.... maybe its just me but we should relax a little bit.... putting money matters as also important but not overly emphasized.... yes i know this is a charity drive and its money that speaks here.... but its kinda like.... our stall people really should simply relax.... i don't really know how to explain my point here but i hope you guys understand.... though it all turned out well today =D....

hmm.... actually.... its been kinda puzzling how my mouth speaks the answer out when the question never really went through my head.... its like.... i don't know.... like when Jia Shen asked me some question in the car.... it just spontaneously came out.... true or false? honestly.... i don't know.... say what you want or tease what you want but for this part.... i'm really puzzled....

As much as i wish to say, do or whatsoever, it has always been If I, What If I Did, What will happen if, will the consequences be....? or those sorts of stuff.... and eventually when its over.... I ALWAYS go.... damn.... if only I, Why didn't I, If I did, I shouldn't have.... or those sorts of things.... so WTH?.... this sucks 300%....

Actually honestly, its quite surprising for me that the subject of liking is indeed kinda stereotyped.... I don't know but its like they mention.... blah blah likes blah.... omg man.... or blah blah like blah blah blah.... impossible laaa.... those sorts of stuff.... I mean.... its like.... lets say some random fella likes someone.... what exactly is the problem?.... its not like oh since that crazy fella likes someone the other fella must accept him or otherwise you say omg its impossible its stupid blah blah.... this part i really don't understand.... i see the people around me.... having this thing that thing this problem that problem.... kinda weird.... or maybe because i don't understand the true part of it.... but for me I've never felt it was a problem for some random fella to like someone.... its not like he is ASKING the other fella to like him back.... so WHAT exactly IS the PROBLEM?.... well i guess some things I'll never understand =D.... it just bothers me to see the people around me.... being succumbed by this problem.... =/....

well then.... i wish everyone good luck for everything.... well I know its a bit lengthy and kinda emotional.... I have only one purpose in this blog.... to express what i never otherwise could express.... I know this isn't the right way to do stuff.... as what ya wanna ask should be asked.... and not written and read.... yet.... yet.... YET.... bah.... probably thats why i still suck 300% =/....

Its time!

2008-08-04T20:20:00.002+08:00

Alright.... gotta keep this one kinda brief.... so lets start....

Math CT3!.... okay lets see.... a simple 3 words can portray everything about it.... and they are.... OH MY GOD!.... its like a super time deficiency test.... the questions weren't hard but were tricky.... you need some time to actually think it over to understand it.... then again.... you DON'T have that time.... ugh.... thank goodness i finished it though....

Okay.... its really nice to know some new guy today.... and his name is.... Zafran!.... guess what.... he looks like a really nice guy to know and hang-out with =P.... well of course that'll be the first impression.... overall kinda cool guy and you can tell that he is close to Vincent and Michelle's Acmarian gang.... O-o.... details on him are unknown to me.... oh well.... if only i went to get to know him better.... anyway.... something unique happened during English class today....

Many people didn't want to attend English class today as it was CT3 and today we had 3 BREAKS!.... thats a total of 3 hours break.... oh gosh.... really aimless and completely nothing to do.... if only i had a house like Siew Yung's where you can just go back and relax *_*.... makes me wonder what happened to her idea of me buying over her house and renting a room to her instead lol.... anyway.... so eventually there were 12 of us left.... erm.... 13 to be exact =D.... so Ms. err.... crap i forgot what.... sorry!.... came in and was in shock.... but had to accept the fact that THIS was gonna be her class for the day.... so she started taking attendance.... and bam.... what was Zafran gonna do.... so Ken and Ernest proposed that he be Rohit.... lol.... so when Ms. sorry forgot what called out Rohit.... he raised his hand.... and the teacher could not believe it and didn't take him down as Rohit.... aww crap plan failed.... then later when she counted the attendance.... there were 13 but only 12 marked present.... then she came to know of Zafran.... initially it was kind of a joke.... and was hilarious.... then it became quite a dead serious matter when she asked for Zafran's student id and so on.... I was like omg but yet couldn't do anything to help out.... luckily Vincent who was sitting beside him was quick to react and acted like a real pro.... as if he didn't know Zafran.... wow man.... the group behind.... they were damn good in reacting and acting.... the response time was almost negligible.... later however.... he was forced to leave the class....

and guess what.... Ms. forgot your name sorry later expressed that she was disturbed by a random fella sitting in her class trying to act like he was Rohit when he obviously wasn't.... poor guy.... if only he could stay and chat.... =/....

anyway.... for those who ponteng-ed english today.... honestly it wasn't bad.... and Ms. really forgot your name so sorry did mention that if these kinds of attendance persist.... she's gonna take some action.... but you're safe for today =D....

Picture, CT3, Break, Zafran =D, english..... it shall be done!

2008-08-04T17:47:00.002+08:00

Gotta go out to have my dinner with my parents now.... so i guess the stories I wanted to tell will have to wait till tonight or tomorrow.... but roughly it'll be on what the title says =D.... though I've broken my time promises many times.... this time.... I'll try my best alright?.... sorry for the earlier ones.... >.<...

Tag? here goes.....

2008-08-03T17:15:00.004+08:00

before that.... bah.... yesterday was kinda =/.... cause i was disallowed to drive to Klang.... oh man.... it would've been hell of an experience.... too bad i guess....

Guess what.... the badminton racket I've been using all these while.... BROKE a few hours ago.... WTH.... was playing halfway and bam it broke when i tried to smash =.=.... noooooo...... it cannot be salvaged anymore and has to be thrown away.... damn it....

hmm hmm.... lets see.... here goes....

Instructions : Remove one question from below and add in your own question, make it a total 20 questions. Then tag 8 people from your list. List them out at the end of the post. Notify them that they have been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to get married
Honestly never really thought of it.... but maybe.... 26?

2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
Nah.... no.... then again.... there ARE unforeseen circumstances O_o....

3. Do you smoke?
Have never.... and will never....

4. What is the the latest gadget that you own ?
My PHONE.... SE 890i.... though Michelle did say that with this now i suck.... haha....

5. Who do you mostly text lately ?
I used to text a lot.... but now its mostly calls.... then again.... I'll say.... *checks the text record*.... okay it should be Jia Shen, Cherly, and my very own sister =D!

6. How old are you and when was your 1st kiss?
I'm currently still 17.... going 18 this month =D.... well erm.... sad to say but never =.=....

7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
Lets see.... for food its some japanese Unagi meal.... for things it'll be the movie ticket for the Mummy Returns....

8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind.
At an instant, Michelle, Siew Yung, my sister!

9. Where did you wish to get married?
Probably some sweet and dreamy place.... where you'll just loose yourself with its beauty....

10. Who would you ask to go for a dance with?
Okay this part is kinda sad....

12. What kinda question would you create for this tag?
Behold the questions below =D

13. What is your full name ?
Lim Khai Shien.... I've got used to it but somehow people just can't pronounce it properly =/....

15. Name the latest substance you've lost?
My badminton racket.... T_T.... this question brings me back months back where i lost something i really regretted.... and till now i still regret it....

16. Do you believe in God?
Indeed yes. How can i not when i say Oh My God all the while?

17. Do you like your relatives ?
Mostly.... most of them ROCKS....

18. Name your favourite game or sport
back then, basketball... but it'll be badminton for me.... yet many sorts of racing has caught my attention too O_o....

19. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
I think this should be left to myself ;P

20. The most exciting place you want to go ?
After all the descriptions and all.... Australia or US will be my choice =D

21. Hugs or Kisses ?
Hugs first.... then kisses.... why is this an option? why not both O_o....

22. Single or attached ?
Sad but true.... single.... yet.... YET....

23. What are you feeling right now?
Sad after the earlier question.... haih....

24. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you

Rohit
>>plain cool....
>>his hair looks DAMN NEAT now....
>>nice guy to get along with and spend time with....
>>indeed a great friend....
>>he DANCES as a representative!.... aaaah.... if only i could.... oh well....

i tag.... erm.... damn.... why is almost everyone already tagged.... I'm behind time.... zzz.... anyway since i can't tag those already tagged..... it'll be.... Vincent,Shereena, as well as Ernest and Brandon since they haven't answered the tag.... =D....

Vincent...

2008-08-02T23:37:00.003+08:00

thanks for organizing the party today Vin.... the first time i'm in Vincent's house and its for his birthday celebration!.... by the way.... let me keep this short and sweet....

the nasi lemak thing was kinda unique actually.... with the add-ons and some potato fries with mihun goreng was it? no sarcasm here but it was cool =D.... unique in nature....

so sorry we kinda messed up your kitchen for the fruitshake thing.... there were some cleaning stuffs to do and all.... please express my apologies in our party to your mum and family....

anyway.... after arriving at Vincent's house did i realise that my HAIR GEL effect has worn off.... WTH.... waste my time.... and hair was down down down =.=.... so much for messy and spiky hair.... oh well....

anyway.... its sad that time, time itself parts many of us today.... some went off early.... but it was alright.... i guess.... but i'll look forward to seeing you and you guys again on Monday aight? though the Vincent pushing Siew Yung to his dogs part was the most hilarious.... followed up by Ken sprinting and fleeing from the sight of Vincent's dogs.... namely Frank and Eric.... they're both really cool and manly dogs O_o....

well.... overall it was quite an interesting trip for me.... anyway.... thanks you guys for keeping me company.... and Vincent and Michelle for inviting me over.... as well as Ken for safeguarding our journey to and fro Klang.... good night and thank you everyone.... see ya =D

Damn......

2008-07-29T14:57:00.002+08:00

ugh.... thinking of the Mini-project for the start of the day is still haunting.... had a very bad start off.... allow me to explain.... each group was supposed to ask Ms.Christine (our Math Studies lecturer) on added information to put into the table given on top of the already given data. So it would've made 80 pieces of data altogether.... GUESS WHAT? my whole group (including me) failed to notice this and did the ENTIRE booklet with WRONG DATA.... WTH?.... we're like SOOO doomed.... this completely sucks =/.... worse of all.... when Sean asked her whether she can give us the data tomorrow.... she was like.... no.... tomorrow I'll give you tomorrow's booklet and tomorrow's data.... WTH.... another killer.... wonderful laaaa.... (if Sean, Masyitah, or Felix is reading this..... PLEASE GO CHECK THE STUDENT PORTAL FOR YOUR SEMESTER 1 MARKS.... ITS THE SAME ONE!)

Now regarding the departure of our ESL lecturer Ms.Geetha.... she seemed really glad on our departure gift.... a nice Secret Recipe cake.... it was chocolate wasn't it?.... I only knew today that she was leaving one day earlier.... there were mixed feelings about this incident but i guess what has to be done is done.... I hope all goes well from here.... both for Ms.Geetha and us, S9....so sorry class for not taking much of the much effort-ed cake.... though i did try it and hey it was quite nice for a first bite.... I am NOT feeling too well and I better not get things worst at this point in time where everything might start stirring up again....

My health has been deteriorating recently.... this SUCKS....constant sicknesses on and off.... on and off.... first this then that then another then back to this and that.... haih.... I hope i get well soon....

Anyway.... for something to cheer ya guys up.... HUMAN TETRIS!

okay thats quite stupid but anyway.... now i present you the real human tetris game show.... its really interesting.... the trick of the game is to NOT be fooled by the shape you see and come up with a plan in a very short time.... if you follow the shape on the board you'll probably lose.... except for a few.... ENJOY!

Some videos....

2008-07-28T16:40:00.005+08:00

Hello.... i just wanted to add on 2 videos that I've forgotten to post on my earlier post.... here they are!

DAMN.... when i wanted to embed the video.... this came out....

Embedding disabled by request

wth.... nvm.... I'll load it using blogger videos.... but the feature kinda sucks from the previous experience =/.... nevermind i'll try it anyway.... Enjoy!

Here's another one.... by Shem!

Anyway.... since the mini michael jackson thingy isn't that nice since it was uploaded using blogger's video.... if you guys want you guys can visit the you tube site.... here's the link....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZTZpCetym0&feature=related

Allow me to update a little....

2008-07-27T09:11:00.006+08:00

Aaaah.... been quite some time since I've updated.... so its time!.... I'll touch on a little here and there.... so let me begin with MOVIES....

Firstly.... War of the dragons.... wow i tell you.... the trailer was so awesome and the pictures were so cool.... check it out....

Now the trailer~

SO it was all high up when i was going to the show.... and.... I ended up.... being SSOOOOooooooo disappointed with the movie.... its like.... the story SUCKS.... and actors sucks.... the logic sucks.... and the movie was so predictable.... BUT.... the serpent design was AWESOME....

Now.... Red Cliff.... nothing much to say here.... but one.... SUPER MAJOR OMG WTH cliff hanger....

As for Dark Knight (which i watched with the group of them from S9 last Tuesday), the storyline was SUPERB, the actors ROCKS (especially Joker), its so realistic.... and the movie was SOOOOooooo unpredictable.... omg.... suspense non-stop throughout the movie.... damn good movie.... everyone who walked out of the cinema with me that day had the WOW factor for the movie.... EXCEPT.... Siew Yung.... aww man.... to her the movie was okay okay only.... anyway.... i do respect that everyone has their own preferences so its okay.... =D

By the way.... now i truly know how everyone changes their looks as time goes by... like soooo different?.... allow me to demonstrate....

The first one is Felix and the second is Vincent.... wow man.... can you imagine?

anyway.... fast forwarding memory.... (taken from assassin's creed).... to yesterday!.... yesterday it was CHRIS DAUGHTRY CONCERT!.... aaahhhh....

the day of the concert.... my mum, sis and I went for some accessory shopping and for the one who normally doesn't get ANYTHING cause i don't really want anything.... I bought a RING =D.... being unusually excited about it.... (it looks nice to me.... even if you say it isn't.... TO ME its good enough =D) i took some photo's on it.... ignore my hand please lol....

anyway.... the first 2 pictures were taken by my phone whereas the 3rd picture was taken using my sister's phone.... you can see that her phone is clearer than mine as her phone has auto focus.... but i feel that my color correction is more accurate O_o....

so being excited.... my sister and I went to 1-U at about 5+.... and met up with my sister's friend and his friend's friend friend blah blah.... so the 5 of us (supposedly 7) lined up at 7.... and the security check was SOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo strict.... that they literally checkout everything in your bag.... cameras? OUT.... bottle? OUT.... even bottle of water? OUT!!.... for things that aren't allowed.... either you throw it away.... or keep it at a booth outside.... anyway.... something happened when my sister's bag was checked.... it went....

Personel : Open your bag.
Sis : Here.
Personel : Okay lets see. Take this out for me please. Okay never mind I'll check it myself.
Personel 2: Anyway, let me ask. Do you carry a bomb?
Sis : Ya.
Personel 2: (with super shocked face) WHAT? You carry a bomb?
Sis : No no no no no. I thought you said phone.

Anyway.... the concert was supposed to start from 8 to 12 but we started lining up at 7.... and we were not at the front but more to the front.... the actual appearance of Chris Daughtry was at 11.... AND HELL IT ROCKS BIG TIME.... Ahhhhh everyone was jumping shouting screaming dancing singing whatever.... you name it.... the girl behind me shouted with the super high pitch sound too.... lol....

anyway.... i really enjoyed the actual Chris Daughtry concert.... though the waiting time was H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E.... PLAIN HORRIBLE.... my legs were cracking apart.... but when Chris Daughtry appeared.... it seemed.... the pain just went away =D.... look.... I'm not a SUPER OMG HYPER MAJOR fan of Chris Daughtry but he rocks.... honestly.... no regrets going AT ALL....

Anyway.... regarding something more emotion related.... someone is going through a hard time.... and i really hope that things will turn out the to be still nice and sweet.... as i really don't want something like this to bring down a person.... I hate it.... so anyway.... my best wishes of luck to you in overcoming it.... if there's anything.... and i mean anything.... I, a friend am always there.... (corny or not.... cliche or not.... I mean it)

Damn blardy tired..... Aaaahhhhhh

2008-07-25T20:09:00.001+08:00

omg so damn omg omg tired i can omg fall down now and be knocked out.... oh crap.... falling.... *knocked out* KO....

Aaaah.... so damn sick....

2008-07-16T16:25:00.003+08:00

damn sick now.... will update by tonight =.=.... gotta go get some rest... ugh....

EDIT (on Thursday): omg la.... i slept the whole day yesterday.... =.=....

Alright! Its update time!

2008-07-14T17:44:00.010+08:00

Aaahh.... my bloggie.... wait.... that sounds so freakin weird.... anyway.... its time to update again.... now now.... where did i left off earlier?.... *goes to check the earlier post* aah there.... okay....

lets see.... Spec math CT3 was on thursday! omg man i tell you.... please don't talk about it.... i knew how to do the whole paper except one thing.... i completely forgot how to change line equations to vectors.... and that was the very BASIC.... so it was the start of major questions and because i lack the initiator.... everything went haywire.... haih.... WTF don't talk about it anymore.... guess what.... the moment i walked out of the hall.... i knew how to do it =.=.... this sucks completely.... COMPLETELY!.... by the way.... Teck Wei placed a bet with me that if i fail this time.... he'll jump of the 4th floor.... so hahahahahahhaa.... lets see.... like this maybe?

By the way.... for those who plays games.... i highly recommend playing Assassin's creed.... that is where the picture above is from.... it is just plain AWESOME.... everything is so damn cool.... really really highly recommended.... you play as an assassin and you perform tasks and try to remain hidden.... you blend in with the crowds.... and so on.... so damn cool.... here are some pictures and a trailer on it....

aahh.... so lets see.... during the weekend.... it was Shereena's birthday!.... Saturday to be exact.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEREENA! so the whole bunch of USJ 12 schoolmates came.... with Felix, Teck Wei, Wei Ping and Audrey.... that makes 22 of us.... 2 tables we sat.... and lalalal weewee lalala.... ate talked listened to Cherly laughing like omg.... till Yao Yun changed place to sit at my table instead =.=.... so anyway.... had lots of rubbish talks.... but hey.... they were cool....

so later.... we faked our departure.... and the group of 5.... Jack, Wei Liam, Sean, Shereena's cousin, and me.... went to TGI Friday's to buy a special cake for Shereena.... Jack and Sean went down.... and Wei Liam was hyper-ing in the car.... and asking Shereena's cousin(i don't know her name.... sorry....) and I why were we so quiet lol.... anyway.... later and eventually we realized that the whole group went to Cherly's house instead.... so Jack the pro manual driver drove there.... honestly i tell you.... he is SOOO good at driving manual that he is just plain awesome when he drives.... words can't describe his driving.... damn.... i just dunno what else to use to describe =/.... anyways.... so we sang Shereena a birthday song.... and shared the cake.... yep yep cool cake.... many went back.... leaving Jack, Sean, Wei Liam, Cherly and I.... so we watched TV.... talked.... chatted.... many many more.... mind you it was midnight.... lol.... later we went outside to see Cherly's dog.... gosh the dog had a very sad look in its face by default.... =/.... and when Wei Liam was taking picture of the dog.... the dog.... erm.... erm.... did.... some actions that were described by Wei Liam as.... "hey.... why is the dog like having err hmm...." and i was like O_O!?.... went home later near 12.30....

btw.... Wei Liam invited me to join them for their monthly clubbing session O-o.... I don't know.... the sound of clubbing itself is repelling me.... Bah.... it just feels weird to go O_o.... lol.... don't know yet =/.... i'll think over it....

today.... we had some madness rubbish talking that i vowed to remember and post but i CAN'T REMEMBER!.... Arghhhh.... anyway.... today during break we went to KFC.... damn it.... i flipped the whole tray up.... =.=.... the pieces of chicken fell on me.... bah.... that was completely omg....

and.... today S9 gave Shereena an awesome photo frame.... oh gosh it is so awesome that it can be awesomely awesome err.... what other ways can i use the word?.... just plain cool.... good job man.... seriously....

lets see.... allow me to show you guys these.... oh cats!

ITS A CAT OKAY? i know it looks like a bunny.... but honestly and seriously its a CAT

Now.... look what modern day editing can do to a picture.... mind you.... i wasn't the one who edited the picture.... i found it....

haha....

anyway.... today.... Ken was being quite Ken-like when he kept flicking Brandon's and Vincent's ears.... then they both came up with a plan and disturbed him lol.... he got quite emo after that :P.... and after class today.... Vincent and Masyitah followed Michelle just for her to fetch them back to Taylor's gates again.... omg lol ....

alright then.... today is so cool.... we only have Spec math homework to complete.... woohoo!.... lets go enjoy! :D....

EDIT: OMG LA.... i accidentally deleted the writing before the assassin's creed pictures.... i had to re-write them =.=.... and obviously it won't be the same =/.... so sorry....

Updating.... please be patient.... will be up in a very short time.... typing...

2008-07-11T15:43:00.001+08:00

wow my short time turned out to be a VERY long time indeed =.=.... i have so much to talk about i don't know where to start.... bah.... lets do it.... on Monday.... it shall be done....

Hmm Hmm....

2008-07-08T16:02:00.006+08:00

well well well.... last friday was.... the worst.... and the best for me for that week.... I know i sound contradicting.... lets just evaluate....

why the worst? It was the most humiliating LAN presentation I've ever conducted.... EVER.... its like.... 0 marks!? I know i know that it isn't important.... but DAMN?.... and there was some issues with our questions as well resulting in a terrible terrible performance.... and humiliation.... urgh.... I guess i should blame this on my weak leadership on this assignment.... but it WON'T HAPPEN again.... damn it i won't allow it....

now now.... expecting the best? NOT YET!.... after class we went for badminton.... we just arrived there.... and starting playing as usual.... and guess what? my racket string BROKE.... WOW! right at the start.... I think I've hit for only like 8 times?.... haih.... then came the not used to racket issue and bam performance crashed....

okay okay.... now for the good part? NO.... i knew i needed to cut off the strings but there wasn't any proper equipment and eventually i borrowed Vincent's keys to strike off the strings.... aah.... later.... Michelle lost her racket.... wow how much better can this be.... anyway.... on Sunday i sent my racket for a new guarding.... was supposed to pick it up.... but erm.... forgot =.=.... btw.... when's our next badminton trip?.... don't let the spirit die!

okay.... now for the real good part.... guess what.... overall the badminton game was fun.... though i didn't do well.... at least others had fun.... so consequently i had fun too.... so yeah.... happy :D.... and later that day.... Felix fetched Rohit and I back.... then....

We arrived near Rohit's home.... and he said he wanted to go swimming.... so i thought.... hey.... why not?.... its been like SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooooo long since I've swam anyway.... so I followed Rohit into his house.... and we went swimming! :D.... had quite some chat with Rohit the Rohit.... then eventually i went back after a nice chat :D.... but then only to realize i left my wallet in his house lol.... luckily he brought it back to me on Monday.... btw.... thanks Rohit for everything!

last night (monday night) Rohit asked me how to do the physics question 2, 3 and 4 given to us last week.... and eventually i decided.... bah.... why bother being so calculative on you do question 2 i do question 3 and so on?.... so i did all the questions.... :D.... took me some time to type it out but hey it was fun to learn....

so today.... during break.... we went to KFC for a meal.... i know i know it is far.... but this morning it wasn't hot at all.... so we decided it was a good time to go.... only then to realize that before 11am.... there was only breakfast.... ugh.... doesn't this remind you of MacDonald's? anyone?.... so anyway.... had some chat.... and eventually.... these happened.... (thanks Jia Shen for the videos, and Shereena for sending it to me)(mind you guys.... they were standing on the bench in KFC)

oh my god.... i just watched these video's after it was uploaded to blogger.... WTH.... so blur and laggy.... damn crap.... cannot see anything at all.... aww man.... blogger.... can't you come up with a better quality uploader? damn....

well well.... after class.... a group of us walked to MacD to wait.... but I had to go off.... so we went to the summit.... and i ate MacD =.=.... wth man.... but there was a special burger there.... namely the Double Spicy Chicken McDeluxe.... okay i know this sounds huge but it is basically the spicy chicken burger with 2 pieces of chicken.... and you could order onion rings instead of fries for a higher price.... and i thought.... hey.... why not give it a try?.... the burger was seriously not bad.... if you guys have the time to go to summit.... consider it.... though it is only for a limited time.... but honestly i tell you.... the onion rings were completely AWFUL AND HORRENDOUS.... SERIOUSLY!!!!.... damn it.... they tasted like OMG dunno how to describe.... I seriously felt so weird when i was eating it and decided not to finish it.... still.... after I ate it.... when i was walking around Summit i was half suffering.... damn.... REALLY BAD IDEA.... ugh....

later.... since my awesome sister fetched me from college to Summit.... I fetched her back from Summit to home sweet home :D....

Well well.... Spec. Math CT coming SOON.... and tomorrow's the dateline for the physics IDS.... aaaaahhhh time to buck up.... buck up buck up buck up buck up....!!! why am i still here writing this blog? crap....

Its update time!

2008-07-03T17:00:00.008+08:00

hello hello.... back to update my blog again =D.... okay firstly.... regarding the earlier post~.... Ernest is perfectly fine.... he has been in the Web all the while >.<.... so yeah.... and his phone died so he couldn't be contacted.... okay anyway....

firstly.... i wanna show you guys this.... *hint: ever thought of a cat that looks like a mouse?*

hmm hmm.... the brown cat was SOOOOo mini sized.... you can't tell from here but it really was tiny.... interesting =D....

lets see.... i can't really remember where i left off.... but let me start from.... erm.... yesterday.... you see.... spec math is getting really interesting lately.... the lines here and there.... the participation in class.... and the work itself.... cool cool.... just plain cool :D.... but Mr.Woon seemed to care less about those who didn't wanna listen.... shocked me.... that he said so casually for those who do not wish to listen to just walk out.... and with permission.... he almost made it sound like a joke.... O_o.... anyway.... Spec math CT3 is just around the corner.... gotta start bucking up.... damn....

you see.... there was a talk on "safety" and "responsibility".... it is not a very unusual talk.... but the speaker was quite open.... which was quite surprising.... and yes the hall had quite some mad laughters.... especially when he touches on Ms.Ong.... poor lecturer.... i wonder who's that O_o.... Ken on the other hand.... was SOOOoooooo completely blur.... and was like.... eh whats that? *points*.... or HAhahaha now i know what that is!.... okay wait these aren't good examples =/.... but anyway.... Rohit too had a mad laugh.... Shem on the other hand was taking this so seriously.... like he's trying to learn from a lecture O_o.... he even took down notes on the speech.... wow Shem.... O_o....

so what was the talk for? Simple.... to prevent something like THIS happening....

well I was trying to take a quick snap and didn't allow the camera to focus first.... so everything else other than the red stuff is quite blur indeed =/.... so sorry.... if only it weren't blur....

last night some of us S9 started talking crap on msn.... and we shared some riddles here and there.... and guess what.... team Ichiban took one of the riddles I asked them for fun for their game show =.=....

anyway.... emotion as defined by wikipedia.... "An emotion is a mental and physiological state associated with a wide variety of feelings, thoughts, and behaviours. It is a prime determinant of the sense of subjective well-being and appears to play a central role in many human activities. To begin, many researchers distinguish feeling and emotion, where feeling refers to the subjective experience of the emotion. Some believe that emotions can occur unconsciously, and hence that emotion is a more general phenomenon than its subjective feeling. Feelings may also more narrowly refer to the experience of bodily changes.

A second distinction focuses on the difference between the emotion and the cause of the emotion. For example do we say that thoughts about a loved one cause the emotion of love or that these thoughts are part of the emotion? One way to resolve this issue is to see whether the emotion can occur independently of these thoughts. Thus, thoughts about a particular person or situation could not be part of the emotion of love, since one can experience the same emotion about many other things."

you see....its really weird.... sometimes you just wish that nothing had ever happened and everything is back to the way is WAS.... where you could just 'happy go lucky'.... now.... its weird.... its like.... things are already at this point.... where the gravity of the situation is now obvious.... and now that the stairs have fallen and you can't go back to the way it was.... WHAT SHOULD ONE DO?.... WHAT.... WHAT WHAT?.... should one just go another way?.... and forgo what he wanted so much.... or should he try his best to use his bare hands to climb the steep walls.... even if the walls are filled with thorns that just makes you wanna just give up?.... I really don't know.... its like.... should you pursue and and endure the pain of climbing the thorned wall?.... How do you know what to do.... how to you know which decision is the right one.... so want to return to where you were but the person there keep pushing you away.... not wanting things to return.... or should you just walk another path totally?.... or simply.... should you just forgo your longing and just be a wall beside that sharp wall.... being the sharp wall's good friend.... but will never be able to climb that sharp wall again to reach your goal?....

I don't know.... if only there was an indication.... someone please tell me.... what should be done.... just the slightest indication will do.... no matter how it goes.... i fully understand why.... yet.... i'm stalling beside the cliff.... wondering whether i should just walk back home and move another path.... someone please enlighten me.... give me the determinant.... and allow me to finally move again.... its so freaking tough.... not knowing what to do.... and it keeps dragging on without any sort of hint as to which path i shall proceed with....

bah.... I guess I'll never understand.... the immaturity.... the stupidity.... tch.... of actions that never should've been taken.... oh well.... allow me to once again fall back to my music.... as i can scream as I please.... and once again bring some light to my already zombie-fied life....

Anyway.... I'll look forward to tomorrow's badminton game.... its the next "class outing" and lets all hopefully have fun.... tch.... bah.... a singing trip.... anyone? I think i really need one....

Aaaah lack of updates....

2008-07-01T00:39:00.004+08:00

sorry guys.... been REALLY busy lately.... been on a course for 3 days straight now.... morning till night.... for the whole saturday and sunday.... and today (monday) from 6.30 pm to midnight.... phew.... will update soon guys.... sorry for the delay....

but there is one thing i wanna mention here.... WHERE IS ERNEST?.... at moment during the seminar i got soooo many calls and messages.... asking the same thing.... WHERE IS ERNEST?.... even.... Michelle asked.... shocking.... anyway.... i really hope you're fine Ernest.... don't get kidnapped.... or whatever else.... I pray for your safety.... honestly....

Ernest.... PLEASE.... if you're out there reading this.... TELL US YOU'RE ALRIGHT.... please.... this ain't no joke....

Finally an update again..... ohoho....

2008-06-25T16:56:00.009+08:00

hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo everybody.... I'm back after a !@^$#@#^$-ing long or maybe not that long.... or maybe quite long.... or probably long.... wait.... is it long? lack of update.... er.... hmm....

lets see.... where did i left off the earlier time?.... can't remember.... bah.... lets just say whatever i want then.... well well well.... firstly.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.... chem work.... office.... dead.... lectured.... i'm mahani-ed.... noooooo.... (no pun intended)

guess what.... I have been SICK.... wth.... i guess it all started when i stayed up till 5!!! on thursday midnight to prepare for my physics work and english work.... oh my gosh.... i asked for this.... bah.... sick sick sick.... it caused everything.... office trip.... sleep.... tired-ness.... everything..... BAH.... and.... sorry.... it caused the lack of updates.... why?.... let me give you the reason.... lets see.... weekend.... sleep.... monday? whole day sleep.... tuesday? after badminton and cleaning up? sleep.... wow.... i guess tomorrow you'll see a freaking fat fella going to class.... i've been sleeping like err.... dunno what (can't think of anything).... damn.... i'm surprised at how much blardy fatter i've gotten.... =.=.... someone please tell me you didn't realise.... ugh.... anyway.... thankfully.... we have BADMINTON!

oh yesh.... recently.... badminton has been quite a hot event for S9.... lets see.... its our.... 4th time yesterday.... okay first time.... the miserable Me and Felix went to play.... oh well.... 2nd time.... 9 of us i think.... then it caught the attention of the class.... or maybe news spread around.... and voila.... oh yesh.... the badminton gang.... lets see.... yesterday.... Michelle, Chee Xun and his friend (which he didn't introduce >.<)(or maybe he did but i wasn't there O_o), Felix, Siew Yung, Rohit, Ken, masyitah, xeng huei, Wei Xiang, and me.... crap.... if i mistakenly forgot someone.... PLEASE TELL ME.... my memory probably sucks.... with Yong Shen and Vincent missing.... =/.... still don't know why vincent didn't join us.... oh well....

anyway.... Felix and Xeng Huei are betting over their badminton games.... haih.... *absolutely no comment* but I didn't wanna get involved in any such things.... its not because of any weird reasons.... but for one solid reason.... which is.... I play badminton for the fun of it.... for the game, for the fun, for the friends, for the allies and opponents, and obviously for the gameplay itself.... I do not wish to play.... because someone BET on who's gonna win.... that really spoils the game for me.... =/.... call me dumb.... call me stupid.... call me coward... call me whatever you want.... but that is me....

so so.... Siew Yung, Felix, Me and Xeng Huei played.... (mind you, Siew Yung and I took no part in the betting issue).... and it was QUITE an okay game.... though.... its fun to play with your classmates :D....

later, Siew Yung wanted to re-practice her drop shot.... so okay.... we practiced for some time.... then.... when i was playing with Felix later.... MY MUM CAME.... OMG?.... okay that completely took me by surprise.... so anyway.... we had a chat.... and eventually she went home first.... and i stayed back.... aah luckily i did.... so after that Felix and I joined Michelle and Ken for their game.... it was not really a game.... but we stroked.... and gosh.... both of them were hilarious.... very interesting indeed.... deceived by the way Michelle is.... she actually plays quite well.... Ken on the other hand.... is really fun to play with.... really adds the fun and enjoyment to the game.... Ken.... you must join us on our next game.... :D.... but yeah.... from what i read.... Ken has been a poor fella in games.... THEN AGAIN.... he learnt a new skill yesterday.... GO KEN.... show them your true powah!

but anyway.... that game was fun.... honestly.... anyway.... talking about this.... today.... someone molested a girl in public today at the new block floor D.... too much details would be stupid but anyway.... whoever that guy is.... he did something totally intrusive.... =/.... so this morning.... there were guards patrolling the floor.... white uniforms walking around.... and i was wondering what happened O_o....

hmm.... y'know what.... I really do enjoy the fact that almost half of our class is getting together for a game.... lets make it a weekly event maybe?.... its good to exercise too anyway.... to burn those stupid stuff.... STUPID STUFF....

anyway.... the videos on Rohit's blog is totally hilarious.... for those who haven't checked that out.... GO.... you won't regret it.... :D....

okay lets see.... oh crap.... i just remembered i got tagged =/.... okay okay okay i get it i get it.... lets do it errr.... maybe.... next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next next millisecond..... in short.... lets do it now!

1. Six People to Tag. The victims are: (you can already guess the reasons for the order.... look around....)

* Michelle
* Rohit
* Vincent
* Shereena
* Brandon
* Ernest

2. Six Things I'm Passionate About

* My phone
* Badminton
* Music
* FRIENDS
* What else? My dearest family!
* All of you! (I know this sounds corny, but HEY I MEAN IT)

3. Six Things I Say Too Often

* Err...
* Oh my god
* What the hell?
* Smart la you....
* Haha.... (not sarcastically)(who says laughing is not considered a saying)
* (crap.... can't think of anything else.... damn i'm not observant to my own talking.... what do i normally say *_*?)

4. Six Books I've read(Recently)

* Textbooks (obviously) (though i only flipped it open and read a few lines.... thats considered reading right?)
* The Da Vincci Code - Dan Brown
* 'The Fourth State of Matter' - The Eliezers
* some article on troy.... can't remember the name
* magazines....
* i consider blogs as books so.... yeah!

5. Six Songs I Can Listen To Again and Again

* Apologize - Timbaland Ft. One Republic
* No Air - Jordin Sparks Ft. Chris Brown
* Empty or Happy Birthday - Click Five
* Home - Chris Daughtry
* Sleepless beauty - Gravitation (the musical version, which has pianos and other instruments)
* Breathless - Shayne Ward (took me sometime to like the song.... but it IS nice, seriously)(honestly, i mostly like the chorus)

6. Six Things I Learnt In The Past Year

* I suck at MANY things....
* Treasure everything you currently have.... this is one thing that really gave an impact to me.... you'll understand why when THE time comes....
* S9 is creating stories in Taylor's college :D
* Datelines SUCKS.... wait.... i mean.... I SUCK at datelines.... I always seem to go for last minute work =.=.... tch....
* I CAN spend HOURS plainly listening to music without doing anything else....
* I take songs too seriously.... i tend to go deep into the meaning of a song and truly and slowly appreciate it.... i can get drawn into music and get lost.... i also tend to sing with too much emotion when i sing a song.... i've cried before when listening to music.... honestly.... my cousin even took a video of me when i was singing.... just to show me how "emo" he said i was when i sang a song.... damn.... I just can't control it.... i truly can't control it....

thats it! I completed the long forgotten tag.... aaah....

By the way, MY COMPLETE APOLOGY to jia shen, shereena, wei ping, audrey, felix and many more for last last last last last last week.... i stoned at the karaoke.... please please please someone organize a singing trip.... i really feel like singing.... its like the one thing that makes me feel.... me....

Aaahhhh enlightenment....

2008-06-19T16:26:00.002+08:00

today.... or rather this morning.... or simply last midnight at 5 a.m. i went to bed and i got up at 6.40.... oh yeah.... moving zombie.... okay lets cut this part out.... zombie talking isn't that nice to hear of anyway....

y'know what? somehow i feel enlightened.... no idea why.... or maybe thats what people say when your yesterday's 20 problems are almost done with.... though some i did nothing to make things better.... damn....

Today was my presentation day i decided to wear a half formal attire to college.... and oh my god.... such a response from almost everyone.... gosh.... do i really look like crap in the others? LOL.... damn.... i sucks....

talking about this.... it seems many things that i do people don't seem to realize.... like carrying 2 bags.... well I WAS carrying 2 bags way back in the March times i think.... and I've stopped carrying 2 ever since.... and guess what? some just realized that i was carrying one bag and went.... eh? where's your other bag? since when you carry one bag.... today?.... and i'm like WTH.... speechless....

anyway.... I wish to express my thanks to someone for opening up to me again.... I really do appreciate it.... the feeling of having another good friend again.... thanks....

well.... I'll update on the tag thingy soon.... so see ya for now.... just felt that i needed to express my true gratitude and thanks.... really and truly from the heart indeed.... friendship.... aaahh.... I'll try to do my best too....

Everything's kinda wrong today.....

2008-06-18T16:15:00.003+08:00

damn.... starting off at 10 today.... i woke up kinda late and almost got late to class.... okay thats 1....

going to class only to find out that time wasn't enough for almost everyone who presented till now as 5 minutes SEEMS long but is indeed very short according to those who already done it.... so it seems I'll have to redo my presentation to be a lot shorter i guess.... work work work.... haih.... thats 2....

to arrive in class with the first class being spec. maths and the next break.... gosh so many people ponteng-ed.... okay maybe i should put a proper word.... erm.... skipped class or play truant as they call it.... poor Ms.Woon.... i mean Mr.Woon.... thats 3....

worse of all.... I wasn't able to pay much attention to his teaching today.... argh.... too much jokes and talking.... damn it.... I had to re-evaluate what was thought today and slowly match the pieces to understand what was going on.... ugh.... thats 4....

I just.... or maybe not just but i realized that I am sometimes FREAKING BLUR.... oh my gosh.... blur blur blur.... maximum blur-ness.... this need not anymore explanation i guess.... thats 5....

I just remembered that tomorrow will be the chemistry practical write-up, my english presentation AND my physics final report submission.... aaah.... how much greater can things be eh?.... thats 6....

today i was supposed to give out the brochures for my presentation tomorrow.... and somehow.... i stoned.... it was just.... my limbs were like stunned and i couldn't give it out.... i sat there.... like a complete idiot and stoned there until Masyitah saw my brochures and inquired and then took 2 pieces for herself and.... erm.... Michelle.... haih.... anyway.... thats 7....

I wanna emphasize again.... that i'm FREAKING blur.... and freaking gut-less.... what the hell.... what the hell and WHAT THE HELL.... tch.... its useless to explain this.... i'm hopeless anyway.... thats 8....

yesterday i was determined to complete my physics final report as i wanted to complete my English today.... since both were due on Thursday.... then how "lucky" i was.... my main reference site, the Australia's Military Website.... WAS DOWN.... click on the link and they say.... 404 server error.... server down.... omg omg omg.... omg la zzzzz.... thats 9....

so i decided to do my English instead.... where i started preparing my slides first.... and today after finding out from those who did it today.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAhhhhhh.... i'll probably have to redo.... thats 10....

so its chemistry practical report read-up.... English presentation slides and speech preparation.... and physics final report completion BEFORE i sleep.... and thats like omg no time for everything.... why am i so a last-minuter?.... Pn.Mahani.... I have failed you.... so much for changing from Monday onwards.... damn it.... thats 11....

i postpone most of the things i do.... and END UP? THIS! wth.... i brought this upon myself.... this is something i'll have to embrace and face.... haih.... i guess even the midnight oil is dying out for me.... thats 12....

and.... so much for my guts.... and all.... it is already so late.... and i still cannot put myself together to just express my apology for my very own stupidity that has caused all the matters to be broken.... day after day.... night after night.... week after week.... and i still fail to do so.... I sooooooooo want to do so.... but yet something holds me back every time and i fail to initiate any sort of contact.... what more for an apology.... haih.... i hate this.... i hate this.... i hate this blardy thing.... DAMN it.... thats 13,14,15,16,17,18,19 and 20....

20 things have gone wrong.... haih.... will things ever move from the negative side of the grid to the positive side?.... or will it stay negative.... =/.... its all up to me actually.... if only I made things better earlier.... if only my mistake didn't have the opportunity to become a grave mistake.... why didn't i patch the wounds earlier?.... simple answer.... i sucks.... wth....

anyway.... this is just some minor update while i'm still working on my major one.... i just wanted to express a little.... remember this.... I think i'm not emo.... so i'm not emo.... therefore i really am not emo.... the power of thoughts eh?.... intriguing and interesting indeed.... but what I am now?.... haih....

What the.....

2008-06-16T18:26:00.010+08:00

damn.... just when i wanted to continue my blogging life again.... this time with a new twist.... with pictures =D.... with my sister back from the USA and my new phone.... this was cool....

or rather.... was er.... cool.... you see.... its been a long time.... i mean LOOOONNGGG time.... since i blogged.... and i wanted to speak of everything from where i left off.... so lots of story and lots of pictures.... until.... i JUST realized.... my sister's camera does not have a cable to connect to my computer.... oh.... my.... GOD.... haih.... so despite your doubts and probably frustration on my recent lack of updates.... I too am grieved to tell that it'll be another update that i will go for a long one.... until i FIND that CABLE.... ARGH.... anyway.... this is my new phone.... (using the webcam to take it.... so don't whine and complain.... i know its blurry and all....) (by the way.... i'll leave my phone camera photos for the next update.... which will probably be the major one)

know this.... i like my phone very much =D.... it might not be the best out there and all this and that and blah blah blah.... but yeah....

anyway.... i'll just touch a little bit on matters today.... today Ken requested for us to all wear black.... and the lecturers OBVIOUSLY noticed it.... O_o.... and well well well.... some people looked really good today.... though some forgot to wear black =/.... guess what.... someone.... looked good too today and surprisingly with some reddish pink maybe on the cheek.... or maybe i'm just imagining things =.=.... but was it err... a slight make-up maybe? no idea.... okay probably i'm wrong....

anyway.... I just wanted to express that i really like or maybe even love...............................................................................
the song apologize..... =D.... okay no funny thing here.... for those who doesn't know the lyrics.... check out this site....

www.completealbumlyrics.com/lyric/131324/Timbaland+-+Apologize.html
(or simply type "apologize lyrics" in google)

okay.... i feel it's kinda attached to me....as sometimes though i try to deny it.... it applies to me as well.... haih.... y'know.... I know its pointless to say anything at this point.... but TOTAL loss of communication.... with one of my closer friends.... is really.... haih.... and it was me who caused this.... ME! you get it?.... ME!~.... if only reconcilement was an option.... bah.... though i finally realize my grave mistake.... I seems I already lost a friend.... if only things could be back like the way it was.... bah.... hopefully I'll find a way to reconcile.... hopefully....

anyway.... look forward to my major update soon.... my parents are shouting for me to go down now to have my dinner.... okay... byes

THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD~!

2008-06-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

sorry guys.... have been SOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooo lacking in updates lately.... AAAhhhh my bad.... don't worry guys.... sorry again.... and my FULL apologies for this.... i will do a major update some time soon.... when i'm done with some issues i have to attend to.... its soooo Guargghhh.... so please be patient.... sorry.... BUT I WILL update.... hope you can bear with me.... just a little more patient.... thanks....

Mid-terms.... ugh....

2008-05-20T22:53:00.001+08:00

how i so wish to blog today =/.... but mid-term is getting in my head.... and i better get off to study my chemistry now.... wish me luck! =D....

Waaaaa Thomas Cup.....

2008-05-19T08:49:00.004+08:00

whoa yesterday was one hell of a badminton game finals.... for those who watched and understood what i meant.... ugh....

anyway.... allow me to elaborate.... though just a bit.... the first line-up was the 1st seed, Lin Dan from China against the 10th seed, Park Seung Hyun from Korea.... the first game, Park completely trashed Lin Dan with a 21-10 victory.... and yeah cool.... 2nd match was slightly different.... with Lin Dan coming back into action.... gosh it was a close fight.... but Lin Dan eventually wrapped that up with him being the victor.... whoa.... and forced a rubber match.... and the final game.... Park got trashed instead.... with 21-11 if i remember correctly.... and with that earning China the victory for the first match.... damn.... somehow i so wanted Park to win.... its just the instinctive feeling.... but aww man.... =/....

anyway.... the 2nd match was Korea's first doubles team ( Jung something something and Lee Yung Dae).... vs China's top doubles (Fu Hai Feng and Cai Yun).... these 2 teams with the Indonesian pair.... these 3 are the top 3 seed in the world!!!.... gosh this was expected to be interesting.... and HELL.... IT WAS!.... btw.... Lee Yung Dae is only 19 years old.... Fu Hai Feng on the other hand.... broke the world record in 2005 for the fastest smash ever delivered.... at 332 km/h.... as fast or maybe even faster than the F1 cars!!!.... these days most people smash full power at around 250-275 km/h only.... imagine that power.... but anyway.... it was a CLOSE match.... indeed very close.... indescribable.... so anyway Korea won that match.... leaving the match points to be China 1 - Korea 1....

then came the 3rd match.... 3rd seed, Bao Chun Lai vs 9th seed i think, Lee Hyun Ill.... or something like that.... anyway.... another superbly close match.... with the first game barely won by Bao Chun Lai at 27-25.... oh my gosh.... i guess after that first match.... Lee Hyun Ill was battered and mentally beaten.... and he lost the 2nd game with countless errors.... so that made the China 2 - Korea 1

now it was up to the 2nd doubles.... with Korea's 8th seed (dunno who and dunno what.... sorry i forgot) and China's 9th seed,(something something Bo and dunno what something).... the first match got completely owned by the Chinese pair.... O_O!.... then came the Koreans back again in the 2nd match.... and THEN!!!.... the inevitable happened....

I was too tired to continue watching the match.... and eventually i lost to the drowsiness.... and ended up falling into a deep slumber.... HAHA.... SUPER ANTI-CLIMAX.... LOL!!!.... anyway.... I'll try to find out the scores from yesterday.... well.... at least i knew the scores.... lol....

Mid-terms.....

2008-05-18T15:39:00.006+08:00

bah.... sorry for the GREAT lack of updates lately.... was into the mid-term exam thingy....

well well.... firstly.... I'm glad to know I wasn't disliked or hated because of my stupidity.... cool.... now at least i can focus.... so thats what friends are there for.... they help you.... you help them out.... glad to know this.... and hey.... its time to FOCUS on my mid-term man....

tough it has been.... temptations here..... temptations there.... ugh.... focus.... OI I SAY FOCUS.... okay okay.... so I'll focus on my mid-term.... bah.... first day consists of Specialist Mathematics and Mathemetics.... 2 subjects.... 2 papers each.... that means 4 papers.... and 2 hours 5 minutes each subject.... ugh.... 1 hour for each paper and 5 minutes reading time..... bah.... why do i even bother about these details?....

study group it has been yesterday.... i started going through the Spec. math pass year papers.... and.... and.... and.... i only have a few things to say.... OMG WHAT THE HELL!!!!.... i hardly knew how to deal with the puzzling questions.... they were all like so misleading and so confusing.... ugh.... i REALLY need to buck up.... but i was glad to help out the rest yesterday.... y'know.... somehow i really enjoy teaching others.... it just feels nice to help people out.... i don't know.... maybe I'm the only weird one....

anyway.... so after yesterday's ordeal.... Cherly called for another study group today.... and guess what.... when i knew of the time.... I was already leaving for my weekly family badminton game.... oh my gosh.... so i had to pass.... and ugh.... i will need to study by my own.... haih.....

so today during the badminton game.... it all went well.... until the singles game i had with my cousin.... tch.... I planned so much and so detailedly.... yet it turns out the other way round.... damn pissed.... why.... you ask?.... because i knew that he will tire out very fast.... so i played around the court.... forcing him to run here and run there.... and true enough.... he really was tired after a while.... so i knew.... great.... now its time for me to relax.... and i knew.... that i can let go this first game.... because i SURE win the next 2 games.... though it would be nice to win this game too though.... but i ended up losing that game.... well it was okay.... cause i knew it was time to own.... lost 25-27.... but i knew.... after i relaxed and recovered my energy while tiring him out.... it was TIME.... then guess what.... he said one game enough.... no 2nd game.... and OMG WTF?.... okay.... =.=.... sien....

so so.... I've been catching up on the recent Thomas and Uber cups.... it was mostly not interesting during the preliminary and quarter finals.... UNTIL.... it came to the semifinals.... gosh it was SOOOoooo interesting.... and Malaysia just barely lost against China in the Thomas cup.... oh talking about that.... for those who don't already know.... Thomas cup is for the men and Uber cup is for the women.... Indonesia(the host) also lost to the Koreans for the other Thomas cup semifinals.... so close.... for the Uber cup.... yesterday it was the finals.... i watched it.... and wow.... China played well.... and eventually won the Uber cup.... again.... lol.... if i didn't remember wrongly.... thats 7 times in a row.... so today later at 7pm (+8GMT).... there will be the Thomas cup men finals.... China vs Korea.... gonna be really interesting.... by the way.... just to share the information.... China has never failed to enter the finals ever since 1984.... O_O!.... i hope i don't have to miss the coming exciting finals to study.... ugh....

aaah btw.... the handphone thingy is frustrating =.=.... really is.... haih.... guess i really do suck in these kinds of thing =.=....

oh yeah.... talking about driving.... I'll be getting my P license on Tuesday.... Woohoo!.... who wants a ride.... haha.... better wear armour first.... you might.... just might.... regret it =P....

finally.... I'll have to apologize again for the lack of updates recently.... mid-terms.... HERE I COME!

woohoo!!!! passed my driving....

2008-05-13T15:53:00.004+08:00

oh yeah man.... today i passed my driving test.... aaaah so happy.... can literally run 3 circles and jump 3 feet high.... okay thats not a very good metaphor....

anyway.... so after i passed my test.... i went back to college.... right after break i joined in.... and things went on as normal.... had quite some laughs with shereena and jia shen on the crap jokes.... hell i tell you.... you wouldn't be able to stand it if you heard it.... totally hilarious....

well well.... things went on like this and like that.... though day after day I'm learning some things that i never knew about some people.... i don't know.... lets see how things go....

OH yeah.... after deeply considering about k770i and k800i.... its a dead-end again.... HAHAHAHAHA.... okay crap.... from what i know.... the major advantage of k770i over k800i is that k800i's joystick always has problems.... while the major disadvantage of it is that the k800i's camera WAY surpasses k770i's camera.... and now.... its like.... crap like.... and all back to square one.... haih.... anyway.... now that i told my mum about the pros and cons about each phone.... she said.... why not get a better one.... and i was like O_O.... so i thought of getting a k850i now.... HAHA.... it's 5 megapixel as far as i know.... O_o.... what so do you think about it? bah just a phone and I'm like sooooo lost in the variety of choices.... ugh....

today I've learnt lots.....

2008-05-12T17:29:00.002+08:00

y'know.... all these hassle could've been saved.... and avoided.... and not even happen in the first place.... if i knew it earlier.... y'know.... all that was needed was 1 thing.... SAY SO.... haih.... but y'know what?.... at least now i understand.... its cool.... just cool....

but HEY.... i'm settling down for one of this 2 phones.... k770i and k800i.... from what i've heard.... k770i looks better and is easier to use and all round good.... but yet the k880i's camera quality surpases k770i's camera quality.... aww man.... which one you guys recommend?

oh yeah.... the next 2 days.... Tuesday and Wednesday.... I'll not be going to class from the start.... I'll probably skip a few classes earlier on as tomorrow I'll have my @#$*5 driving test AGAIN.... and wednesday I'll have my visa application.... have to go to the embassy =/.... so well.... keep me updated on the coming day's happenings okay?.... please?

y'know what?.... Its MAMA day..... yeah~!

2008-05-11T18:40:00.002+08:00

mama day.... mama day.... mama =D.... (btw ken this isn't the mama you always talk about)

well well.... its Mother's Day!!! gonna go out to celebrate it with my mum now.... so i'm rushing this.... cool-ness =D.... guys don't forget this special day for your mums.... though it doesn't seem much.... it IS really SPECIAL.... trust me....

btw, it looks like something are inevitable.... how i wish that time could be backtracked and things all started anew.... when everyone just got together.... aaah those moments.... haih....

aaah.... lets be happy and celebrate MOTHER'S DAY!!!.... MAma.... Mama.... I love you =D.... (gonna prepare something probably when we get back, hopefully I'll have enough time =/)....

heh..... so after all.......

2008-05-07T16:19:00.003+08:00

tch.... after all.... hahahaha i can't believe what I'm doing....

before i get started.... today.... Rohit was sick.... last night he had a high fever and today he still has some fever.... but what the.... everyone thought he was lying.... poor Rohit.... hope you get well soon....

tch.... for the past week or so.... I've not been feeling too good.... had an infection but refused to get a dose of antibiotics.... it was bad at first.... when I endured.... and it got better.... but it seems.... things are not getting well after all.... tch.... I'm sweating as if the air around me is so hot sometimes for no reason.... my ears are getting blocked (meaning I'm heaty).... and my heads kinothers.... damn.... I hope nothing serious happens....

so damn tired now.... bah.... I think i'll need another dosage of sleep....

anyway.... somehow y'know.... someone and I have been avoiding each other.... I'm amazed at how crap-like this is but as far as i see.... its happening.... y'know.... this "feelings copier" thingy is really getting annoying.... why am i avoiding someone as well?.... wth man.... WHY?.... even I can't tell.... goddamn it....

anyway.... my legs are giving way too.... wow-ness all these happening at the same time.... it hurts to walk heavily.... i.e. when you're going down the stairs etc....

what is this man.... its like all these are happening at the same time.... trying to hurt me everywhere.... even the inside.... what have i done wrong?.... is it really something I've done?.... someone please answer me....

and on the side note.... the phone i wanted to get.... Sony Ericsson w810i is no longer in the market omgssss.... I know it isn't new but must be be like this???.... so unless there is some last minute adjustments.... I'll be buying the sony ericsson k530i tomorrow.... you guys got any comments or feedbacks on it?.... please share with me asap.... thanks.... it feels like crap now with all this things going on....

aaah.... a probable new phone coming up....

2008-05-06T19:48:00.001+08:00

oh yeah.... my phone is like SOOOooo dead now.... it cannot even be revived to make even ONE call or receive anything.... bah.... using an old phone now.... but searching for a new phone to buy.... since many said it WAS time to change O_o....

My budget is around 700-800.... and i have been finding here and there but can't really find a good phone that I would like.... until.... I asked Rohit.... rocks bro.... thank you so much.... he recommended a sony W820i and it looked awesome the specs and all in the net reviews.... so unless i find anything that really kills this idea.... probably its what I'm gonna go for.... you guys got any ideas or comments on this phone?.... I don't wanna buy a phone only to regret later.... thanks guys =D

Bah..... sorry......

2008-05-06T18:15:00.003+08:00

omg la.... i dunno why yesterday i suddenly so furious.... damn sorry for that.... y'know.... the angry, disappointed and frustrated me just doesn't seem to fit me.... after all.... things should be left unsaid.... I fully and sincerely apologize.... i hope forgiveness will be given.... thank you....

bah.... today.... the moment i got back home.... i slept off.... right away.... damn it.... I just woke up and now I'm blogging.... y'know.... after all I am still doing last minute works.... not up to the final moment but up to the day before the dateline.... tch.... i just completed everything just last night.... gosh.... worse of all.... when i came to college today.... i was like alright I've completed the English.... then when i went to bind the papers.... i heard some say.... hey the sources you got print ah?.... and THEN i remembered OMG.... i forgot to print my sources.... so during the break i went to the web to print all my sources following my reference page and went back to max center to re-bind the work....

after all.... i was soooo damn tired.... the moment i reached home.... bam i fell into a deep slumber....

y'know.... i really wish to say that i really really don't know how i went so far as to blog about what i was thinking about yesterday.... i do know that somethings are best unsaid.... sorry sorry sorry.... that me is a me i didn't expect to appear.... anyway.... now that English is over.... I won't let this happen to physics.... lets complete it asap and get it over with....

aaahhh tired.... damn.... i feel so bad right now after re-evaluating what I've written on the earlier post.... so sorry.... the expression.... and actions.... the emotions.... that I've caused someone to have.... so damn sorry.... i cannot bear to see such a thing happening.... i feel the same as well.... wth man.... sorry sorry sorry.... that look.... that feeling.... I hope i never cause such a despair to others again.... sorry....

tch tch..... true characters shown.....

2008-05-05T18:04:00.007+08:00

haih.... i tell you.... bah before i get started.... i wanna talk about the happenings.... okay honestly past few days nothing much.... k thank you bye....

Nolar!!! just joking.... okay anyway.... the Saturday that just passed.... I went to Sunway Pyramid with Jia Shen, Felix and Cherly to shop for some stuffs.... and omg man.... it was cool.... okay i don't wanna talk much about that here anyways.... but I was supposed to have a movie at 5pm that day.... and i thought it was in pyramid.... and gosh i tell you.... at 3.30 my mum called and said.... omg its in Summit and i had to leave earlier O_o.... bah if only i didn't need to leave so early =/....

today.... I was doing something i told myself not to.... I was doing ABSOLUTELY last minute work again.... I just remembered about the physics lab report last night at 11pm when Jia Shen and Sheng Loong told me that it was due on monday.... omigosh.... and when i wanted to do it.... i didn't have the data.... OMG la.... so i ended up going to class today.... and rushing my work like hell.... I CAN'T believe I'm doing exactly what I'm trying to prevent again.... AGAIN!!!.... what the hell.... the whole class got some scolding because most of us were doing the report.... bah.... AND I'M ONE OF THEM WTF.... i suck.... haih.... but anyway.... i managed to do the report by my own.... so I'm still contented.... and Ms.Phua gave us back our answers for the earlier work.... and oh yeah i got one of the 2 goods that she gave.... okay i gotta buck up man.... tests are so close....

anyway.... today we were briefed about the teacher's day celebration from Taylors.... and when told by Shem.... OMG it was the stupidest teacher's day celebration I've ever heard about.... the first hour of the day will be class as usual.... then only the class representative will go to the main hall for the celebration.... for 2 hours.... and after that.... the class will have a party on their own.... and i was like WHAT THE HELL??? what kind of teacher's day is this where the students celebrate amongst themselves? wonderful.... just wonderful.... later my class mentor, Ms Christine gave a better explanation and it was more.... okay....

y'know what.... never did i expect.... but just after 5 months of class.... some are already showing their true personality.... really shocking to know how things actually are inside that hideous mask.... i knew it was a sooner or later thing but come on man.... 5 months?.... damn cool.... wth man.... though I didn't personally experience any sort of that stuff.... or maybe i did but i just haven't realized.... or maybe I have not yet.... but hmm.... after all.... things that were perfect are starting to show the tiny scratches on the sides.... and some balloons were popped to show the probably sinister inside.... yet some portrait the story of the ugly duckling.... well erm not in the ugly part but the personality part.... y'know.... it all seems so weird.... seems some things really cannot be altered by a mere me.... and i know that somethings as I've said many times before are best left untouched.... but hell.... grips are loosening and things might very well be starting to get off-hand.... capabilities to set things back again are slowly vaporising.... I really don't know.... seems sometimes.... I have to leave the pieces to fall into their own place in the puzzle.... or at least.... hopefully.... and also hopefully.... non of the pieces miss their chance to be back in place.... and drift off away.... and never return....

I've learnt this.... I've learnt that.... bah.... so after all.... somethings are inevitable eh.... never mind.... life goes on.... there's no point being haunted by the past and get stuck in the nightmares of the past.... easy to say.... hard to accomplish.... but IT CAN BE DONE.... and WILL BE DONE

anyway.... the class trip goes on.... no stupid excuses.... no damn reasons.... if you don't wanna go.... so be it.... don't.... for those who really wishes to just come.... lets go.... y'know.... this was supposed to be something that was more of a enjoyment.... an interaction.... an opportunity for the class to get to know each other.... to be closer to one another.... to have fun with each other.... to do this.... to do that.... I just cannot understand why has it become more of a burden and more of a "waste of time" probably.... is it so wrong to spend time and just go out to somewhere to just do anything you wanted?.... is it so wrong to spend your time with your very own friends?.... something that started out as a trip for fun.... has eventually ended up like this.... I really really really can't believe this.... for those who really couldn't go.... fine I don't blame you at all.... the date wasn't really set.... and decision wasn't really made.... fine.... you had your plans.... it was inevitable.... okay i fully understand.... but whats with some others?.... I do not wish to pin-point anyone here.... but this trip was a plain going out to have fun.... I really do NOT see why this had to turn out this way.... fine.... if it REALLY was such a burden.... such a problem-causing thing.... being a weight attached to your feet as you try to walk.... then share it.... what exactly is wrong?.... we'll discuss it if things really cannot work out.... fine.... I too feel sorry that you can't come eventhough you wanted to.... but man.... some reasons are completely garrhhh.... haih.... it seems.... I'll never stop learning this.... this.... this.... crap....

tch.... I don't know.... you know what.... maybe I'm poking my nose where it doesn't belong.... maybe I'm just too busy-body.... maybe some people want time on their own.... fine.... then at least.... SAY SO!.... tch....

you know what.... after all.... I'm not the one in charge of all this.... I don't even know why I'm saying this.... but i really hope.... that after telling all this.... some people just reflect on themselves.... and then think carefully.... what you have done.... unknowingly....

omg Vincent.....

2008-05-02T16:27:00.002+08:00

omg today man.... firstly.... VINCENTTTTT are you okay???.... thats like damn scary after i really took a good look at the whole scale of the rash.... omigosh i tell you.... your whole body is literally island-ing....

anyway.... did you go see a doctor immediately?.... please tell me you did.... I'll really kill you if you didn't.... anyway.... i hope you get well soon O_o....

lets see.... honestly.... today felt as if it went by so fast.... its like one class another class one more class lalala and eh?.... omg finish O_o....

anyway.... English was nothing special.... most of the class ended up not doing her work.... erm.... or some DID do.... but as usual.... most of us didn't finish the work.... haih.... anyway.... Rohit or Michelle found a "i forgot whats the name" stick in the drawer and went opening it to eat O_O!.... then they shared it with some other people.... O-o.... its like a stick biscuit with some chocolate or something above.... bah i just can't remember the name of it =.=....

today Michelle brought to class teacher day cards.... and we were to sign on it.... and when i finally got it.... i realised.... wait.... why are there 4 cards???.... don't we have 5 lecturers? excluding LAN that is.... =.=.... and Jia Shen's "I'm listening to class" just failed as his eye lids came together and bam.... gone....

anyway.... today after class.... i met Felix, Jia Shen and Cherly in college.... and we planned something O-o.... but anyway.... Felix was like sooo OMG case.... we literally laughed till everyone was looking at us.... or rather.... it was Cherly who laughed till that stage =.=....

since Jia Shen asked for it.... today he erm.... erm.... came to class.... erm.... accidentally slept in class.... erm.... went with me and the others to eat.... erm.... shit.... as in.... not he went to do that.... but i meant the word crap.... okay crap.... LOL.... nolar joking la.... =D

omg.... I'm so full of crap.... err i mean crab....

2008-04-30T22:51:00.006+08:00

aaaah.... just got back from my dinner.... went to eat crab today.... NOT crap... its this....

haha.... anyway.... for those who still don't know what that is.... its a CRAB.... and did you know? there are crab served in cans too?....

and this is crab too....

i did not say anything wrong.... this is called a crab nebula.... something found in space O_o

imagine.... me eating near 1kg of crab by myself.... okay now you got what I'm feeling right now.... aaah feels so crab-like....

anyway.... today.... this morning.... Guitar came in and said.... blah blah blah.... whatever.... but anyway what she meant was that today's class is a free class.... so many people decided.... hey I'm skipping the next class.... and voila.... during the next lesson.... almost the WHOLE class went to FTZ.... which is a cybercafe in Asia Cafe.... and it was like O_O!.... so anyway.... leaving the few of us here.... Shem and Rohit decided to play a acting game.... i forgot what it was called but anyway.... you'll be given the name of the something the other teams want you to act out.... and your team will have to know what you're trying to act.... so today we played on English movies.... and I was chosen first from the boys side.... so okay.... I got my topic.... Starsky and Hutch.... and i was like.... OKAY!?.... this is a comedy show.... but how to show it?.... and i puzzled a while there.... and decided bah... lets just try letting them guess the word....

guess what.... I tried saying the 2nd syllabus was the sky.... the moment i pointed upwards.... Rohit guessed sky.... and yay~!!!... okay then i tried conveying the word star across.... and i was like... eh.... how ar?.... so i simply blink hands like the stars and woots.... job done =D....

then we moved on and moved on.... most of us didn't manage to guess the movie.... but one outstanding one was Michelle's guessing.... omg man.... The League of Extraordinary Men.... and the only word they knew was the word The at the start.... and she guessed it!!!! OMG?.... what logic.... =.=.... damn cool.... then came Shem's turn... and his topic was GIA.... erm no idea what movie is that but anyway.... he starting pointing at Michelle and trying conveying the word G-string for the first letter G.... but it really was confusing lol.... how is Michelle related to G? O_O!?.... anyway... Rohit, the experienced one... got completely caught by surprise when he got the movie DejaVu.... and he was like OMG? how to convey this across?.... you should've seen Rohit's face... LOL.... anyway.... seems Michelle was damn pro at this O_o.... she conveyed the message over so clearly omg.... like a real pro.... she must've played this game before O_o.... but in the end her team couldn't guess it.... oh well.... another highlight was Syitah's turn.... her 4th word in the movie was gigolo.... and to act that.... she pointed at ROHIT.... LOL we laughed like crap.... not crab.... CRAP!....

anyway.... Pn.Mahani is SOOoooooo lively today.... and paired up with the few of us in our class.... gosh it was a damn funny class.... LOL man.... hope this goes on always =D

bah.... anyway.... tomorrow I'm supposed to go watch the movie Forbidden Kingdom.... since Sooooooo many people said it was damn good.... some said it was a must watch.... but bah.... probably can't go anymore.... oh well.... so maybe this coming weekend.... oh man... hopefully the movie is still showing by then.... bah.... how outdated i am =.=....

omfg...... so it was true after all.....

2008-04-29T20:07:00.007+08:00

omfg man i tell you.... omfg.... today.... it all started well.... i passed the driving part 2.... yay.... slope.... parking and 3 point turn.... no prob :D

then it came.... Teck Wei's advice of no rasuah = fail.... and Felix's advice of pau = pass.... no pau = fail.... i didn't believe it.... until....

so after i finished my part 2.... i was waiting for part 3.... something that should've been done by 2 pm.... but today.... it went on till 6pm.... there were supposed to be 13 examiners.... but ended up.... 7 were on leave.... leaving 6 to work.... so the examiners were all.... omg i nak balik.... omg finally habis.... sudah boleh balik.... kind of attitude....

so i waited and waited since 1pm.... sat there.... doing REALLY nothing.... until it was 6pm omg man.... i really don't know how i did it.... then i realised.... somehow.... i was the final one to take the test.... okay.... then it happened....

first of all.... so many people were asking me.... wei.... why you no rasuah.... later you fail la.... though not all examiner like this.... but some of them.... no give = fail.... and i was like.... never mind one.... i can do it.... damn la.... now i really regret....

so i was the final one.... i said my greetings to him.... and he ignored me.... well.... okay.... since i was used to being ignored anyway.... so i did my usual stuff.... damn prepared.... and it was all good.... so i started off.... then he started going.... hey jalan cepat la.... and i thought.... okay this is normal.... THEN!!!! i reached the first roundabout.... i looked to my right.... i saw ONLY 1 car.... and he signaled that he was going to turn in to my side.... meaning if i go forward we won't meet.... so i decided.... okay it was clear.... lets go.... then.... my examiner.... suddenly pressed the brake in the middle of the roundabout.... and the car stopped.... being obviously puzzled.... i asked him.... why stop?.... he said.... you mesti bagi priority kepada kenderaan dari sebelah kanan.... and i looked to my right.... WTF NO CAR AT ALL.... the earlier car already went off.... not even near my car.... and being completely in shock of the stupidity of the examiner.... okay.... since he said wait.... lets wait.... so i sat there with him.... waiting for a KENDERAAN to come.... which took some time.... then finally.... one motorcycle came and slowly maneuvered across where i was.... cause i was in the middle of the roundabout.... HE BRAKED FOR NO stupid reason..... okay.... then after the motor went off.... he said jalan.... and wtf i thought.... never mind.... i just wanna finish this stupid thing.... then.... since i wanted to turn to the 3 o clock side.... when i reached the 12 o clock side.... i signaled left.... since i was in the inner road.... and i saw a car coming out from the 9 o clock side.... quite far behind me.... and then!!! out of sudden.... my examiner went.... OIIIIII KERETA DATANG DARI KIRI!!! CEPAT!!! PUSING KANAN PUSING KANAN!!!!.... and i was like WTF?.... and decided.... this stupid fella ask me turn.... so i turn la.... then.... it happened.... i was already in the inner lane.... and he asked me to turn RIGHT!!!.... and bam my tyre TOUCHed the middle divider.... and he looked kinda like yay kind of look.... =.=.... and being in the inner side of the road.... he looked at me.... for some time.... and i was thinking.... hey.... YOU ASKED ME TO.... wtf?.... then.... when he was starring at me.... there were cars passing by using the roundabout.... and then.... suddenly.... he opened the door.... the the door swung right to the middle of the road and he walked out AT THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD!!!....and asked me to get down.... and i was like.... WTF?.... who's the one being dangerous NOW????....

i told all these to my driving instructor after that.... and he was like WTF?.... HOW CAN THAT EXAMINER DO THAT?.... and he got REALLY pissed.... and he said.... well.... i got that examiner.... really tough luck....

y'know.... now i truly understand.... that some examiners are really painting $$ on their faces.... just because i didn't want to play the easy way by giving the cash.... IS THIS WHAT I DESERVE?.... WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

worse of all.... since as i mentioned earlier.... there were only 6 examiners and it was getting late.... coupled by the fact that i was chosen to go last for driving test.... wtf he really couldn't wait to go home.... WTF is wrong!?!?!?!?!?? okay honestly.... I'm so pissed now i'm willing to take Michelle's shotgun that day and shoot off that examiner's head....

damn crap la i tell you.... haih.... rasuah.... rasuah..... is it wrong to not embrace you?.... haih.... btw.... today i messaged a few people.... and erm.... Rohit's credit ran out.... Mich somehow became silent.... Shereena replied me wishing me good luck.... well thanks but i got a @#$$% examiner.... and my cousin was busy so he didn't reply.... and i sat there.... for 5 hours.... not being able to go anywhere.... not being able to do anything.... y'know the torture of the fact that you cannot do anything?.... haih.... i really should've tried talking to the others.... and i thought it wasn't needed.... haih....

btw.... today.... according to some.... Pn.Mahani's mood was good O_o.... well well.... nice.... her face and expressions when she's in good mood really enlightens the class.... really cool....

i also heard that the Physics paper was given back.... thats all =.=.... i know Jia Shen's results but thats all.... and i also heard Michelle got the highest?.... OMG 2nd subject.... sifu ar sifu.... heard it was 42/50 or something like that.... O_o.... sifu ar.... =.=....

and nothing much was heard.... i don't know.... these 2 happenings are all i get when i ask for today's happenings.... even worse.... sifu not even replying....

Jia Shen going for test tomorrow.... hope he does well.... actually the part which cannot be rasuah-ed i did perfectly well.... and the part that can.... they really kill me.... for no proper reason other than "THAT" and "THAT" =.=.... well at least the part that Jia Shen failed and is re-taking is un-rasuah-able.... so it all depends on luck and skill.... good luck man!...

aaaaahhhhhhh

2008-04-28T17:48:00.004+08:00

errr....... okay for this post.... i wanna talk about Vincent first.... oh my gosh.... he was really studying SOOOO hardworking this morning!!!!!!!!.... really first time see..... really studying and understanding the questions and answers..... and asking questions whenever he didn't understand.... damn cool.... you know.... you should keep this up sometimes.... O_o....

Anyway.... i can't help but say.... OMG MICHELLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... Sifu.... spec. math insanely superb.... as in.... INSANELY superb omg.... i just passed.... at 52 marks.... and i thought i failed O_o.... and Michelle got 74!!!!.... omg sifu.... =.=....

anyway.... today so many people skipped class.... zzzz.... damn no comment la.... haih.... guess what.... when Mr.Woon first came in.... there were only 4 of us there.... zzzz.... he was like WA? where's the whole class?.... then later Shem and Pavi came into class.... and Mr.Woon decided bah its getting really late.... lets just start class.... y'know.... when you really pay attention to what he's teaching.... you really can understand very well O_o..... damn.... i gotta blame myself for my marks.... omg sucks.... gotta learn from sifu.... always listen to Mr.Woon.... okay.... sifu lesson number 1.... listen to Mr.Woon teach.... gotta learn that....

well well.... guess what.... we were all like... huh???.... really so empty the class.... and I was like... HUH?.... sifu also ponteng?.... Mr.Woon also asked.... and guess what.... at about 15 minutes later.... whole gang came into class =.=.... y'know what?.... whole gang go cc play omg.... and waaaa....syitah and SIFU played too.... omg from what i heard.... seems sifu also sifu in cs.... scary.... 3v1 sifu kill all O_o.... Siew Yung on the other hand went back home to sleep.... and complained that since only the few of us were in class.... she shouldn't have woke up so early =.=....

anyway.... today.... i got called out for chem work.... and erm.... OMG.... i did the question my own way and got bombarded by Pn.Mahani.... aaah.... everything was correct but i didn't follow her format.... big cross =.=.... Sean thought i was wrong.... and tried doing it his way.... but ended up i was right.... O-o.... so i decided to redeem for my stupidity and corrected it =D.... sifu looked so happy today O_o.... wonder what happened.... or maybe its just sifu being sifu lol.... sifu so happy.... maybe i should join the fun O_o.... but how ar?.... O-o.... its like damn hard to talk to sifu haha....i sucks =P....

and erm... Brandon!!!! stop cabal-ing la!!!! you're killing yourself.... work not done.... slacking in stuffs.... don't be Felix number 2.... (Felix i hope you get my point too, don't let history repeat itself please...)

Btw, tomorrow is my driving final test!!!!..... aaaahhhhh scaring me now.... tomorrow I'll not be in class.... hope things go well O_o.... will be back on Wednesday so c ya all then....

my.... my.....

2008-04-27T17:09:00.004+08:00

wow i tell you.... so many people went to watch movie yesterday.... aaaaaahhhhh.... okay this is outdated stuff lol......

and erm.... omg.... suddenly.... the c boxes in the few of us's blog are getting lively lol..... cool-ness..... especially erm.... mich's.... lol....

hmmm....anyway.... today after my weekly badminton game with my parents.... we went to Summit USJ..... and guess what..... there was a hip hop competition.... oh you should've seen the way they danced..... but then again.... it also was kinda disappointing.... I've seen a lot better.... well erm.... so much talk but i don't even know how to hip hop lol.... damn.... gotta go learn =/.... omg i can't imagine how i would be like doing so.... shit.....

and i DON'T HAVE A GF LA.... well..... erm..... if only i have.... oh well.... i guess.... i suck too badly after all haha.... have 0 skill in these kinda stuff O_o.... shit la.... =.=

and erm.... damn la.... you know i really enjoy singing.... i always give my full and all out when i do so.... and by myself.... I've been trying to raise the limit of my voice.... well you know... my voice IS kinda deep.... I've even been called as my grand uncle when i picked up the phone one day omg.... and OMG?.... recently.... my voice started losing its grip.... wth man.... I can hardly sing like how i used to anymore.... Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo I need to start practicing again..... crap la....

EDIT: OMG LA........ my phone gone again...... noooooooooooooooooo

lets leave the past and move on......

2008-04-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

hey hey.... past times.... are past time.... lets move on.... i hope things get better.... and if possible.... I'll make things better....

today i realised hey.... soooooo many people went to have fun today.... and O_o.... studying I was.... shit haha.... damn i need a life.... though it was fun going out for study groups :D....

seems the coming thursday is a holiday eh?.... O_o.... wonder what I'm gonna do on that day.... hmm....

Anyway.... tomorrow is Math CT2 and Tuesday will be my driving final test :D.... lets hope and pray that i pass :D

y'know.... sometimes not thinking about stuffs just for a moment really helps.... though just for the moment....

Its.......like having a sailboat in the middle of the sea..... waiting for the winds to move you..... but the wind never comes....

2008-04-25T15:52:00.012+08:00

you know.... today.... we had a scholarship presenting ceremony sort of thing....okay you know what.... i don't wanna talk about it.... it kills.... not only because it was boring.... but.... haih....

ya know.... today I got scolded by Ms.Phua my physics lecturer.... because we were "late" by 5 minutes.... when all our watches and handphones showed we were 1-2 minutes before time.... =.=.... but i don't blame Ms.Phua.... she's following her clock.... thats understandable.... and she as a lecturer needs to clarify things and not just... oh okay you're late go sit.... thats wrong.... anyway.... I'll have to move in earlier into class next time.... sorry Ms.Phua....

okay.... y'know....I realised.... Michelle isn't getting quiet after all.... sorry.... anyway.... its just me i guess.... or maybe it's just to me.... oh well....and btw, Michelle wore a dress today.... smart formal for the ceremony O_o.... seems she really dislikes wearing dresses.... forced to.... well.... she really doesn't look bad at all in it.... indeed looks quite nice.... O_o....

y'know.... I realise.... that i really cannot talk much.... or rather.... can hardly even talk to the someone....I guess what happened really did affect how things were after all.... I'm afraid.... what I've dreaded the most has come to me.... does things always have to happen like this?.... or is it only happening to me.... I just wanted to share what i was thinking of.... and after all this.... things ended up like this.... to be avoided.... to be ignored.... to be invisible to the eye.... to be turned away from every time you get close.... and to be like nothing at all.... and not be taken notice of at all.... is this really going to be the result?.... is this what I'm going to get?.... is this going to be like this?.... is it really wrong for me to share what i was thinking?.... just because of that.... do i deserve to be like this?.... do I??? DO I???.... it feels as if.... you opened a door.... hoping to find light on the other end.... but.... you end up finding nothing on the other end.... and the door shuts and closes behind you.... and you're left there.... on the other end.... with nothing at all....

is this just going to be another case.... where what I've come to share with others is going to create that wall in between.... is this going to be another case.... where what I've come to share with others only causes the bridge between to collapse and can never be built back?.... is this.... going to be the reason....for the 2 islands just side to side to drift so far apart....will this eventually end up as a pit hole waiting at the end?....Its so difficult.... to even start picking up bricks to build that bridge back because the other side makes sure that your bricks keep cracking and breaking apart.... its so difficult.... as when you try to pull yourself out from the pit hole....the someone pushes you into it.... its so difficult.... as the islands get closer to each other again.... they break into smaller pieces and drift away.... some of them.... never to be seen.... never to be heard.... and will never come back....

i tried this.... i tried that.... but every time i do so.... it not only shuts the door I'm trying to open.... but the door behind me closes as well.... i know very well that sometimes.... things are better left untold and untouched....as it can be poisonous.... but yet.... if you don't touch it.... you're burnt instead....

i really hope something....someone....or anything....will see this and guide me through the dark cave I'm in.... i hope that somehow.... the wall can be broken down.... the bridges return and stand strong.... the 2 islands come back together again....and the pit hole that awaits closes.... and i hope all these happens.... before anything serious happens.... before the very cave i'm in.... collapses.....

aaaah crap pants....

2008-04-24T16:11:00.005+08:00

Bah... what a pants i wore today....got said to look horrible with those.... aaahhhh....... bad idea bad idea..... =/

anyway....today Vincent didn't spike his hair!!! OMG!?.... okay he said he had no time =.=....

Okay.... it may just be me.... but Michelle has been a lot more quiet....is it stress?.... is it problem?...or is it just me?.... oh man.... I hope it wasn't because of the past 2 nights and yesterday.... really sorry.... please don't give me that attitude.... please don't....

hmm.... today i managed to find the proper answer for DI model B... YAY...... and i managed to answer the questions except the last one... awww i think i got that wrong...

physics CT was okay okay.... not too bad after all....after the test... we had 2 hours break... O_o! well well.... and i thought i could talk to someone about some stuff as it really broke off abruptly.... and I really really really don't want my worst fear to come true.... and then i realise that the someone isn't somewhere i can simply go to like AC or some shop....haih...

actually.....just talked to Ernest for a long time......and talking about the things we were talking about.... its really....... haih....... I can blame myself for everything.......but nothing will be cured.......

anyway thanks Ernest for hearing me out.... thoughts.....always thoughts.....we talked about the special someone..... and talked on many other stuffs..... how i wish this could be openly told to others.... and just to share all these thoughts....haih.... Michelle.... Michelle....

sometimes i wonder......why do i have this "feelings copying" thingy?...... why am i the one who has to bare all the thoughts and can't do a thing to clarify things?....haih.......

I guess its a phase as many said.... i guess I should give myself some time.... to think things out.... and..... hopefully.... one day.... something or someone.... will enlighten all these....

You know.... its really hard to tell what i wanna tell.... and every time i really do tell something to someone.... it always causes something else.... ever since I talked to someone.... it seems to have created an invisible boundary.... its getting really hard to wanna say anymore of what I'm thinking of.... i guess these thoughts will have to be my burden.....

honestly.... i hate being emo.... and i try my best to conceal it every time i go to college.... or meet others.... but you know.... its tough.... and every time i spill something.... someone distances away.... or something else i really don't want to happen happens....

Its like.... the someone don't really bother anymore.... don't really want to know you.... just the "okay i know you and thats enough" kind of thing.... when i was just telling what i really wanted to say.... its hurtful to have such a thing happening.... i guess its all about learning.... improving.... and after-school life huh..... many said its a phase.... fine.... but how long will I endure.... its difficult to determine....

just remember this.... I'm not emo.... i just want a place to tell what I'm feeling....or at least the part that can be shared....thats why I've written all these in my blog.... for the others.... lets just try to keep them in the vault.... locked deep inside my mind.... with the keys vanished.... yet sometimes.... i feel.... the locked door is coming apart....

Unavailable...... i see.........haih........

2008-04-23T17:17:00.004+08:00

aaahh.... I'm really glad.... to have told dear someone what i wanted to tell.... finally it is over....

Michelle... thank you very much for clarifying things.... and helping me out too.... i now understand.... how things are and roughly what to do.... it has been an issue so tormenting that now that it is cleared.... i feel kinda relieved....

I truly hope that this will not be a distance builder.... but build and strengthen the friendship stronger than before.... Michelle.... no matter how many times i say thank you.....I'll need to say it again.... thank you.....

Worry not....I will still join ya guys in ya gang.... and still.... hopefully....would have spent and will spend enough time with the other gang too....this is something I'll try my best to accomplish....

I guess emo-ism is after all not my cup of tea..... I should start getting hold of myself and bring forth the new me that I'll develop....and this will hopefully bring back the good times and the bad times will die away.... it is time... for me to realize....its time.... for me to start anew...

Today... it is Jia Shen's birthday....HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!..... I've kept those words till now.... keeping the best for the last.... just you watch.... tonight's dinner will be one hell of a dinner.... if i manage to break from the egg.... I'll try my best....

The happiness in my fellow S9 mates today shall be one I'll have to learn to enjoy.... and treasure.... Michelle's smile.... and laughter....how dear those were.... Vincent's huh i dunno who how where....yet amusing-ness.... Rohit's "in my underwear" theory....Ernest's ya hahaha method.... Jia Shen's crap blabbering.... and many more....

I guess I really am thinking too much after all.... I shall let the pieces fall into the puzzle.... and see hows things go.... my Special thanks to Michelle for helping me realize this....and credit to the rest of you too.... thank you guys.... I've really been stupid to be what i have been.... thank you.....really thank you....

Anyway.... lazy-ism is something I WILL combat and overcome.... tomorrow will be the Physics Common Test 2.... and I will not screw this up.... lets bring back the me.... many knew some time ago.... lets bring back the me.... that was joyful...that was someone you thought had long been gone.... that was almost never sick and tired.... that was always having fun....

Thank you........

Another day goes by...

2008-04-22T23:27:00.003+08:00

how nervous i was... to finally have some time to just chat and talk to the someone... its just... i just somehow cannot much talk even when we meet... maybe it is the weird feeling thingy again... but anyway... i looked forward to it... and instead of being a jerk the last time... i decided to get on earlier this time... instead of having someone wait for me... I'll return by doing the other way round... but in the end... it didn't proceed.... seriously it is okay... there were some stuffs that even i consider dear to do and was inevitable... oh well... guess there will have to be a next time...hopefully...because i really don't know why... silence automatically come to me.... I just can't find proper words to say... why?... and why... haih...

later... Ernest called up... to check on how I was... yeah it all sounded cool on the phone... where he reminded me of someone when he kept saying Parker Parker...then later Vincent, Rohit and Cherly talked to me too in msn... and many concerns i previously had got momentarily pushed aside... and it felt a lot better....thanks guys....

Anyway... hopefully things get better as days go by...dreams... visions...hopes... these are what i hope come true...

Gotta do my homework now.... I don't want to give excuses of this and that every time i fail to do my work... I've come to start developing this attitude and this mustn't persist...I'll correct this... slowly... and hopefully steadily...I'll understand myself that much more and be able to know what's going on within me....