Friday, October 10, 2008

Haih..... should i have went?

y'know.... the week after the break has been one that tests the mental strength.... the internal marks and the trials marks have been revealed.... i don't know.... did i do sufficient?....

let me begin with some stuffs that occurred.... on the day back then when we went to Sunway Lagoon.... i actually personally witnessed a snatch thief event.... the guy ran across the road.... through the busy traffic.... escaping from deep police and guards pursue.... (there was a police station just near Pyramid).... gosh that guy was weird.... i mean.... common sense tells you that when you snatch someone's stuff.... you'll try to run.... then blend into the crowd or whatever to prevent being caught.... but this guy.... wore bright RED coloured shirt.... and was carrying the purse in the open.... wow.... eventually he got caught.... and bam his 3 police locked him with hand-cuffs.... so much for the Hari Raya snatching....

oh yes.... talking about being caught.... guess what Vincent, Michelle, and gang got caught watching in class few days back =P.... Mr.Woon was hilarious....

in addition.... this morning when i was walking up to Taylor's from McDonald.... i witnessed some anger from a few guys standing outside a closed shop beside starbucks.... i can't know what they were saying but there was essence of deep anger in the conversation.... then suddenly.... one of the guy took his helmet (from his motorcycle) and slammed it to the closed shop's metal enclosure.... gosh it was loud.... god knows what happened....

now now.... it seems the group of my dear classmates went to Shogun (Pyramid) and they're probably still there now.... firstly.... my dearest apologies to my horrific decision not to attend the wonderful dinner.... y'know for me it had been.... "yeah lets go man.... a dinner together.... cool...." until.... i just casually told my mum on my plans for the night.... yes yes she did agree.... but from the look in her eyes.... i could tell.... there was some heavy hesitation.... yes yes i know its around Rm60.... and i knew it was quite pricey yet it was kinda worth it for the event.... yet.... from that moment.... i knew.... that i shouldn't go.... I'm being honest here.... i'll feel terribly bad if i really did spend this money.... i know i know.... this could very well be the last few S9 events as one again.... this i'm truly and badly wounded.... i'm like caught between 2 very difficult positions.... one is the obvious.... and the other my dear friends.... yet eventually.... i decided not to go.... so sorry guys.... i'll make it up.... the trip after trials MUST GO ON.... don't let it falter like the earlier trip planning again please....

damn it.... i feel so guilty now.... my sincere apologies.... yet if i DID go.... i would've felt terribly awful too.... wow.... this rocks....

y'know.... it despairs me to think of the coming inevitable truth.... yet.... i continue to deny it....

S9.... this word.... the precious one.... will soon.... haih....

y'know.... somehow.... over the past months.... it has been some awesome experience with you guys.... the memories.... the joy.... the laughter.... the sorrow.... the together-ness.... the everything.... i only have 2 words to say to all of you....

"thank you"....

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