Friday, October 10, 2008

Haih..... should i have went?

y'know.... the week after the break has been one that tests the mental strength.... the internal marks and the trials marks have been revealed.... i don't know.... did i do sufficient?....

let me begin with some stuffs that occurred.... on the day back then when we went to Sunway Lagoon.... i actually personally witnessed a snatch thief event.... the guy ran across the road.... through the busy traffic.... escaping from deep police and guards pursue.... (there was a police station just near Pyramid).... gosh that guy was weird.... i mean.... common sense tells you that when you snatch someone's stuff.... you'll try to run.... then blend into the crowd or whatever to prevent being caught.... but this guy.... wore bright RED coloured shirt.... and was carrying the purse in the open.... wow.... eventually he got caught.... and bam his 3 police locked him with hand-cuffs.... so much for the Hari Raya snatching....

oh yes.... talking about being caught.... guess what Vincent, Michelle, and gang got caught watching in class few days back =P.... Mr.Woon was hilarious....

in addition.... this morning when i was walking up to Taylor's from McDonald.... i witnessed some anger from a few guys standing outside a closed shop beside starbucks.... i can't know what they were saying but there was essence of deep anger in the conversation.... then suddenly.... one of the guy took his helmet (from his motorcycle) and slammed it to the closed shop's metal enclosure.... gosh it was loud.... god knows what happened....

now now.... it seems the group of my dear classmates went to Shogun (Pyramid) and they're probably still there now.... firstly.... my dearest apologies to my horrific decision not to attend the wonderful dinner.... y'know for me it had been.... "yeah lets go man.... a dinner together.... cool...." until.... i just casually told my mum on my plans for the night.... yes yes she did agree.... but from the look in her eyes.... i could tell.... there was some heavy hesitation.... yes yes i know its around Rm60.... and i knew it was quite pricey yet it was kinda worth it for the event.... yet.... from that moment.... i knew.... that i shouldn't go.... I'm being honest here.... i'll feel terribly bad if i really did spend this money.... i know i know.... this could very well be the last few S9 events as one again.... this i'm truly and badly wounded.... i'm like caught between 2 very difficult positions.... one is the obvious.... and the other my dear friends.... yet eventually.... i decided not to go.... so sorry guys.... i'll make it up.... the trip after trials MUST GO ON.... don't let it falter like the earlier trip planning again please....

damn it.... i feel so guilty now.... my sincere apologies.... yet if i DID go.... i would've felt terribly awful too.... wow.... this rocks....

y'know.... it despairs me to think of the coming inevitable truth.... yet.... i continue to deny it....

S9.... this word.... the precious one.... will soon.... haih....

y'know.... somehow.... over the past months.... it has been some awesome experience with you guys.... the memories.... the joy.... the laughter.... the sorrow.... the together-ness.... the everything.... i only have 2 words to say to all of you....

"thank you"....

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Who's birthday?.... Michelle's one!....

now now.... i dare say its one of those trips where i actually REMEMBERED to take one pictures.... =.=.... so yeah....

firstly, and erm.... though corny.... happy birthday Michelle.... and erm.... what was his name again.... Zafran was it.... as i just knew yesterday that it was his birthday too O_o.... though one day before....

now now.... cool stuffs happened.... as usual.... and i'll touch on a few :D....

pictionary was cool.... too bad i didn't join in =/....

now SURPRISINGLY.... the playground was cool =.=.... well the group of us which didn't join the pictionary game (beats me on why i didn't).... went out to the playground near the house.... oh my gosh.... it felt to weird =P....



that.... is Siew Yung (sorry my hand was shaking).... having fun rocking herself up and down and left and right and front and back and all over again.... =P.... too bad when Jia Shen tried he couldn't fit in it....

later.... we had a game of bluff outside her house.... where her dogs stayed too =D....



and gosh you really can't imagine how honest Daniel Moh is.... awesomely and terrifyingly dead honest....

later after the cake celebration.... we had a game of Mafia.... now that was cool.... the game was all about awareness and hideousness....

yet this game reminds me of another type of Mafia game I've came across before.... where is actually also very interesting....

here goes:

first the people will align themselves according to this diagram.... (i know i know my drawing sucks but at least it helps)(oh yes.... the pictures are kind of small and the words cannot be read so click on the image to make it larger)



then.... there will be a game master involved.... now everyone is required to close their eyes.... and the game master will walk in a circle.... around them.... while he is walking.... he'll choose 3 people to be the mafia.... and tap their shoulders to inform them.... (all this must be done without any sounds or the people beside the appointed mafia's will know its them)



now the gamemaster will announce that the next fella appointed is the doctor and repeats the process.... and then another time its the spy....

now i total of 5 people were appointed.... (3 mafia, 1 doctor, 1 spy).... these will be what happens....

the game will be turn based.... at the start of every round.... the 3 mafias would open their eyes.... and agree with each other on who the wanna kill by all looking at the person....



the gamemaster will now know who the mafias wish to kill.... and the mafias close their eyes.... next the doctor opens his eyes.... and choose one fella he wishes to heal.... (healing means.... if by the end of the turn.... the person chosen to be killed is healed also.... he doesn't die)....

next.... the spy chooses one person.... (the gamemaster will inform the spy only whether the person chosen is a mafia or not....)

then.... the turn starts.... the according to the results from the spy.... he'll try to convince the citizens that HE IS THE SPY.... and he found who is the mafia.... the citizens will have the authority to expel one person from the group after each turn.... may it be the doctor or the spy or the mafia or even other citizens.... everyone will vote and the person with the highest vote is kicked out....

so why wouldn't people all believe the spy?.... because they don't know WHO IS THE SPY.... so a mafia can say I AM THE SPY.... or whatever.... the game's objective is deception.... the key is DECEPTION!.... so by the end of the turn.... the gamemaster will remove the voted-out person and the killed person from the game *unless the doctor healed the person).... and the next turn continues.... the game ends when either all 3 mafias are voted out.... or the people left are less than the number of mafias left....

i know i know the game is complicated and hard to understand.... some of you might even be cursing me now for wasting your time.... but honestly that is a damn good game and you'll only know when you actually play it.... its all deception and the power to convince.... so scary....

well well.... back to the birthday.... I actually had a chance to see Michelle's wall of fame.... gosh.... so many signatures and all....



well.... after a very very very long thought.... i couldn't come up with some freaking awesome line so i decided to place something that just went across my mind.... but damn.... i should have done better.... why?.... because just as i was writing.... someone turned off the lights to see the ceiling stars and moon.... and my hand-writing was erm.... haih.... so anyway.... i should have written the sarcasm word bigger =.=.... well.... just to let you know.... yes you are the greatest gift =D.... don't get me wrong.... i know the consequences and i'm over it.... friendship is all that matters now :D....

well well.... on the other side of the matter.... holidays are coming to an end.... awww.... well i wish myself and all of you friends.... treasure this final holidays moments before the finals.... and good luck on your results eh?.... peace! =D

Thursday, October 2, 2008

if i really was smarter..... would it have been nicer?

Well.... well.... firstly lets catch up where i left off.... TRIALS HAHAHAHAHAHA....

BEHOLD! the amazing story of the trials:

*confident --> quite good --> not bad --> oh my god --> literally.... fried....*

haih.... honestly it was like going soooo well.... and BAM gone... woohoo....

can you imagine?.... er even had a study group just before the exams.... ugh....

ANYWAY.... ITS BLARDY OVER.... so lets skip that....

oh yes.... after the PAINFUL spec math paper.... guess where we went....

this? that? sure? no? come on!?

okay you got it.... its....







yes you got it.... Sunway Lagoon!!!.... oh my god its been like some time since i've been there....

lets see.... IMMEDIATELY after the trials we went straight there.... cool eh?....

we have.... Michelle, Siew Yung, Vincent, Ken, Yong shen, Wei Xiang and friend, Daniel, Wei Ping, Audrey, Masyitah, Seng Huei, Chee Xun and girlfriend, and ME!....

its was quite a hassle beforehand but eventually everything was smooth sailing....

though i must admit.... thanks Vincent....

so well.... the holidays came.... and spent my whole holidays doing absolutely nothing.... I ROCK.... wth.... a bit sad.... y'know.... having the trials just over and the week of holidays.... gosh....

anyway.... so today.... was Wei Ping's house warming....

3 storeys high!.... okay i know its nothing special to some of you but man.... it is something....

anyway.... Ken brought his Nintendo Wii there.... and the whole group of us were in the room.... watching the players go absolutely mad.... *note the Vincent vs Yong Shen literal fighting game* lol.... and while some were playing.... the rest were having fun behind there taking pictures.... oh well....

anyway.... Shereena had to go back at 9.30 so we eventually left as I was the one fetching.... as a result.... Teck Wei had to go home too.... so well well.... hope you guys there had fun!....

oh yes.... the moment i came back.... there was this Singaporean movie that my parents was watching.... called....







yep.... its Just Follow Law.... the story goes that a very brutish poor employee male, Lim Teng Zui (Gurmit Singh, or better known as Phua Chu Kang) had a car accident with his rich upper class director female, Tanya, and they switched bodies/souls.... which leads to an awful lots of disruption and eventually.... it was quite a nice ending.... indeed cool....

well well.... seems something is coming up the coming weekend.... and i better prepare for it.... =D

maybe i should take "get smarter classes" =/....

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Guess what happened..... =D

I've honestly really finally really seriously undeniably unimaginably unpredictably ugh.... what other word?.... CUT MY NAIL HAHAHAHA.... okay this is so lame =.=....



anyway.... this opening of a new path has denied me of many actions while enabling that much more other actions as well.... oh gawd.... i'm looking forward to typing sms on the phone =D

y'know.... with this.... it brings me back to the memories.... its still clear in my mind how S9 first went out to pyramid.... to watch movie and have fun.... then eventually went to Subway to have our meal.... and then to the entire planning of our class trip to an island.... too bad it failed.... then to the everyday happenings.... jokes.... laughters.... lame-ness.... stupidity.... everything in one package.... the teacher's day with Shem's awesome speech.... the karaoke outing which I'm still trying to forget.... (one more time please?).... everything.... it feels.... as if it has just happened just some time ago.... it feels as if.... we're still in the midst of May/June.... where we were just getting the hang of stuffs....

yet.... when you open your eyes.... you face the true reality.... it is the mid of September now.... trials is just that blink of an eye away.... finals coming thereafter.... and the sad truth.... the byes and emotions.... and then comes the dead-end.... haih.... time.... couldn't you just waited for me?....

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Ugh.... my neck....

guess what has happened to my terribly-lazy-to-cut-nail?....



its.... its.... g.... g.... o.... o.... n.... n.... e.... e.... SOON.... it shall be removed soon.... actually I can't believe my insanely-lazy-ism on this matter.... absurd as it may sound.... bizarre as it may be.... it wasn't my intention =.=.... anyhow.... it shall be removed....

and guess what.... I INJURED MY NECK.... WTH!?.... it hurts so badly every time i move my head.... it has been causing so much inconvenience and most terribly.... PAIN.... for everything that i do.... even having my breakfast was anything but easy.... bathing was awful.... damn it.... trials is coming next week.... I really hope it gets better....

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

We meet again.....

fuh.... the pass days have been quite something man.... moving here going there.... taking this seat taking that test.... again.... fuh.... but it still isn't over....

now now.... to catch up with some stuffs.... take a look at these....





both were taken during our physics presentation.... one simple word for both of them.... *speechless*....

now now.... take a look at this....





guess where this was taken.... Japan?.... Korea?.... NO dudes.... ITS MALAYSIA.... USJ 12 to be exact.... i came across this tree about 3 weeks back a think.... shocked me O_o....

now.... this....



can you guess where was this taken from? hm? hm? hm?

yes? no?

probably yes.... kinda obvious =.=.... but hey never knew snow washing for my car could have such faces too O_o....

well well.... lets see.... last friday we had another badminton session again.... aaah.... how i missed such a session.... it has been quite some time O_o.... this time Teck Wei decided to follow us.... and a whole big group of Mich, Vin friends.... booked 4 courts that day.... phew....

eventually when everything was over.... I stood back there.... now that everyone else has went back home.... it gave me sometime to just sit by the bench outside the badminton court.... and re-think.... what the hell was i doing and thinking all this time?.... I.... have been.... doing.... absolutely.... nothing....

I just float around.... hoping for things to happen.... yet.... nothing ever does.... and I have myself to blame for that.... wanderer you may call.... or maybe even a hermit in the sea of thoughts.... yet.... its all thoughts and no action.... so what have i been doing?.... nothing....

with this.... it is easy to understand and comprehend.... why this?.... why that?.... y'know what.... its time to slap myself in the face.... to finally realise.... WTH have i been doing.... and now face the consequences.... and the fact.... that now.... I have to move on.... and leave the bitter moments behind me.... it was I who started it.... it was I who developed it.... it was I who spoilt it.... and it shall be I who deal with it.... "dude.... come back to your senses.... its over...."





Y'know.... last Saturday.... the group of us went to watch this movie.... namely.... Money No Enough II (note: I did NOT get the spelling wrong) btw.... here is the trailer for the movie....



okay this is a short review on the movie.... firstly.... don't expect it to be like any western movie.... its a SINGAPORE movie aight?.... hmm.... well.... there are some parts which were really hilarious.... but there are some parts in the movie which are in hokkien.... O_o.... and then.... theres.... the really touching parts.... the kind of sad that makes you feel for the person.... makes you weak when you think of it.... makes you just think of it yourself.... and really appreciate it.... honest.... some parts were beyond touching.... some people among us cried too.... shocked me at first to see them shedding tears.... but i soon came to realise the reason why....

by the way.... i seem to have some kind of mad liking for cats.... and look at what i found in My Place a few days back.... its SOOOO small.... and omg soooo damn cute.... (shit wth.... i sound so gay) but i can't deny that i really like them =.=....





by the way.... to conclude.... guess what i managed to take on Monday?....



And i asked him.... "errr Sean.... what are you doing?"

He answered.... "CHICKEN WINGS!!!"





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Thursday, September 4, 2008

Giving up?..... its almost time to face the fact....

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,


What about now?