firstly.... i wanna show you guys this.... *hint: ever thought of a cat that looks like a mouse?*
hmm hmm.... the brown cat was SOOOOo mini sized.... you can't tell from here but it really was tiny.... interesting =D....
lets see.... i can't really remember where i left off.... but let me start from.... erm.... yesterday.... you see.... spec math is getting really interesting lately.... the lines here and there.... the participation in class.... and the work itself.... cool cool.... just plain cool :D.... but Mr.Woon seemed to care less about those who didn't wanna listen.... shocked me.... that he said so casually for those who do not wish to listen to just walk out.... and with permission.... he almost made it sound like a joke.... O_o.... anyway.... Spec math CT3 is just around the corner.... gotta start bucking up.... damn....
you see.... there was a talk on "safety" and "responsibility".... it is not a very unusual talk.... but the speaker was quite open.... which was quite surprising.... and yes the hall had quite some mad laughters.... especially when he touches on Ms.Ong.... poor lecturer.... i wonder who's that O_o.... Ken on the other hand.... was SOOOoooooo completely blur.... and was like.... eh whats that? *points*.... or HAhahaha now i know what that is!.... okay wait these aren't good examples =/.... but anyway.... Rohit too had a mad laugh.... Shem on the other hand was taking this so seriously.... like he's trying to learn from a lecture O_o.... he even took down notes on the speech.... wow Shem.... O_o....
so what was the talk for? Simple.... to prevent something like THIS happening....
well I was trying to take a quick snap and didn't allow the camera to focus first.... so everything else other than the red stuff is quite blur indeed =/.... so sorry.... if only it weren't blur....
last night some of us S9 started talking crap on msn.... and we shared some riddles here and there.... and guess what.... team Ichiban took one of the riddles I asked them for fun for their game show =.=....
anyway.... emotion as defined by wikipedia.... "An emotion is a mental and physiological state associated with a wide variety of feelings, thoughts, and behaviours. It is a prime determinant of the sense of subjective well-being and appears to play a central role in many human activities. To begin, many researchers distinguish feeling and emotion, where feeling refers to the subjective experience of the emotion. Some believe that emotions can occur unconsciously, and hence that emotion is a more general phenomenon than its subjective feeling. Feelings may also more narrowly refer to the experience of bodily changes.
A second distinction focuses on the difference between the emotion and the cause of the emotion. For example do we say that thoughts about a loved one cause the emotion of love or that these thoughts are part of the emotion? One way to resolve this issue is to see whether the emotion can occur independently of these thoughts. Thus, thoughts about a particular person or situation could not be part of the emotion of love, since one can experience the same emotion about many other things."
you see....its really weird.... sometimes you just wish that nothing had ever happened and everything is back to the way is WAS.... where you could just 'happy go lucky'.... now.... its weird.... its like.... things are already at this point.... where the gravity of the situation is now obvious.... and now that the stairs have fallen and you can't go back to the way it was.... WHAT SHOULD ONE DO?.... WHAT.... WHAT WHAT?.... should one just go another way?.... and forgo what he wanted so much.... or should he try his best to use his bare hands to climb the steep walls.... even if the walls are filled with thorns that just makes you wanna just give up?.... I really don't know.... its like.... should you pursue and and endure the pain of climbing the thorned wall?.... How do you know what to do.... how to you know which decision is the right one.... so want to return to where you were but the person there keep pushing you away.... not wanting things to return.... or should you just walk another path totally?.... or simply.... should you just forgo your longing and just be a wall beside that sharp wall.... being the sharp wall's good friend.... but will never be able to climb that sharp wall again to reach your goal?....
I don't know.... if only there was an indication.... someone please tell me.... what should be done.... just the slightest indication will do.... no matter how it goes.... i fully understand why.... yet.... i'm stalling beside the cliff.... wondering whether i should just walk back home and move another path.... someone please enlighten me.... give me the determinant.... and allow me to finally move again.... its so freaking tough.... not knowing what to do.... and it keeps dragging on without any sort of hint as to which path i shall proceed with....
bah.... I guess I'll never understand.... the immaturity.... the stupidity.... tch.... of actions that never should've been taken.... oh well.... allow me to once again fall back to my music.... as i can scream as I please.... and once again bring some light to my already zombie-fied life....
Anyway.... I'll look forward to tomorrow's badminton game.... its the next "class outing" and lets all hopefully have fun.... tch.... bah.... a singing trip.... anyone? I think i really need one....
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