Mid-terms.... ugh....

how i so wish to blog today =/.... but mid-term is getting in my head.... and i better get off to study my chemistry now.... wish me luck! =D....

Waaaaa Thomas Cup.....

whoa yesterday was one hell of a badminton game finals.... for those who watched and understood what i meant.... ugh....

anyway.... allow me to elaborate.... though just a bit.... the first line-up was the 1st seed, Lin Dan from China against the 10th seed, Park Seung Hyun from Korea.... the first game, Park completely trashed Lin Dan with a 21-10 victory.... and yeah cool.... 2nd match was slightly different.... with Lin Dan coming back into action.... gosh it was a close fight.... but Lin Dan eventually wrapped that up with him being the victor.... whoa.... and forced a rubber match.... and the final game.... Park got trashed instead.... with 21-11 if i remember correctly.... and with that earning China the victory for the first match.... damn.... somehow i so wanted Park to win.... its just the instinctive feeling.... but aww man.... =/....

anyway.... the 2nd match was Korea's first doubles team ( Jung something something and Lee Yung Dae).... vs China's top doubles (Fu Hai Feng and Cai Yun).... these 2 teams with the Indonesian pair.... these 3 are the top 3 seed in the world!!!.... gosh this was expected to be interesting.... and HELL.... IT WAS!.... btw.... Lee Yung Dae is only 19 years old.... Fu Hai Feng on the other hand.... broke the world record in 2005 for the fastest smash ever delivered.... at 332 km/h.... as fast or maybe even faster than the F1 cars!!!.... these days most people smash full power at around 250-275 km/h only.... imagine that power.... but anyway.... it was a CLOSE match.... indeed very close.... indescribable.... so anyway Korea won that match.... leaving the match points to be China 1 - Korea 1....

then came the 3rd match.... 3rd seed, Bao Chun Lai vs 9th seed i think, Lee Hyun Ill.... or something like that.... anyway.... another superbly close match.... with the first game barely won by Bao Chun Lai at 27-25.... oh my gosh.... i guess after that first match.... Lee Hyun Ill was battered and mentally beaten.... and he lost the 2nd game with countless errors.... so that made the China 2 - Korea 1

now it was up to the 2nd doubles.... with Korea's 8th seed (dunno who and dunno what.... sorry i forgot) and China's 9th seed,(something something Bo and dunno what something).... the first match got completely owned by the Chinese pair.... O_O!.... then came the Koreans back again in the 2nd match.... and THEN!!!.... the inevitable happened....

I was too tired to continue watching the match.... and eventually i lost to the drowsiness.... and ended up falling into a deep slumber.... HAHA.... SUPER ANTI-CLIMAX.... LOL!!!.... anyway.... I'll try to find out the scores from yesterday.... well.... at least i knew the scores.... lol....

Mid-terms.....

bah.... sorry for the GREAT lack of updates lately.... was into the mid-term exam thingy....

well well.... firstly.... I'm glad to know I wasn't disliked or hated because of my stupidity.... cool.... now at least i can focus.... so thats what friends are there for.... they help you.... you help them out.... glad to know this.... and hey.... its time to FOCUS on my mid-term man....

tough it has been.... temptations here..... temptations there.... ugh.... focus.... OI I SAY FOCUS.... okay okay.... so I'll focus on my mid-term.... bah.... first day consists of Specialist Mathematics and Mathemetics.... 2 subjects.... 2 papers each.... that means 4 papers.... and 2 hours 5 minutes each subject.... ugh.... 1 hour for each paper and 5 minutes reading time..... bah.... why do i even bother about these details?....

study group it has been yesterday.... i started going through the Spec. math pass year papers.... and.... and.... and.... i only have a few things to say.... OMG WHAT THE HELL!!!!.... i hardly knew how to deal with the puzzling questions.... they were all like so misleading and so confusing.... ugh.... i REALLY need to buck up.... but i was glad to help out the rest yesterday.... y'know.... somehow i really enjoy teaching others.... it just feels nice to help people out.... i don't know.... maybe I'm the only weird one....

anyway.... so after yesterday's ordeal.... Cherly called for another study group today.... and guess what.... when i knew of the time.... I was already leaving for my weekly family badminton game.... oh my gosh.... so i had to pass.... and ugh.... i will need to study by my own.... haih.....

so today during the badminton game.... it all went well.... until the singles game i had with my cousin.... tch.... I planned so much and so detailedly.... yet it turns out the other way round.... damn pissed.... why.... you ask?.... because i knew that he will tire out very fast.... so i played around the court.... forcing him to run here and run there.... and true enough.... he really was tired after a while.... so i knew.... great.... now its time for me to relax.... and i knew.... that i can let go this first game.... because i SURE win the next 2 games.... though it would be nice to win this game too though.... but i ended up losing that game.... well it was okay.... cause i knew it was time to own.... lost 25-27.... but i knew.... after i relaxed and recovered my energy while tiring him out.... it was TIME.... then guess what.... he said one game enough.... no 2nd game.... and OMG WTF?.... okay.... =.=.... sien....

so so.... I've been catching up on the recent Thomas and Uber cups.... it was mostly not interesting during the preliminary and quarter finals.... UNTIL.... it came to the semifinals.... gosh it was SOOOoooo interesting.... and Malaysia just barely lost against China in the Thomas cup.... oh talking about that.... for those who don't already know.... Thomas cup is for the men and Uber cup is for the women.... Indonesia(the host) also lost to the Koreans for the other Thomas cup semifinals.... so close.... for the Uber cup.... yesterday it was the finals.... i watched it.... and wow.... China played well.... and eventually won the Uber cup.... again.... lol.... if i didn't remember wrongly.... thats 7 times in a row.... so today later at 7pm (+8GMT).... there will be the Thomas cup men finals.... China vs Korea.... gonna be really interesting.... by the way.... just to share the information.... China has never failed to enter the finals ever since 1984.... O_O!.... i hope i don't have to miss the coming exciting finals to study.... ugh....

aaah btw.... the handphone thingy is frustrating =.=.... really is.... haih.... guess i really do suck in these kinds of thing =.=....

oh yeah.... talking about driving.... I'll be getting my P license on Tuesday.... Woohoo!.... who wants a ride.... haha.... better wear armour first.... you might.... just might.... regret it =P....

finally.... I'll have to apologize again for the lack of updates recently.... mid-terms.... HERE I COME!

woohoo!!!! passed my driving....

oh yeah man.... today i passed my driving test.... aaaah so happy.... can literally run 3 circles and jump 3 feet high.... okay thats not a very good metaphor....

anyway.... so after i passed my test.... i went back to college.... right after break i joined in.... and things went on as normal.... had quite some laughs with shereena and jia shen on the crap jokes.... hell i tell you.... you wouldn't be able to stand it if you heard it.... totally hilarious....

well well.... things went on like this and like that.... though day after day I'm learning some things that i never knew about some people.... i don't know.... lets see how things go....

OH yeah.... after deeply considering about k770i and k800i.... its a dead-end again.... HAHAHAHAHA.... okay crap.... from what i know.... the major advantage of k770i over k800i is that k800i's joystick always has problems.... while the major disadvantage of it is that the k800i's camera WAY surpasses k770i's camera.... and now.... its like.... crap like.... and all back to square one.... haih.... anyway.... now that i told my mum about the pros and cons about each phone.... she said.... why not get a better one.... and i was like O_O.... so i thought of getting a k850i now.... HAHA.... it's 5 megapixel as far as i know.... O_o.... what so do you think about it? bah just a phone and I'm like sooooo lost in the variety of choices.... ugh....

today I've learnt lots.....

y'know.... all these hassle could've been saved.... and avoided.... and not even happen in the first place.... if i knew it earlier.... y'know.... all that was needed was 1 thing.... SAY SO.... haih.... but y'know what?.... at least now i understand.... its cool.... just cool....

but HEY.... i'm settling down for one of this 2 phones.... k770i and k800i.... from what i've heard.... k770i looks better and is easier to use and all round good.... but yet the k880i's camera quality surpases k770i's camera quality.... aww man.... which one you guys recommend?

oh yeah.... the next 2 days.... Tuesday and Wednesday.... I'll not be going to class from the start.... I'll probably skip a few classes earlier on as tomorrow I'll have my @#$*5 driving test AGAIN.... and wednesday I'll have my visa application.... have to go to the embassy =/.... so well.... keep me updated on the coming day's happenings okay?.... please?

y'know what?.... Its MAMA day..... yeah~!

mama day.... mama day.... mama =D.... (btw ken this isn't the mama you always talk about)

well well.... its Mother's Day!!! gonna go out to celebrate it with my mum now.... so i'm rushing this.... cool-ness =D.... guys don't forget this special day for your mums.... though it doesn't seem much.... it IS really SPECIAL.... trust me....

btw, it looks like something are inevitable.... how i wish that time could be backtracked and things all started anew.... when everyone just got together.... aaah those moments.... haih....

aaah.... lets be happy and celebrate MOTHER'S DAY!!!.... MAma.... Mama.... I love you =D.... (gonna prepare something probably when we get back, hopefully I'll have enough time =/)....

heh..... so after all.......

tch.... after all.... hahahaha i can't believe what I'm doing....

before i get started.... today.... Rohit was sick.... last night he had a high fever and today he still has some fever.... but what the.... everyone thought he was lying.... poor Rohit.... hope you get well soon....

tch.... for the past week or so.... I've not been feeling too good.... had an infection but refused to get a dose of antibiotics.... it was bad at first.... when I endured.... and it got better.... but it seems.... things are not getting well after all.... tch.... I'm sweating as if the air around me is so hot sometimes for no reason.... my ears are getting blocked (meaning I'm heaty).... and my heads kinothers.... damn.... I hope nothing serious happens....

so damn tired now.... bah.... I think i'll need another dosage of sleep....

anyway.... somehow y'know.... someone and I have been avoiding each other.... I'm amazed at how crap-like this is but as far as i see.... its happening.... y'know.... this "feelings copier" thingy is really getting annoying.... why am i avoiding someone as well?.... wth man.... WHY?.... even I can't tell.... goddamn it....

anyway.... my legs are giving way too.... wow-ness all these happening at the same time.... it hurts to walk heavily.... i.e. when you're going down the stairs etc....

what is this man.... its like all these are happening at the same time.... trying to hurt me everywhere.... even the inside.... what have i done wrong?.... is it really something I've done?.... someone please answer me....

and on the side note.... the phone i wanted to get.... Sony Ericsson w810i is no longer in the market omgssss.... I know it isn't new but must be be like this???.... so unless there is some last minute adjustments.... I'll be buying the sony ericsson k530i tomorrow.... you guys got any comments or feedbacks on it?.... please share with me asap.... thanks.... it feels like crap now with all this things going on....

aaah.... a probable new phone coming up....

oh yeah.... my phone is like SOOOooo dead now.... it cannot even be revived to make even ONE call or receive anything.... bah.... using an old phone now.... but searching for a new phone to buy.... since many said it WAS time to change O_o....

My budget is around 700-800.... and i have been finding here and there but can't really find a good phone that I would like.... until.... I asked Rohit.... rocks bro.... thank you so much.... he recommended a sony W820i and it looked awesome the specs and all in the net reviews.... so unless i find anything that really kills this idea.... probably its what I'm gonna go for.... you guys got any ideas or comments on this phone?.... I don't wanna buy a phone only to regret later.... thanks guys =D

Bah..... sorry......

omg la.... i dunno why yesterday i suddenly so furious.... damn sorry for that.... y'know.... the angry, disappointed and frustrated me just doesn't seem to fit me.... after all.... things should be left unsaid.... I fully and sincerely apologize.... i hope forgiveness will be given.... thank you....

bah.... today.... the moment i got back home.... i slept off.... right away.... damn it.... I just woke up and now I'm blogging.... y'know.... after all I am still doing last minute works.... not up to the final moment but up to the day before the dateline.... tch.... i just completed everything just last night.... gosh.... worse of all.... when i came to college today.... i was like alright I've completed the English.... then when i went to bind the papers.... i heard some say.... hey the sources you got print ah?.... and THEN i remembered OMG.... i forgot to print my sources.... so during the break i went to the web to print all my sources following my reference page and went back to max center to re-bind the work....

after all.... i was soooo damn tired.... the moment i reached home.... bam i fell into a deep slumber....

y'know.... i really wish to say that i really really don't know how i went so far as to blog about what i was thinking about yesterday.... i do know that somethings are best unsaid.... sorry sorry sorry.... that me is a me i didn't expect to appear.... anyway.... now that English is over.... I won't let this happen to physics.... lets complete it asap and get it over with....

aaahhh tired.... damn.... i feel so bad right now after re-evaluating what I've written on the earlier post.... so sorry.... the expression.... and actions.... the emotions.... that I've caused someone to have.... so damn sorry.... i cannot bear to see such a thing happening.... i feel the same as well.... wth man.... sorry sorry sorry.... that look.... that feeling.... I hope i never cause such a despair to others again.... sorry....

tch tch..... true characters shown.....

haih.... i tell you.... bah before i get started.... i wanna talk about the happenings.... okay honestly past few days nothing much.... k thank you bye....

Nolar!!! just joking.... okay anyway.... the Saturday that just passed.... I went to Sunway Pyramid with Jia Shen, Felix and Cherly to shop for some stuffs.... and omg man.... it was cool.... okay i don't wanna talk much about that here anyways.... but I was supposed to have a movie at 5pm that day.... and i thought it was in pyramid.... and gosh i tell you.... at 3.30 my mum called and said.... omg its in Summit and i had to leave earlier O_o.... bah if only i didn't need to leave so early =/....

today.... I was doing something i told myself not to.... I was doing ABSOLUTELY last minute work again.... I just remembered about the physics lab report last night at 11pm when Jia Shen and Sheng Loong told me that it was due on monday.... omigosh.... and when i wanted to do it.... i didn't have the data.... OMG la.... so i ended up going to class today.... and rushing my work like hell.... I CAN'T believe I'm doing exactly what I'm trying to prevent again.... AGAIN!!!.... what the hell.... the whole class got some scolding because most of us were doing the report.... bah.... AND I'M ONE OF THEM WTF.... i suck.... haih.... but anyway.... i managed to do the report by my own.... so I'm still contented.... and Ms.Phua gave us back our answers for the earlier work.... and oh yeah i got one of the 2 goods that she gave.... okay i gotta buck up man.... tests are so close....

anyway.... today we were briefed about the teacher's day celebration from Taylors.... and when told by Shem.... OMG it was the stupidest teacher's day celebration I've ever heard about.... the first hour of the day will be class as usual.... then only the class representative will go to the main hall for the celebration.... for 2 hours.... and after that.... the class will have a party on their own.... and i was like WHAT THE HELL??? what kind of teacher's day is this where the students celebrate amongst themselves? wonderful.... just wonderful.... later my class mentor, Ms Christine gave a better explanation and it was more.... okay....

y'know what.... never did i expect.... but just after 5 months of class.... some are already showing their true personality.... really shocking to know how things actually are inside that hideous mask.... i knew it was a sooner or later thing but come on man.... 5 months?.... damn cool.... wth man.... though I didn't personally experience any sort of that stuff.... or maybe i did but i just haven't realized.... or maybe I have not yet.... but hmm.... after all.... things that were perfect are starting to show the tiny scratches on the sides.... and some balloons were popped to show the probably sinister inside.... yet some portrait the story of the ugly duckling.... well erm not in the ugly part but the personality part.... y'know.... it all seems so weird.... seems some things really cannot be altered by a mere me.... and i know that somethings as I've said many times before are best left untouched.... but hell.... grips are loosening and things might very well be starting to get off-hand.... capabilities to set things back again are slowly vaporising.... I really don't know.... seems sometimes.... I have to leave the pieces to fall into their own place in the puzzle.... or at least.... hopefully.... and also hopefully.... non of the pieces miss their chance to be back in place.... and drift off away.... and never return....

I've learnt this.... I've learnt that.... bah.... so after all.... somethings are inevitable eh.... never mind.... life goes on.... there's no point being haunted by the past and get stuck in the nightmares of the past.... easy to say.... hard to accomplish.... but IT CAN BE DONE.... and WILL BE DONE

anyway.... the class trip goes on.... no stupid excuses.... no damn reasons.... if you don't wanna go.... so be it.... don't.... for those who really wishes to just come.... lets go.... y'know.... this was supposed to be something that was more of a enjoyment.... an interaction.... an opportunity for the class to get to know each other.... to be closer to one another.... to have fun with each other.... to do this.... to do that.... I just cannot understand why has it become more of a burden and more of a "waste of time" probably.... is it so wrong to spend time and just go out to somewhere to just do anything you wanted?.... is it so wrong to spend your time with your very own friends?.... something that started out as a trip for fun.... has eventually ended up like this.... I really really really can't believe this.... for those who really couldn't go.... fine I don't blame you at all.... the date wasn't really set.... and decision wasn't really made.... fine.... you had your plans.... it was inevitable.... okay i fully understand.... but whats with some others?.... I do not wish to pin-point anyone here.... but this trip was a plain going out to have fun.... I really do NOT see why this had to turn out this way.... fine.... if it REALLY was such a burden.... such a problem-causing thing.... being a weight attached to your feet as you try to walk.... then share it.... what exactly is wrong?.... we'll discuss it if things really cannot work out.... fine.... I too feel sorry that you can't come eventhough you wanted to.... but man.... some reasons are completely garrhhh.... haih.... it seems.... I'll never stop learning this.... this.... this.... crap....

tch.... I don't know.... you know what.... maybe I'm poking my nose where it doesn't belong.... maybe I'm just too busy-body.... maybe some people want time on their own.... fine.... then at least.... SAY SO!.... tch....

you know what.... after all.... I'm not the one in charge of all this.... I don't even know why I'm saying this.... but i really hope.... that after telling all this.... some people just reflect on themselves.... and then think carefully.... what you have done.... unknowingly....

omg Vincent.....

omg today man.... firstly.... VINCENTTTTT are you okay???.... thats like damn scary after i really took a good look at the whole scale of the rash.... omigosh i tell you.... your whole body is literally island-ing....



anyway.... did you go see a doctor immediately?.... please tell me you did.... I'll really kill you if you didn't.... anyway.... i hope you get well soon O_o....

lets see.... honestly.... today felt as if it went by so fast.... its like one class another class one more class lalala and eh?.... omg finish O_o....

anyway.... English was nothing special.... most of the class ended up not doing her work.... erm.... or some DID do.... but as usual.... most of us didn't finish the work.... haih.... anyway.... Rohit or Michelle found a "i forgot whats the name" stick in the drawer and went opening it to eat O_O!.... then they shared it with some other people.... O-o.... its like a stick biscuit with some chocolate or something above.... bah i just can't remember the name of it =.=....

today Michelle brought to class teacher day cards.... and we were to sign on it.... and when i finally got it.... i realised.... wait.... why are there 4 cards???.... don't we have 5 lecturers? excluding LAN that is.... =.=.... and Jia Shen's "I'm listening to class" just failed as his eye lids came together and bam.... gone....

anyway.... today after class.... i met Felix, Jia Shen and Cherly in college.... and we planned something O-o.... but anyway.... Felix was like sooo OMG case.... we literally laughed till everyone was looking at us.... or rather.... it was Cherly who laughed till that stage =.=....

since Jia Shen asked for it.... today he erm.... erm.... came to class.... erm.... accidentally slept in class.... erm.... went with me and the others to eat.... erm.... shit.... as in.... not he went to do that.... but i meant the word crap.... okay crap.... LOL.... nolar joking la.... =D