Monday, May 12, 2008

today I've learnt lots.....

y'know.... all these hassle could've been saved.... and avoided.... and not even happen in the first place.... if i knew it earlier.... y'know.... all that was needed was 1 thing.... SAY SO.... haih.... but y'know what?.... at least now i understand.... its cool.... just cool....

but HEY.... i'm settling down for one of this 2 phones.... k770i and k800i.... from what i've heard.... k770i looks better and is easier to use and all round good.... but yet the k880i's camera quality surpases k770i's camera quality.... aww man.... which one you guys recommend?

oh yeah.... the next 2 days.... Tuesday and Wednesday.... I'll not be going to class from the start.... I'll probably skip a few classes earlier on as tomorrow I'll have my @#$*5 driving test AGAIN.... and wednesday I'll have my visa application.... have to go to the embassy =/.... so well.... keep me updated on the coming day's happenings okay?.... please?

Sunday, May 11, 2008

y'know what?.... Its MAMA day..... yeah~!

mama day.... mama day.... mama =D.... (btw ken this isn't the mama you always talk about)

well well.... its Mother's Day!!! gonna go out to celebrate it with my mum now.... so i'm rushing this.... cool-ness =D.... guys don't forget this special day for your mums.... though it doesn't seem much.... it IS really SPECIAL.... trust me....

btw, it looks like something are inevitable.... how i wish that time could be backtracked and things all started anew.... when everyone just got together.... aaah those moments.... haih....

aaah.... lets be happy and celebrate MOTHER'S DAY!!!.... MAma.... Mama.... I love you =D.... (gonna prepare something probably when we get back, hopefully I'll have enough time =/)....

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

heh..... so after all.......

tch.... after all.... hahahaha i can't believe what I'm doing....

before i get started.... today.... Rohit was sick.... last night he had a high fever and today he still has some fever.... but what the.... everyone thought he was lying.... poor Rohit.... hope you get well soon....

tch.... for the past week or so.... I've not been feeling too good.... had an infection but refused to get a dose of antibiotics.... it was bad at first.... when I endured.... and it got better.... but it seems.... things are not getting well after all.... tch.... I'm sweating as if the air around me is so hot sometimes for no reason.... my ears are getting blocked (meaning I'm heaty).... and my heads kinothers.... damn.... I hope nothing serious happens....

so damn tired now.... bah.... I think i'll need another dosage of sleep....

anyway.... somehow y'know.... someone and I have been avoiding each other.... I'm amazed at how crap-like this is but as far as i see.... its happening.... y'know.... this "feelings copier" thingy is really getting annoying.... why am i avoiding someone as well?.... wth man.... WHY?.... even I can't tell.... goddamn it....

anyway.... my legs are giving way too.... wow-ness all these happening at the same time.... it hurts to walk heavily.... i.e. when you're going down the stairs etc....

what is this man.... its like all these are happening at the same time.... trying to hurt me everywhere.... even the inside.... what have i done wrong?.... is it really something I've done?.... someone please answer me....

and on the side note.... the phone i wanted to get.... Sony Ericsson w810i is no longer in the market omgssss.... I know it isn't new but must be be like this???.... so unless there is some last minute adjustments.... I'll be buying the sony ericsson k530i tomorrow.... you guys got any comments or feedbacks on it?.... please share with me asap.... thanks.... it feels like crap now with all this things going on....

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

aaah.... a probable new phone coming up....

oh yeah.... my phone is like SOOOooo dead now.... it cannot even be revived to make even ONE call or receive anything.... bah.... using an old phone now.... but searching for a new phone to buy.... since many said it WAS time to change O_o....

My budget is around 700-800.... and i have been finding here and there but can't really find a good phone that I would like.... until.... I asked Rohit.... rocks bro.... thank you so much.... he recommended a sony W820i and it looked awesome the specs and all in the net reviews.... so unless i find anything that really kills this idea.... probably its what I'm gonna go for.... you guys got any ideas or comments on this phone?.... I don't wanna buy a phone only to regret later.... thanks guys =D

Bah..... sorry......

omg la.... i dunno why yesterday i suddenly so furious.... damn sorry for that.... y'know.... the angry, disappointed and frustrated me just doesn't seem to fit me.... after all.... things should be left unsaid.... I fully and sincerely apologize.... i hope forgiveness will be given.... thank you....

bah.... today.... the moment i got back home.... i slept off.... right away.... damn it.... I just woke up and now I'm blogging.... y'know.... after all I am still doing last minute works.... not up to the final moment but up to the day before the dateline.... tch.... i just completed everything just last night.... gosh.... worse of all.... when i came to college today.... i was like alright I've completed the English.... then when i went to bind the papers.... i heard some say.... hey the sources you got print ah?.... and THEN i remembered OMG.... i forgot to print my sources.... so during the break i went to the web to print all my sources following my reference page and went back to max center to re-bind the work....

after all.... i was soooo damn tired.... the moment i reached home.... bam i fell into a deep slumber....

y'know.... i really wish to say that i really really don't know how i went so far as to blog about what i was thinking about yesterday.... i do know that somethings are best unsaid.... sorry sorry sorry.... that me is a me i didn't expect to appear.... anyway.... now that English is over.... I won't let this happen to physics.... lets complete it asap and get it over with....

aaahhh tired.... damn.... i feel so bad right now after re-evaluating what I've written on the earlier post.... so sorry.... the expression.... and actions.... the emotions.... that I've caused someone to have.... so damn sorry.... i cannot bear to see such a thing happening.... i feel the same as well.... wth man.... sorry sorry sorry.... that look.... that feeling.... I hope i never cause such a despair to others again.... sorry....

Monday, May 5, 2008

tch tch..... true characters shown.....

haih.... i tell you.... bah before i get started.... i wanna talk about the happenings.... okay honestly past few days nothing much.... k thank you bye....

Nolar!!! just joking.... okay anyway.... the Saturday that just passed.... I went to Sunway Pyramid with Jia Shen, Felix and Cherly to shop for some stuffs.... and omg man.... it was cool.... okay i don't wanna talk much about that here anyways.... but I was supposed to have a movie at 5pm that day.... and i thought it was in pyramid.... and gosh i tell you.... at 3.30 my mum called and said.... omg its in Summit and i had to leave earlier O_o.... bah if only i didn't need to leave so early =/....

today.... I was doing something i told myself not to.... I was doing ABSOLUTELY last minute work again.... I just remembered about the physics lab report last night at 11pm when Jia Shen and Sheng Loong told me that it was due on monday.... omigosh.... and when i wanted to do it.... i didn't have the data.... OMG la.... so i ended up going to class today.... and rushing my work like hell.... I CAN'T believe I'm doing exactly what I'm trying to prevent again.... AGAIN!!!.... what the hell.... the whole class got some scolding because most of us were doing the report.... bah.... AND I'M ONE OF THEM WTF.... i suck.... haih.... but anyway.... i managed to do the report by my own.... so I'm still contented.... and Ms.Phua gave us back our answers for the earlier work.... and oh yeah i got one of the 2 goods that she gave.... okay i gotta buck up man.... tests are so close....

anyway.... today we were briefed about the teacher's day celebration from Taylors.... and when told by Shem.... OMG it was the stupidest teacher's day celebration I've ever heard about.... the first hour of the day will be class as usual.... then only the class representative will go to the main hall for the celebration.... for 2 hours.... and after that.... the class will have a party on their own.... and i was like WHAT THE HELL??? what kind of teacher's day is this where the students celebrate amongst themselves? wonderful.... just wonderful.... later my class mentor, Ms Christine gave a better explanation and it was more.... okay....

y'know what.... never did i expect.... but just after 5 months of class.... some are already showing their true personality.... really shocking to know how things actually are inside that hideous mask.... i knew it was a sooner or later thing but come on man.... 5 months?.... damn cool.... wth man.... though I didn't personally experience any sort of that stuff.... or maybe i did but i just haven't realized.... or maybe I have not yet.... but hmm.... after all.... things that were perfect are starting to show the tiny scratches on the sides.... and some balloons were popped to show the probably sinister inside.... yet some portrait the story of the ugly duckling.... well erm not in the ugly part but the personality part.... y'know.... it all seems so weird.... seems some things really cannot be altered by a mere me.... and i know that somethings as I've said many times before are best left untouched.... but hell.... grips are loosening and things might very well be starting to get off-hand.... capabilities to set things back again are slowly vaporising.... I really don't know.... seems sometimes.... I have to leave the pieces to fall into their own place in the puzzle.... or at least.... hopefully.... and also hopefully.... non of the pieces miss their chance to be back in place.... and drift off away.... and never return....

I've learnt this.... I've learnt that.... bah.... so after all.... somethings are inevitable eh.... never mind.... life goes on.... there's no point being haunted by the past and get stuck in the nightmares of the past.... easy to say.... hard to accomplish.... but IT CAN BE DONE.... and WILL BE DONE

anyway.... the class trip goes on.... no stupid excuses.... no damn reasons.... if you don't wanna go.... so be it.... don't.... for those who really wishes to just come.... lets go.... y'know.... this was supposed to be something that was more of a enjoyment.... an interaction.... an opportunity for the class to get to know each other.... to be closer to one another.... to have fun with each other.... to do this.... to do that.... I just cannot understand why has it become more of a burden and more of a "waste of time" probably.... is it so wrong to spend time and just go out to somewhere to just do anything you wanted?.... is it so wrong to spend your time with your very own friends?.... something that started out as a trip for fun.... has eventually ended up like this.... I really really really can't believe this.... for those who really couldn't go.... fine I don't blame you at all.... the date wasn't really set.... and decision wasn't really made.... fine.... you had your plans.... it was inevitable.... okay i fully understand.... but whats with some others?.... I do not wish to pin-point anyone here.... but this trip was a plain going out to have fun.... I really do NOT see why this had to turn out this way.... fine.... if it REALLY was such a burden.... such a problem-causing thing.... being a weight attached to your feet as you try to walk.... then share it.... what exactly is wrong?.... we'll discuss it if things really cannot work out.... fine.... I too feel sorry that you can't come eventhough you wanted to.... but man.... some reasons are completely garrhhh.... haih.... it seems.... I'll never stop learning this.... this.... this.... crap....

tch.... I don't know.... you know what.... maybe I'm poking my nose where it doesn't belong.... maybe I'm just too busy-body.... maybe some people want time on their own.... fine.... then at least.... SAY SO!.... tch....

you know what.... after all.... I'm not the one in charge of all this.... I don't even know why I'm saying this.... but i really hope.... that after telling all this.... some people just reflect on themselves.... and then think carefully.... what you have done.... unknowingly....

Friday, May 2, 2008

omg Vincent.....

omg today man.... firstly.... VINCENTTTTT are you okay???.... thats like damn scary after i really took a good look at the whole scale of the rash.... omigosh i tell you.... your whole body is literally island-ing....



anyway.... did you go see a doctor immediately?.... please tell me you did.... I'll really kill you if you didn't.... anyway.... i hope you get well soon O_o....

lets see.... honestly.... today felt as if it went by so fast.... its like one class another class one more class lalala and eh?.... omg finish O_o....

anyway.... English was nothing special.... most of the class ended up not doing her work.... erm.... or some DID do.... but as usual.... most of us didn't finish the work.... haih.... anyway.... Rohit or Michelle found a "i forgot whats the name" stick in the drawer and went opening it to eat O_O!.... then they shared it with some other people.... O-o.... its like a stick biscuit with some chocolate or something above.... bah i just can't remember the name of it =.=....

today Michelle brought to class teacher day cards.... and we were to sign on it.... and when i finally got it.... i realised.... wait.... why are there 4 cards???.... don't we have 5 lecturers? excluding LAN that is.... =.=.... and Jia Shen's "I'm listening to class" just failed as his eye lids came together and bam.... gone....

anyway.... today after class.... i met Felix, Jia Shen and Cherly in college.... and we planned something O-o.... but anyway.... Felix was like sooo OMG case.... we literally laughed till everyone was looking at us.... or rather.... it was Cherly who laughed till that stage =.=....

since Jia Shen asked for it.... today he erm.... erm.... came to class.... erm.... accidentally slept in class.... erm.... went with me and the others to eat.... erm.... shit.... as in.... not he went to do that.... but i meant the word crap.... okay crap.... LOL.... nolar joking la.... =D