Aaaaahhhh my computer has been dead....

As the title says.... my computer has been fried for over a week.... thus the lack of updates.... it appears to be some power box problem.... got it back couple of days ago =D....

now now.... still kinda busy picking up stuffs were i left off so.... you know....

BUT most importantly.... ITS MY DAD'S BIRTHDAY TODAY.... gosh!....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

aaaahhhhhh!

he's been tired all day long.... and have went to sleep after our celebration but too bad the camera got problematic and all the birthday pictures and videos of him during work time celebration and home celebration were wiped out.... T_T.... anyone knows whether you can retrieve wiped out photos/videos?.... oh well....

anyway.... happy birthday again, PA!.... love you always ^^

GENTING AAAAHHH.....

first of all.... aaaah.... don't wanna talk about the finals plox....

but i wanna talk.... about.... AFTER finals.... Ahahahahaha.... okay i'd better cooldown a bit....

err hmm.... now.... after our finals.... we had a genting trip.... woohoo....

it was really really unfortunate that i DON'T have pictures with me.... aaaah.... eff it.... i think its about time i get a camera myself =.=.... a bit pain staking....

anyways.... although it can't be long as i have no pictures.... allow me to touch on it a lil....

okay.... why not.... i touch on 2 parts which were, in my opinion, most thrilling in the trip....

first.... SNOW WORLD.... aaaahhhhh.... seriously awesome.... i mean.... i've been here many times before.... yet never entered snow world.... as i thought.... bah it looks kinda dull.... but DUDE.... when you're with your friends.... its hell of a different story.... ohohoho daniel.... =P.... considering it was after i had a hell of a stressful moment and went into emotional breakdown.... and seriously it wasn't under my control.... sorry guys.... but snow world was a blast....

next.... THEME PARK!.... ahahahaha.... indeed quite shock to the skeptical mind.... you see.... i've been here countless times.... and i thought.... bah lets just let it be another one of those.... just.... this time with my friends =D....

BUT HELL.... its SOOOOOOO different when you come with your friends.... oh gosh.... seriously indescribable.... guess what.... the spaceshot/solero shot.... was an explosion deep within my head.... oh gosh.... somehow.... although everytime i refused to take the ride.... i decided to try it.... GOSH.... one hell of a ride it was.... aaahhhh....

go-carting was part of the excitement too.... gosh some of my buddies had some awesome carts.... oh crap why didn't i choose.... anyway.... they were moving.... nothing other than FAST.... real FAST.... at one of the turning.... vincent and mich were racing with each other and gosh.... so close.... that i HAD to move out of the way.... can really feel the tight competition between them.... Rohit on the other hand.... had a breeze through the course with his awesome cart.... Chee Xun was another one =D....

anyway.... the trip back was another thrilling ride.... gosh.... the bus trip down was like another roller coaster ride.... but with a different kind of scared.... the bus driver was accelerating on sharp turns like no one's business and HELL IT WAS RAINING!.... yet somehow i managed to sleep =D....

oh well.... *checks through my phone*.... crap.... its the only pathetic one....



anyway.... prom's coming up in a few hours.... gotta get ready!.... lets rock!

LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

okay this is a bit random....

Okay i got lazy....

bah too lazy to use my earlier plan for the unique posting method.... *_*....

lets begin.... and I'll start with....





yeah man.... look closely at the definition....

guess where i found that WTF poster.... its in KDU!....

i went there a few days ago (on Sunday) for a full course qi healing programme.... gosh how tiring it was.... really....





KDU does indeed look interesting.... they have like all kinds of advertisements on their wall.... just name it.... KFC, food, clothing, drinks, junks, shops, sundries.... the list goes on....

now now back to the class happenings.... oh my gosh.... its like 2 more weeks to finals.... but our class ROCKS.... (no sarcasm here).... it feels so relaxing being with them.... can you imagine.... the class is on a card frenzy.... ahhhhh





oh yeah....

seems.... our trial results were returned during the weekend.... and gosh.... i got one hell of a lecture from mua parents.... i tried explaining the trials results.... and the %%% thing and the TER and the ranking thingy and all.... yet.... dissatisfaction were the responses.... my dad was like.... HEY.... you've got.... WHAT?.... 9D? 12C? another 12C? i really don't know what to say.... you really got to buck up.... i mean.... i was expecting nothing less than a 18A.... and i was O_O!?!?!?!?!?!?..... OMG~!>......

18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A
18A

waaaaaaa....

and for my FORECASTS to be this....



damn it.... I'll have to work BLOODY HARD from now.... thank goodness i've finished the 284 chapters of one manga yesterday.... =P.... 284 chapters in 2 days.... oh yes man....

Ms.Phua has been picking on Vincent lately.... and seriously.... I can see its helping Vincent whole TONNES.... Vincent has been improving on his physics really rapidly.... i have to congratulate Mr.Datukkia for that.... and to think Ms.Phua would pick on him like how she picked on Brandon in the picture.... was actually a good thing =D



tch.... y'know what?.... though its been some time that i've basically let go of it.... sometimes the simplest things makes me smile again.... yet i have no intentions to spark things up again.... nope nope.... just a glimpse of sudden happiness is enough for me....

oh yes.... talking about that.... Vincent.... really gotta respect this one-of-a-kind fella.... y'know he's like so happy go lucky.... (this feature fits Ken more though).... so ever going.... so open.... so enjoying and all.... damn.... sometimes when I look at him.... I dare say I'm jealous of the way he is.... one simple word.... awesome.... just makes you wonder why eh?.... really glad to have him as a true friend.... =D.... y'know.... this guy.... can make the worst of your days.... to the day where you just can't understand why but you're damn lifted and happy.... E.G.... when we were doing our spec. math. project.... the stressful moment of rushing for time and solving the questions.... were completely erased when this omg guy msg-ed me on msn.... damn.... how fast he turned the tables.... y'know what?.... good luck on your progress for everything especially on the studies matter.... you're doing a good pace.... keep it up....

damn.... now that I've mentioned about him.... I'm way way waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyy lacking behind.... bah.... so many others way better than me.... I'll name a few more.... Michelle, Wei Xiang, Teck Wei, Yong Shen, Shem and all.... omg la.... BAH!.... I won't lose to you Vincent.... I'll be right there to catch up.... just you wait ;P

Haih..... should i have went?

y'know.... the week after the break has been one that tests the mental strength.... the internal marks and the trials marks have been revealed.... i don't know.... did i do sufficient?....

let me begin with some stuffs that occurred.... on the day back then when we went to Sunway Lagoon.... i actually personally witnessed a snatch thief event.... the guy ran across the road.... through the busy traffic.... escaping from deep police and guards pursue.... (there was a police station just near Pyramid).... gosh that guy was weird.... i mean.... common sense tells you that when you snatch someone's stuff.... you'll try to run.... then blend into the crowd or whatever to prevent being caught.... but this guy.... wore bright RED coloured shirt.... and was carrying the purse in the open.... wow.... eventually he got caught.... and bam his 3 police locked him with hand-cuffs.... so much for the Hari Raya snatching....

oh yes.... talking about being caught.... guess what Vincent, Michelle, and gang got caught watching in class few days back =P.... Mr.Woon was hilarious....

in addition.... this morning when i was walking up to Taylor's from McDonald.... i witnessed some anger from a few guys standing outside a closed shop beside starbucks.... i can't know what they were saying but there was essence of deep anger in the conversation.... then suddenly.... one of the guy took his helmet (from his motorcycle) and slammed it to the closed shop's metal enclosure.... gosh it was loud.... god knows what happened....

now now.... it seems the group of my dear classmates went to Shogun (Pyramid) and they're probably still there now.... firstly.... my dearest apologies to my horrific decision not to attend the wonderful dinner.... y'know for me it had been.... "yeah lets go man.... a dinner together.... cool...." until.... i just casually told my mum on my plans for the night.... yes yes she did agree.... but from the look in her eyes.... i could tell.... there was some heavy hesitation.... yes yes i know its around Rm60.... and i knew it was quite pricey yet it was kinda worth it for the event.... yet.... from that moment.... i knew.... that i shouldn't go.... I'm being honest here.... i'll feel terribly bad if i really did spend this money.... i know i know.... this could very well be the last few S9 events as one again.... this i'm truly and badly wounded.... i'm like caught between 2 very difficult positions.... one is the obvious.... and the other my dear friends.... yet eventually.... i decided not to go.... so sorry guys.... i'll make it up.... the trip after trials MUST GO ON.... don't let it falter like the earlier trip planning again please....

damn it.... i feel so guilty now.... my sincere apologies.... yet if i DID go.... i would've felt terribly awful too.... wow.... this rocks....

y'know.... it despairs me to think of the coming inevitable truth.... yet.... i continue to deny it....

S9.... this word.... the precious one.... will soon.... haih....

y'know.... somehow.... over the past months.... it has been some awesome experience with you guys.... the memories.... the joy.... the laughter.... the sorrow.... the together-ness.... the everything.... i only have 2 words to say to all of you....

"thank you"....

Who's birthday?.... Michelle's one!....

now now.... i dare say its one of those trips where i actually REMEMBERED to take one pictures.... =.=.... so yeah....

firstly, and erm.... though corny.... happy birthday Michelle.... and erm.... what was his name again.... Zafran was it.... as i just knew yesterday that it was his birthday too O_o.... though one day before....

now now.... cool stuffs happened.... as usual.... and i'll touch on a few :D....

pictionary was cool.... too bad i didn't join in =/....

now SURPRISINGLY.... the playground was cool =.=.... well the group of us which didn't join the pictionary game (beats me on why i didn't).... went out to the playground near the house.... oh my gosh.... it felt to weird =P....



that.... is Siew Yung (sorry my hand was shaking).... having fun rocking herself up and down and left and right and front and back and all over again.... =P.... too bad when Jia Shen tried he couldn't fit in it....

later.... we had a game of bluff outside her house.... where her dogs stayed too =D....



and gosh you really can't imagine how honest Daniel Moh is.... awesomely and terrifyingly dead honest....

later after the cake celebration.... we had a game of Mafia.... now that was cool.... the game was all about awareness and hideousness....

yet this game reminds me of another type of Mafia game I've came across before.... where is actually also very interesting....

here goes:

first the people will align themselves according to this diagram.... (i know i know my drawing sucks but at least it helps)(oh yes.... the pictures are kind of small and the words cannot be read so click on the image to make it larger)



then.... there will be a game master involved.... now everyone is required to close their eyes.... and the game master will walk in a circle.... around them.... while he is walking.... he'll choose 3 people to be the mafia.... and tap their shoulders to inform them.... (all this must be done without any sounds or the people beside the appointed mafia's will know its them)



now the gamemaster will announce that the next fella appointed is the doctor and repeats the process.... and then another time its the spy....

now i total of 5 people were appointed.... (3 mafia, 1 doctor, 1 spy).... these will be what happens....

the game will be turn based.... at the start of every round.... the 3 mafias would open their eyes.... and agree with each other on who the wanna kill by all looking at the person....



the gamemaster will now know who the mafias wish to kill.... and the mafias close their eyes.... next the doctor opens his eyes.... and choose one fella he wishes to heal.... (healing means.... if by the end of the turn.... the person chosen to be killed is healed also.... he doesn't die)....

next.... the spy chooses one person.... (the gamemaster will inform the spy only whether the person chosen is a mafia or not....)

then.... the turn starts.... the according to the results from the spy.... he'll try to convince the citizens that HE IS THE SPY.... and he found who is the mafia.... the citizens will have the authority to expel one person from the group after each turn.... may it be the doctor or the spy or the mafia or even other citizens.... everyone will vote and the person with the highest vote is kicked out....

so why wouldn't people all believe the spy?.... because they don't know WHO IS THE SPY.... so a mafia can say I AM THE SPY.... or whatever.... the game's objective is deception.... the key is DECEPTION!.... so by the end of the turn.... the gamemaster will remove the voted-out person and the killed person from the game *unless the doctor healed the person).... and the next turn continues.... the game ends when either all 3 mafias are voted out.... or the people left are less than the number of mafias left....

i know i know the game is complicated and hard to understand.... some of you might even be cursing me now for wasting your time.... but honestly that is a damn good game and you'll only know when you actually play it.... its all deception and the power to convince.... so scary....

well well.... back to the birthday.... I actually had a chance to see Michelle's wall of fame.... gosh.... so many signatures and all....



well.... after a very very very long thought.... i couldn't come up with some freaking awesome line so i decided to place something that just went across my mind.... but damn.... i should have done better.... why?.... because just as i was writing.... someone turned off the lights to see the ceiling stars and moon.... and my hand-writing was erm.... haih.... so anyway.... i should have written the sarcasm word bigger =.=.... well.... just to let you know.... yes you are the greatest gift =D.... don't get me wrong.... i know the consequences and i'm over it.... friendship is all that matters now :D....

well well.... on the other side of the matter.... holidays are coming to an end.... awww.... well i wish myself and all of you friends.... treasure this final holidays moments before the finals.... and good luck on your results eh?.... peace! =D

if i really was smarter..... would it have been nicer?

Well.... well.... firstly lets catch up where i left off.... TRIALS HAHAHAHAHAHA....

BEHOLD! the amazing story of the trials:

*confident --> quite good --> not bad --> oh my god --> literally.... fried....*

haih.... honestly it was like going soooo well.... and BAM gone... woohoo....

can you imagine?.... er even had a study group just before the exams.... ugh....

ANYWAY.... ITS BLARDY OVER.... so lets skip that....

oh yes.... after the PAINFUL spec math paper.... guess where we went....

this? that? sure? no? come on!?

okay you got it.... its....







yes you got it.... Sunway Lagoon!!!.... oh my god its been like some time since i've been there....

lets see.... IMMEDIATELY after the trials we went straight there.... cool eh?....

we have.... Michelle, Siew Yung, Vincent, Ken, Yong shen, Wei Xiang and friend, Daniel, Wei Ping, Audrey, Masyitah, Seng Huei, Chee Xun and girlfriend, and ME!....

its was quite a hassle beforehand but eventually everything was smooth sailing....

though i must admit.... thanks Vincent....

so well.... the holidays came.... and spent my whole holidays doing absolutely nothing.... I ROCK.... wth.... a bit sad.... y'know.... having the trials just over and the week of holidays.... gosh....

anyway.... so today.... was Wei Ping's house warming....

3 storeys high!.... okay i know its nothing special to some of you but man.... it is something....

anyway.... Ken brought his Nintendo Wii there.... and the whole group of us were in the room.... watching the players go absolutely mad.... *note the Vincent vs Yong Shen literal fighting game* lol.... and while some were playing.... the rest were having fun behind there taking pictures.... oh well....

anyway.... Shereena had to go back at 9.30 so we eventually left as I was the one fetching.... as a result.... Teck Wei had to go home too.... so well well.... hope you guys there had fun!....

oh yes.... the moment i came back.... there was this Singaporean movie that my parents was watching.... called....







yep.... its Just Follow Law.... the story goes that a very brutish poor employee male, Lim Teng Zui (Gurmit Singh, or better known as Phua Chu Kang) had a car accident with his rich upper class director female, Tanya, and they switched bodies/souls.... which leads to an awful lots of disruption and eventually.... it was quite a nice ending.... indeed cool....

well well.... seems something is coming up the coming weekend.... and i better prepare for it.... =D

maybe i should take "get smarter classes" =/....

Guess what happened..... =D

I've honestly really finally really seriously undeniably unimaginably unpredictably ugh.... what other word?.... CUT MY NAIL HAHAHAHA.... okay this is so lame =.=....



anyway.... this opening of a new path has denied me of many actions while enabling that much more other actions as well.... oh gawd.... i'm looking forward to typing sms on the phone =D

y'know.... with this.... it brings me back to the memories.... its still clear in my mind how S9 first went out to pyramid.... to watch movie and have fun.... then eventually went to Subway to have our meal.... and then to the entire planning of our class trip to an island.... too bad it failed.... then to the everyday happenings.... jokes.... laughters.... lame-ness.... stupidity.... everything in one package.... the teacher's day with Shem's awesome speech.... the karaoke outing which I'm still trying to forget.... (one more time please?).... everything.... it feels.... as if it has just happened just some time ago.... it feels as if.... we're still in the midst of May/June.... where we were just getting the hang of stuffs....

yet.... when you open your eyes.... you face the true reality.... it is the mid of September now.... trials is just that blink of an eye away.... finals coming thereafter.... and the sad truth.... the byes and emotions.... and then comes the dead-end.... haih.... time.... couldn't you just waited for me?....

Ugh.... my neck....

guess what has happened to my terribly-lazy-to-cut-nail?....



its.... its.... g.... g.... o.... o.... n.... n.... e.... e.... SOON.... it shall be removed soon.... actually I can't believe my insanely-lazy-ism on this matter.... absurd as it may sound.... bizarre as it may be.... it wasn't my intention =.=.... anyhow.... it shall be removed....

and guess what.... I INJURED MY NECK.... WTH!?.... it hurts so badly every time i move my head.... it has been causing so much inconvenience and most terribly.... PAIN.... for everything that i do.... even having my breakfast was anything but easy.... bathing was awful.... damn it.... trials is coming next week.... I really hope it gets better....

We meet again.....

fuh.... the pass days have been quite something man.... moving here going there.... taking this seat taking that test.... again.... fuh.... but it still isn't over....

now now.... to catch up with some stuffs.... take a look at these....





both were taken during our physics presentation.... one simple word for both of them.... *speechless*....

now now.... take a look at this....





guess where this was taken.... Japan?.... Korea?.... NO dudes.... ITS MALAYSIA.... USJ 12 to be exact.... i came across this tree about 3 weeks back a think.... shocked me O_o....

now.... this....



can you guess where was this taken from? hm? hm? hm?

yes? no?

probably yes.... kinda obvious =.=.... but hey never knew snow washing for my car could have such faces too O_o....

well well.... lets see.... last friday we had another badminton session again.... aaah.... how i missed such a session.... it has been quite some time O_o.... this time Teck Wei decided to follow us.... and a whole big group of Mich, Vin friends.... booked 4 courts that day.... phew....

eventually when everything was over.... I stood back there.... now that everyone else has went back home.... it gave me sometime to just sit by the bench outside the badminton court.... and re-think.... what the hell was i doing and thinking all this time?.... I.... have been.... doing.... absolutely.... nothing....

I just float around.... hoping for things to happen.... yet.... nothing ever does.... and I have myself to blame for that.... wanderer you may call.... or maybe even a hermit in the sea of thoughts.... yet.... its all thoughts and no action.... so what have i been doing?.... nothing....

with this.... it is easy to understand and comprehend.... why this?.... why that?.... y'know what.... its time to slap myself in the face.... to finally realise.... WTH have i been doing.... and now face the consequences.... and the fact.... that now.... I have to move on.... and leave the bitter moments behind me.... it was I who started it.... it was I who developed it.... it was I who spoilt it.... and it shall be I who deal with it.... "dude.... come back to your senses.... its over...."





Y'know.... last Saturday.... the group of us went to watch this movie.... namely.... Money No Enough II (note: I did NOT get the spelling wrong) btw.... here is the trailer for the movie....



okay this is a short review on the movie.... firstly.... don't expect it to be like any western movie.... its a SINGAPORE movie aight?.... hmm.... well.... there are some parts which were really hilarious.... but there are some parts in the movie which are in hokkien.... O_o.... and then.... theres.... the really touching parts.... the kind of sad that makes you feel for the person.... makes you weak when you think of it.... makes you just think of it yourself.... and really appreciate it.... honest.... some parts were beyond touching.... some people among us cried too.... shocked me at first to see them shedding tears.... but i soon came to realise the reason why....

by the way.... i seem to have some kind of mad liking for cats.... and look at what i found in My Place a few days back.... its SOOOO small.... and omg soooo damn cute.... (shit wth.... i sound so gay) but i can't deny that i really like them =.=....





by the way.... to conclude.... guess what i managed to take on Monday?....



And i asked him.... "errr Sean.... what are you doing?"

He answered.... "CHICKEN WINGS!!!"





EDIT: hmm.... I'll post the tag answers soon.... and for those who loves to see WTF stuff.... check out this blog....

http://failblog.org/

Giving up?..... its almost time to face the fact....

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night,
Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love, it never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far,
Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life,
I am yours.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,
Baby, before it's too late,


What about now?

Sister....

before i touch on it.... I'd like to explain a little on the happenings....

firstly.... thanks everyone for the present.... this event really caught me off guard.... and was like OMG?.... so yeah thanks =D

okay, the midnight of the day before my birthday (early in the morning of my birthday).... a group of my dear friends gave me a message.... I've already explained that in the earlier post but I came to know that they who sleeps early stood up.... till pass 12.... just to send this message.... and I hereby wish to express my utmost gratitude and sorry for the inconvenience.... but i truly appreciate it =D....

yesterday was my birthday.... yet it was my physics presentation day.... so was Ernest's.... during the break.... both of us didn't know where to go.... since we only had 1 hour break compared to the rest who had 2.... so after discussing amongst the 5 of us.... and since we didn't know where to go.... we decided to rehearse a little on our presentation.... so Ken went to the library while Ernest and I went to the web.... and oh well.... that was that =/....

that night.... my family brought me out to Summit Hotel to have their buffet dinner.... gosh the varieties were awesome.... and the food were amazing.... and hey it isn't expensive either.... for such a luxuries buffet.... it was only 39++ per person leading up to Rm44 each person.... actually it is 78++ but with the Citibank card you'll get 50% discount O_o.... later when we got back.... I was so tired i couldn't help but fall flat on my uncomfortable bed and fall into a deep slumber....

the next morning.... we woke up early in the morning.... this time.... this time.... damn it.... this time.... it was to send my lovely sister back to the States.... it was all well.... until the point of separation.... somehow emotions were mixed and uncontrolled.... expressions tried to pour out but were withheld.... and gosh.... my lovely sister broke into tears.... oh god damn it.... it was just.... indescribable.... today.... my poor mum had quite a period of sadness.... as well as tears which fell out uncontrollably.... she had dinner in tears today.... and oh god damn it.... it was.... BAH.... this shouldn't be the way....

Sis, I bid you farewell for the coming months and look forward to your return again.... know this.... that your company for the past 3 months were more than awesome.... and also know that though ups and downs.... you are and will always be the best.... god.... why am i crying now.... have fun over there....you study hard and so will i.... best wishes.... and hope all goes well for you k?.... please be happy k?.... remember this.... as long as you are happy.... so will we.... take care.... *sorry i emo a bit.... please sis don't cry when you read this.... you should be happy there aight?*

OMG~

waaaaaaaaaaaaaa............ its my Birthday today~ and guess what.... I FORGOT ABOUT IT.... HAHAHAHA.... until someone messaged me LOL.... oh yesh.... taking this opportunity.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO ERNEST!....

okay now to catch up with the holiday's happenings before the birthday happenings.... throughout the holidays.... IT WAS BEIJING OLYMPICS.... omg so addicted to it.... kept watching and watching and watching and watching and ugh.... one after another.... phew.... but thank god.... i'm not like the guy which i heard on the radio last tuesday.... he was stuck to the TV for sooooo long.... the wife couldn't stand it anymore.... she pulled the TV plug out.... and guess what.... he guy got insane.... and jumped off the 2nd floor balcony.... JUST BECAUSE HE COULDN'T WATCH OLYMPICS.... luckily he escaped death lol....

During the hols, I watched the movie Wall-E.... hey guys.... it is a cool movie.... the animations were so surreal.... gosh.... it was as if the machines were existent.... so damn cool and real.... aahhh.....







guess what.... after the movie.... everyone started clapping their hands.... so cool!

also, during the holidays.... my one of my uncle and aunt from Penang and another uncle and aunt from Johor came over.... they brought with them the High Musical Ice Tour free tickets because my uncle is a heavy user of citibank.... and guess what.... he got VIP seats for the performance.... and since their kids are in Australia and USA.... he gave it to us.... so my awesome sistah and I went for it.... and guess what?.... he got the ultimate VVVVVVVVVIP seat.... RIGHT IN FRONT, RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE, THE FIRST 2 seats WERE US.... OMG....











after the performance.... I looked up into the sky.... and saw a very unique moon.... so damn cool i had to take picture of it =D





okay okay.... i was walking pass this OSIM branch that day.... and couldn't help but notice.... that the upper part of the staff's shirts were Usqueeze.... omfg =.=....

oh yesh.... since now its 1.30 am.... yesterday (supposedly today but since its over 12am).... my sister bought a PSP!.... LOL.... everyone seems to be buying a PSP lately.... hers is ICE SILVER.... take a look~.... she'll be taking it back to USA.... to that means i only have today to look at it.... =/....





okay lets touch on the birthday wishes happenings.... first of all.... MY SISTAH ROCKS.... she got me a birthday present.... and oh my gosh.... I LOVED IT.... aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh....





gosh.... I always had an insane liking for bows and arrows.... AND OMG my sister really went out to find a necklace that has it.... OMG THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUuuuuuu you rocks.... =D....

Now now.... I'm 18!.... omg i can now go clubbing, can go smoking, can go.... err.... what else needs you to be 18?.... lol.... nolar just joking.... i doubt i'll indulge into these kinda stuff.... as for smoking it is ABSOLUTELY NOT....

at 12am today i had the greatest laughs.... haha thanks guys.... it shocked me when Michelle sent me HAPPY.... and Siew Yung sent me KHAI SHIEN.... but i just thought that it was another way of saying happy birthday.... UNTIL!.... UNTIL!.... Rohit sent me.... HAPPY too.... and i was like eh?.... that was exactly what Michelle sent me.... and Rohit went "OMG! I spoilt it!".... the plan.... was that Michelle sent me HAPPY.... Rohit sent me BIRTHDAY.... while Siew Yung sent KHAI SHIEN.... LOL.... don't worry Rohit.... I really appreciate it you guys.... indeed very very innovative.... and unique.... thank you.... xie xie.... terima kasih.... sank kyu.... arigato.... err what else?.... do je sai....

Thanks all of you guys.... I just couldn't help but really feel it not only as a wording but truly beneath the heart.... and into the emotions.... thanks....

To give this post a conclusion.... I found something interesting that day during the holidays.... and would wish to share it with you guys....

Hmm.... the power of thoughts.....

y'know.... my uncle came from Penang the past few days.... with another grand uncle from Johor.... and they were staying here.... my granduncle has went back.... my uncle is going back tomorrow.... but.... my uncle showed me a movie today.... its simply on.... THE POWER OF THOUGHTS.... in a movie they call.... THE SECRET....

the movie.... was really mystic.... and when i say mystic.... i mean mystic.... i know i know now that this might now spawn skepticism.... YET.... YET.... I believe in it.... and according to it.... it is I who matters for what happens and I who matters for how I will be.... so I must be strong in the mind.... as a universal law they call.... "The Law Of Attraction"....

I can't really elaborate much here.... but I do believe in it.... and now truly understand what it means.... this movie is not a story based movie.... its a educational movie.... a movie.... to TEACH.... to inspire.... to bring forth the realization.... and it worked for me.... and I did realize.... that this movie my uncle showed me.... is directly related to the topic Michelle was presenting for her ESL.... and back then.... i was completely blurred *_*.... couldn't accept the explanations given.... y'know what.... I am sure that i couldn't understand because of the lack of time given to explain on it.... this topic requires lots of deep thoughts and realization.... so i can comprehend why i was so confused earlier.... but now.... the pieces have fallen into place.... and now i truly understand what it means....

guys.... believe it or not.... it is there.... skepticism or not.... it is there.... like it or not.... it is there.... so now.... allow me some time.... to visualize.... piece together.... and THINK of what i truly want.... and this must be executed without a doubt.... as the slightest doubt will cause the whole thing to fail.... well now.... I want.... I want.... I want.... *mentioned in my mind as it shouldn't be for you to know*.... even though it had been through multiple obstacles and all.... I have this vision.... I have this want.... and I will have it.... the silence has been painful.... and with this.... i wish for it to be lifted.... thank you.... for all of you who thought me this.... thank you.... now.... bring forth.... THE SECRET : THE POWER OF THOUGHTS!

LEE CHONG WEI!!!..... NOOOOOoooooooooo.....................................

LEE CHONG WEI............ WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa my god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~!

Today at 9 pm, 17 August 2008.... the ultimate showdown between the world's number 1 (Lin Dan) and our Malaysian pride world number 2 (Lee Chong Wei) was SHOWING.... i watched the showdown.... the results?.... devastating.... 21-12.... winner:Lin Dan.... 21-8.... winner:Lin Dan....

BUT DON'T YOU GUYS DARE CURSE CHONG WEI.... HE TRIED 300% LA DUDE.... you know what.... when he lost.... I felt nothing near anger.... I felt a very very very deep pity for Chong Wei.... he tried so DAMN hard.... and lost like this.... its really.... depressing.... haih.... its just.... it just makes you wanna say.... WTF! out loud.... not in anger or frustration btw.... dude.... Chong Wei gave his very best.... and i mean it.... his very best.... today.... his game play wasn't on top form at all.... the commentator said.... he is way below par.... YET.... he TRIED HIS VERY VERY BEST.... and after the game.... did i realize and found out whats actually going on....

it seems.... Malaysia lost the opportunity for many of the events already.... and with badminton still on the running.... and the potential was there.... Lee Chong Wei.... was heavily depended on to win.... ALL of malaysia's hopes were on Lee Chong Wei.... imagine the pressure.... imagine the responsibility.... again it makes you wanna say.... WTF!.... Lee Chong Wei.... tried with his utmost strength and will.... yet succumbed not by anything.... but the pressure itself.... though i must agree.... that Lin Dan was playing perfectly today.... as in.... literally perfect.... DAMN IT.... why the BLARDY PRESSURE ON HIM!?.... WHY YOU PEOPLE? WHY? WHY SPOIL HIS GAME? WHY SPOIL HIS NAME? why GIVE HIM THAT BLARDY LOTS OF PRESSURE?.... haih.... HAIH!....

This was what Lee Chong Wei Spoke in an interview way back....

"15. Who is your most difficult opponent and why?

That would be Lin Dan. Probably because many a times I am not playing the game that I should. When I am playing my own game without pressure, I get good results from my match against him."

okay sorry i really a bit emo here =.=.... okay now to the hidden part of the story.... it appears that.... according to rumors.... Lee Chong Wei is collecting money for his father.... I'm guessing that his father needs the money because he is sick?.... but i am sure that the rumor mentions that he is collecting money for his dad.... just recently.... so supposedly this Olympic prize money was supposed to fund his dad.... and again the pressure.... haih.... poor Chong Wei.... really poor Chong Wei.... haih....

let me mourn by myself la.... emo already.... poor Chong Wei.... i wish you all the best in coping with this.... may you still stand strong.... and come back another day.... good luck Chong Wei....

DAMN!

oh my gawd.... so many things to blog about.... watched a few movies and all.... but i CAN'T blog now.... WTH.... i injured my left wrist.... no no not from the badminton.... damn it.... it hurts so damn badly =/.... haih.... wrist oh wrist.... please recover T_T....



(the picture is kinda blur.... cause i'm using one hand to take.... note the wrist area.... though hard to see.... IS SWELLING.... OMG) LEFT WRIST AR.... RECOVER PLEASE!!! blardy pain arr

Aaaaahhhh...... its over~!

Alright!.... the main bumps for the meantime is OVER!.... woohoo.... Spec. Math CT3, physics CT3, chem proposal, chem sasta, and LAN final test.... IN 3 DAYS!.... wow....

okay firstly.... I feel really glad that i managed to stay out of trouble the past 3 days.... seems the effort of not letting my thoughts overwhelm my studies indeed paid off.... but it did take its toll.... avoidance at maximum costs were carried out and if i did instill any sort of discomfort I am at full apologies.... I just needed to focus on my studies the past 3 days.... just could not afford to loose myself if I were to think about regaining the friendship again.... focus focus focus.... oh well.... sorry sorry.... again i wanna mention i am at FULL apologies....

okay now.... guess what.... during the weekends.... a whole family of cats raided my back neighbours house.... well he didn't close his back door.... so the cat family took advantage of it.... too bad it is a bit far.... but i did manage to capture some of the kittens.... =D



guess what.... the family of 4 kittens and 1 mother went into the house and started grabbing food from chicken to whatever.... and oh gawd.... they were so damn cute >.<.... shit.... what is with me....

okaaaaayyyy....lets see.... yesterday.... my cousin and I went for a movie called "you don't mess with the Zohan" it started at 9.30pm.... and i had like so many things to do.... chem proposal.... chem sasta.... Lan.... but who cares.... i went there anyway.... well you see.... i got this premium ticket from my cousin.... so actually this movie is supposed to be released in Malaysia on the 21st August.... anyway.... just before the movie.... there was this trailer of a movie.... and HELL.... IT FREAKED MY COUSIN OUT.... thank god i looked away.... the movie is about a group of researchers going into some kinda subway or some sort.... and the group of creepy monsters appear and start devouring them.... and they had a footage on it.... i looked away.... but hell the sounds.... the screams the screeches.... omg death-defying.... btw for those horror movie lovers.... (i admit.... i am NOT one) the name of the movie is Quarantine.... from the trailer.... the movie seems to be a good movie.... so when it is out.... those horror fans go check it out man.... i don't think you'll regret.... i actually thought of posting the pictures or trailer of the movie here.... but erm.... erm.... erm.... erm.... ERM!!!!.... if you're interested go check the movie out.... i already gave you the name of the horror movie.... oh yes.... regarding the actual movie.... it is hilarious and gets a thumbs up from me =D.... go watch it.... but a lil bit erm.... ya know with the Zohan being the center of attention and all the girls around him that kinda stuff =.=.... (don't wanna spoil more here.... as you guys probably would wanna watch)

now now.... few days back.... Vincent was wearing this shirt.... and look at how he posed for the camera O-o....





well well well.... seems recently the guards started checking everyone who wanted to enter Taylor's student ID.... and VINCENT.... got caught up today.... unable to enter because he forgot his ID.... oh such a hassle it was.... well we can kinda say.... "Ken to the rescue?"

oh yesh.... today Ms Christine gave us the forms for the prom night.... and it seems that I will be joining ya guys for the prom! =D.... honestly gonna be my first.... but still i don't know how are things gonna go yet.... as erm.... you know it IS kinda sad.... but hey.... hope to join ya guys too.... oh PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't let the past haunt us.... let us group of friends.... just get together and have fun aight?.... aight?

talking about prom.... Vincent spilled some info regarding some past prom i'm assuming.... and gawd.... its the first time i see someone blushing blood red in such a short time.... O_O!?.... okkaaaayyyyyyy....

anyway.... getting kinda hooked up on the Olympic games lately.... since there are too many to talk about i'll focus on one part.... allow me to touch on the badminton part of it.... Lee Chong Wei has entered the final 8!.... WOOHOO.... though kinda sad for Wong Choong Hann.... he beat the previous champion at the 2nd round (Taufik Hidayat) and lost to some guy named Hsieh i think.... =/.... on the doubles.... Lee/Choong pair lost to Korean pair Lee Jae Jin/Hyung Ji Man.... whereas Koo Kean Keat and partner (sorry!!!! i forgot the name) moves on to the next round again!.... COOL!? YESH!

well well.... now.... I've been watching some rubbish youtube videos when i was browsing through the internet the past few days.... and guess what i came across?.... 2 AWESOME (okay sarcasm intended) auditions.... but hell.... they ARE hilarious.... Paul was petrified.... while i liked the other guys comment on both videos.... well.... ENJOY!